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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 19:55:16 GMT
"I don't know, it was just an idea," I say defensively,"At least I'm coming up with ideas instead of just sitting here and looking at the ground,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 19:56:33 GMT
"Sorry." I mutter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:01:10 GMT
I sigh,"No I'm sorry, I shouldnt have lost my temper with you,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:02:44 GMT
"Don't worry about it." I shrug.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:07:04 GMT
"Well one of us has too," I mutter,"What are we gonna do?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:10:31 GMT
"Nothing for the moment. Let's just think about this before we do anything."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:17:49 GMT
I bit my lip. I hated not knowing what I was doing. I look up at the sky,"What are you thinking about?" I ask quietly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:18:37 GMT
"You." I say honestly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:26:30 GMT
I smile slightly and rest my head on his shoulder."It's cold," I note.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:27:47 GMT
Instinctively, I put an arm round her shoulders drawing her slightly closer.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:31:01 GMT
I turn my body slightly, leaning into him. I bury my head into the crook of his neck.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:32:17 GMT
I lean my head lightly on hers, staying silent.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:37:30 GMT
I wrap my arms around him pulling myself closer."I don't deserve you," I whisper in his ear.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:38:32 GMT
"No, you deserve more." I mumble, holding her a little tighter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:43:08 GMT
"But I want you." I say tears forming in my eyes again.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:44:44 GMT
"Well, I'm here, aren't I?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:46:56 GMT
I laugh bitterly taking hold of his hand."Oh yes, how could I not notice," I start to trace a circle on the back of his hand.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:51:42 GMT
I don't say anything, just watch her, idly tracing circles on my hand.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 20:56:56 GMT
I continue tracing circles on his hand as my bangs fall into my eyes,"Have you ever just put your arms out and started spinning?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 20:58:02 GMT
"Not for a long time. Why?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 21:02:47 GMT
I smile,"I was just thinking about something my grandmother once told me, she said when you put your arms out and start spinning really really fast, well that's kind of what love is like." I smile. "It makes your heart race. It turns the world upside down. But if you're not careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance. You can't see what's happening to the people around you. You can't see that you're about to fall,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 21:09:44 GMT
"That's...nice. More so than what I was told about love. It's a temporary hormonal imbalance according to my dad." I smile slightly. "I like your grandmothers analogy better."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 21:14:14 GMT
"I do too," I smile up at him,"It's kind of what we're doing huh? We're spinning."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 21:15:55 GMT
"Yeah, we're spinning, definitely."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 21:20:28 GMT
"Is that a good thing or is it bad?" I ask resting my hand ontop of his,"'Cos I happen to love spinning with my arms out," I laugh.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 21:21:00 GMT
"Me too. Just haven't done it in a while."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 21:24:50 GMT
"Then what are we sitting around here for?" I ask getting up. "come on." I smile.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 21:28:22 GMT
I smile, standing up.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 21:30:15 GMT
I walk a few paces away from him not once breaking his gaze. I laugh and start spinning holding out my arms. I stop for a moment."You just gonna stand there and watch or are you gonna spin?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 21:35:53 GMT
"Spin," I laugh, spreading my arms and spinning.
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