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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:27:39 GMT
Hurt flashes through my eyes but I know he's right. "Your right," I sigh and let go of him "I'm sorry, I dont think about my actions until after I've done them." I joke trying to lighten the mood a bit.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:29:29 GMT
"We all do that sometimes," I say, feeling extremely guilty.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:33:36 GMT
I sigh and walk over to the tree resting against it pulling my legs up to my chest.,"God I am so stupid." I say putting my head on my knees.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:36:57 GMT
I sit down next to her. "You're not stupid."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:37:30 GMT
"I am too." I say my voice muffled.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:39:18 GMT
"Why? How are you stupid?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:41:31 GMT
I lean my head against the tree trunk looking up at the sky."I just am."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:43:19 GMT
"That's not a good enough reason. I'm sorry. Not going to accept that answer."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:46:01 GMT
I sigh again and turn to look at him,"I should have never told you, I should have, I should have just kept my big mouth shut."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:48:50 GMT
"You regret telling me?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:51:51 GMT
"No." I answer truthfully."I don't." I lean my head on his shoulder,"Do you regret me telling you?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:59:25 GMT
"Not at all."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:00:26 GMT
"My mother's right again," I sigh,"Whatever happens; happens. No regrets." I qoute.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:01:55 GMT
"Wise woman, your mother."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:02:38 GMT
I smile,"Thank you."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:03:07 GMT
"No problem."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:03:30 GMT
I turn my body slightly,"Ian what are we doing?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:18:47 GMT
"Er...sitting?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:19:42 GMT
I sigh and turn the other way,"Forget it,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:20:49 GMT
"No, what?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:21:55 GMT
"Nothing." I say stubbornly."Just forget it." I pull my jacket around me the wind was starting to pick up.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:28:59 GMT
"No," I say equally stubbornly. "What's up?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:30:15 GMT
I sigh and turn back around to face him,"Why are we doing this?" I ask,"Why do we keep dancing around each other like this?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:34:02 GMT
"I wasn't aware we were." I mutter, knowing full well that we were.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:34:55 GMT
"Liar," I say making him look at me,"Why are we tormenting ourselves?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:36:33 GMT
"I don't know." I say, instantly dropping my gaze.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 18:45:05 GMT
I sigh,"Maybe it's best if we dont do this," I say a lump forming in my throat."If we just-stay with the ones we're with, if you and I just stay friends." Just friends. Oh how I hated those two words.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 18:57:46 GMT
"If that's what you want." I say, keeping my eyes firmly on the floor.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 19:51:06 GMT
"It's not." I say pulling my jacket closer.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 19:51:58 GMT
"So why did you say it?"
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