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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 11, 2007 20:24:40 GMT
"Fine then you wanna run then run!" I yell pushing him. The tears that had been in my eyes were now rolling down my face."Go on and leave like you said they're nothing here for you right?" I sob."It's not like I cared anyways." My hair whips around in the wind."I dont care, not about you anyways so go on and leave!" I cry not meaning any of it.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 16:31:48 GMT
"I will!" I say, voice rising angrily. "And don't worry, the feelings mutual, Speare. I don't give a fuck about you either! I just needed your help that's all!"
Liar, Ian, Liar.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 18:45:50 GMT
My eyes narrowed. "Then fucking go! No one wants you here anyways!" Lies. "I'm so glad to hear we're on a last name basis Hunt!" I shot back tears still coming fast from my eyes. "I hope I never see you again!"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:02:57 GMT
"Don't worry! You won't! No one fucking will. I'm dead to this place, and you people and you can all go and fucking rot for all I care! I'd much rather be running again than bothering to put up with you and this stupid fucking school!" I say, almost shouting , taking every ounce of composure that remained to me not to yell at her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 19:37:01 GMT
"Well then fuck you!" I scream. "Dont act like your too good for this place 'cos your dead wrong! You cant handle being around others, you just run! Run or block everyone out, just like your doing to me!" I say wiping the tears off my face,"Well then fine. Run. Run like the coward you really are. Your just like the rest of them you run when things get hard, you run from everything! You run from things you can understand or things you fear and you run from people. People who care about you, people who worry, who have no idea what to do anymore," I say new tears forming.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:41:37 GMT
"Yeah, well you really got me pegged!" I roar, "That's right! I'm a coward! I'm scared, I don't like people, I hate it when things get harder than they already are and I can't handle it! I can't handle fucking anything! Congratulations, Speare! You've really got me nailed!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 23:22:16 GMT
"I HATE YOU!" I screech,"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" I sob not bothering to hide the fact I was crying, Liar, you dont hate him you love him and you know it. I shake my head trying to drown out the voices "I hate you! I wish I had never met you!" You wouldnt be the same if you hadnt met him, just tell him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 15:39:00 GMT
"The feelings mutual!" I yell, not quite being able to bring myself to say I hated her back.
I could only lie so much. "But I'm glad I met you. Thank you Speare, you've just reminded me why I lost all faith in people. So, fuck you, fuck this place, fuck everything. I'm gone."
I turn and start to walk back into the forest, fists clenched to the point of pain.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:05:18 GMT
"You are the most insensitive, ignorant, pigheaded, bastard I have ever met!" I yell narrowing my eyes,"You come here, you come into my life and fuck everything up then you just leave! I don't know why I even helped you out in the first place I should have just cruico'd you like I was planning to in the first place!" I spat turning around my hair whipping around my face,"So go on and leave, if I never see you again it'll be too soon." I say crossing my arms over my chest.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:07:26 GMT
"Well, that's just me, isn't it? I fuck everything up! What the fuck I did to you I have no clue! Why you're taking this so personal, again, I fail to understand! How on earth did I fuck up your life?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:12:15 GMT
I couldn't stand it anymore, I whip around to face him tears in my eyes again,"Because I love you! Okay?! I fucking love you!"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:19:55 GMT
"Wh-...Fuck-...why?" I say, after a long pause, trying to keep my voice as level as possible.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:23:45 GMT
"I dont know okay? I just do," I say gaining control over myself,"But it doesnt matter anyway, not anymore,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:28:25 GMT
I pause, Don't even think about fucking saying it, Ian. Don't even think about it.
"What would you say, if I said that I think I might love you too?" I say after a moment.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:32:22 GMT
My breath gets caught in my throat and my heart slows. "You think?" I ask stepping forward a bit,"I dont want you to think I want you to know,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:35:29 GMT
"I know." I say guardedly. "Yeah, I know."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:38:01 GMT
I feel a smile tugging at my lips,"You know?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:41:40 GMT
"Yeah, I know. I love you, I know. There, I said it."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:44:10 GMT
I smile taking his hands in mine,"I love you too." I stand on my toes kissing him softly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:47:24 GMT
I hesitate, surprised, then kiss her back.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 2:21:12 GMT
I smile slightly placing my arms around his neck pulling him closer. I pull away from him for a second."I want to make this work." I say barely above a whisper.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 15:50:32 GMT
"Then let's make it work." I smile slightly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 16:43:00 GMT
I smile, my arms still wrapped around his neck. I place my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 16:46:01 GMT
I pause, putting my arms round her waist, not saying anything for a moment.
"What about-...Sirius?" I say after a while.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 16:49:44 GMT
I bit my lip not wanting to answer,"What about Erin?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 16:50:57 GMT
"I don't-...I don't know."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 16:55:05 GMT
"Then neither do I." I whisper. I lean up and kiss him softly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 16:56:04 GMT
I kiss her back, not really wanting to think about Erin, or Sirius, or anything.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 14, 2007 17:00:49 GMT
I pull him closer shutting out everything. Sirius, Erin, everything. I just wanted to focus on here and now.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 14, 2007 17:22:00 GMT
I draw back after a moment. "Until...until we know about Erin and Sirius...we shouldn't-..."
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