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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 22, 2007 0:57:28 GMT
"Sorry. Just didn't want to say sorry again." I said sadly. "Rem....it's.... it wasn't really you though."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 22, 2007 10:45:30 GMT
"It was me. Peter, this is me. What I am, is me." I say quietly. "If I'd have told her-...if I'd have said, just mentioned, this is what I am. She would still be alive. But because I was too scared, I was too scared that she would hate me for that, that I couldn't tell her and now she's dead. It was me, Peter. It was me that killed her."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 22, 2007 21:30:36 GMT
I looked down. "Remus, that's terrible. I... I don't know what to say, how to help." I paused, then continued. "But, you have a second chance. With Rin. You, you told her. She knows. And I know you, you won't let her near you at the full moon. It.... it doesn't change what happened, but, you can stop it from happening again."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 23, 2007 17:11:52 GMT
"How do you know?" I say desperately. "How do you know something won't happen? I tried to keep her away, I always made sure she was somewhere else at the full moon, I still don't know why she was anywhere near me that-...that night. You can't tell me for sure, that nothing will happen. And even if you could it wouldn't stop me from worrying about it. I don't deserve a second chance, Peter. I don't deserve Rin. Not after what I did. I don't deserve a second chance."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 23, 2007 22:09:17 GMT
"Remus." I said quietly, shaking my head. "It's only at this one time of the month that you need to be careful around her. It's different. Rin knows, there's no chance of it happening again. Remus... you are such a wonderful person the rest of the month, you deserve to have Rin."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 24, 2007 19:53:04 GMT
"I don't. Not with someone else's life on my conscience."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 24, 2007 19:57:51 GMT
I sighed. "I know. I know how much it hurts. I know the guilt. But Remus..." I shook my head. "Remus, maybe if you weren't what you are, I would agree with you. But you are. And that was not a decision you made."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 24, 2007 20:00:12 GMT
"I made the decision not to tell her. If she'd known-...I don't know. Things would be different if she'd known."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 24, 2007 20:05:02 GMT
"you don't know that."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 24, 2007 20:13:19 GMT
"I do. She would have run. If I told her, she would have run. She would have gone back to her muggle life, and that would be that. She would have run far away from me and never seen me again and that would be fine because at least she'd be alive."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 24, 2007 20:16:44 GMT
I sighed. "I get it."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 16:47:10 GMT
I sigh too. "I know."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 20:22:33 GMT
"I'm sorry for your loss."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 20:25:36 GMT
"Yeah, me too."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 20:28:41 GMT
I nodded and sat there quietly, looking out at the lake.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 20:32:52 GMT
I also let my gaze drift out to the lake, sadly watching the waters ripple.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 20:44:25 GMT
I took out my lighter and picked up a leaf and started burning it.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 20:45:22 GMT
"Bloody pyro." I mutter.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 20:46:58 GMT
I smiled slightly. "Der."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 20:47:32 GMT
"Sorry, captain obvious strikes again."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 20:58:59 GMT
I laughed slightly. "Yuppers."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 21:01:40 GMT
I fall silent again.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 21:04:53 GMT
"Can I show you something?" I asked quietly.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 21:06:57 GMT
"Go ahead."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 21:09:12 GMT
I took a deep breath, then held out my left forearm, pulling up the sleeve of my shirt.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 25, 2007 21:15:09 GMT
I wince and look away, remaining silent for a long time.
"Excuse me a minute." I say quietly, not quite sure how to handle this.
I stand up and walk into the forbidden forest.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 25, 2007 21:34:51 GMT
I nodded and watched him walk away sadly.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 26, 2007 16:42:01 GMT
I make my way through the tree's, thinking.
Peter was a death eater, Peter had tried to kill me, Peter was one of my best friends.
But he was a death eater that had tried to kill me.
But he was one of my best friends.
"Oh fuck all." I mutter angrily, hitting out at a tree.
My knuckles split and bleed but I ignore it and disappear further into the trees.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Apr 26, 2007 16:47:32 GMT
"Remus." I called after him. "Come on, don't do this!"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 26, 2007 16:48:16 GMT
I stop. "Don't do what?" I yell back.
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