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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 4, 2008 4:32:55 GMT
Jay sat on the edge of the bed, holding a blue stuffed bear in his hands. Had Z.C. written on it.
That was for his son.
Jay just kept looking down at it, not moving a muscel.
He wasn't supposed to die...He wasn't even born yet. He didn't have a chance to see the world.
Jay sighed and closed his eyes. He had promised he'd protect Shell and look at what happened to her!
He wasn't doing his job.
Jay sighed again and threw the bear across the room and put his head in his hands feeling the sting of tears but refused to let them surface.
Why had this happened?
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 4, 2008 4:41:50 GMT
I walk in hearing a slight distrubance in our bedroom. I see a blue teddy bear on the floor and sigh softly. "Jay..." I say just above a whisper, already feeling my tears forming behind my eyes. I walk over to the bed and sit as close as I could just looking at him.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 14:53:13 GMT
ay sat there and held his head in his hands, not moving again. It wasn't that he was ignoring her. No, he'd never do that. Jay just couldn't handle anything right now.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:03:13 GMT
I wrap my arms around him and kiss his cheek, still not saying another word.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:10:36 GMT
Jay blinks back the tears and wraps an arm around her, still not saying anything.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:15:00 GMT
"Honey..." I say softly wiping his tears away.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:15:58 GMT
Jay closes his eyes for a few moments then looks over to her, but refused to let any more surface.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:18:24 GMT
"It's okay to cry." I say wiping some of my own tears away.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:22:35 GMT
"I don't need to cry.." He mutters but still holds her close.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:24:08 GMT
"I'm just saying..." I say taken back slightly, but still hold him close as well.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:37:11 GMT
Jay sighed and ran hand through his hair. "I'm sorry."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:38:02 GMT
"It's fine." I say looking at him, still suprised at his tone, but I understood why.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:53:03 GMT
"Come here..." He muttered and held her even closer that's all he needed at the moment. Her in his arms.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 15:56:00 GMT
I sigh and sit on his lap, so he could hold me close.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 16:02:16 GMT
"It's not fair..." He muttered, knowing he sounded like a child.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 16:03:41 GMT
I look into his eyes. "I know it's not. Life is never fair." I say softly to him.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 19:49:01 GMT
"He was ours." Jay says again still out of it.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 19:50:35 GMT
"Yes. He was ours..." I say feeling as if I was going to cry even more.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 20:00:30 GMT
Jay lightly set her on the bed and stood up tryign to hold everything in. "It's not fair..." He muttered and kicked the wall. Jay leaned his head against it, fist pushing against it.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 20:01:44 GMT
"Hey, hey, hey." I say taking his hand and turn him around, just looking in his eyes.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 5, 2008 20:12:02 GMT
Jay's face softened when she turned him around. He let his fist disappear, but he was still tense.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 20:15:50 GMT
I take his arms and wrap them around me, as I lean up to kiss him softly.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 8, 2008 15:21:48 GMT
Jay held Shelby close, and tightened his arms around her but not to tight. He kissed her back lightly.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 9, 2008 3:31:17 GMT
I break the kiss after a few moments, just looking into his eyes.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 12, 2008 19:25:49 GMT
Jay leans his forehead on hers and let out a soft sigh. "The kids know yet?" he asked her.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 12, 2008 19:26:54 GMT
I shake my head no. "I haven't told any of them." I say softly.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 12, 2008 19:34:02 GMT
"We don't have to tell them yet, you know."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 12, 2008 19:39:42 GMT
"Why?" I ask him softly still.
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Post by Jay Chou on Jan 24, 2008 20:56:42 GMT
"I only said it, in case your still not ready."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 25, 2008 1:05:16 GMT
"No..." I say softly. "Not yet."
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