|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 23:14:47 GMT
"I'm a spy now for the order for a while. I never willingly joined them and I refuse ever to follow his orders." I say slightly cold, thinking of my time in askaban, which will be a secret I'll hold forever.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 23:16:47 GMT
"Good for you, and thanks for telling me. Your secret is safe with me." I said.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 23:19:28 GMT
I smile. "Your one of my bestest friends Cassie." I say to her with a smile.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 23:45:05 GMT
"Same here." I said feeling slightly guilty about not telling her my secret.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 0:09:22 GMT
"So, what now?" I ask her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 0:50:32 GMT
"Not sure. Anything but cutting carrots. Worst idea ever." I said.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 1:45:07 GMT
"But I like carrots. Not cooked ones though." I say.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 2:13:01 GMT
"Carrots do taste good, but cutting them involves knifes." I said slightly quitley.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 2:16:33 GMT
I look at her. "Cass... you don't cut yourself do you?" I ask her softly.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 2:21:22 GMT
"No." I lied. She probably could tell I was lying. My eyes always gave me away. Its worth a try though.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 2:31:28 GMT
"Cassie. I know that face... why have you been?" I ask.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 2:47:34 GMT
"What face. I'm being completly honest." I said trying to keep a straight face.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 2:48:11 GMT
"Cass..." I say to her. "The truth."
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 2:53:09 GMT
"The truth us." I said pausing for a moment. I grinned thinking of a genius idea, and said, "Thank you for the sugar! The room looks wonderful! Bye!" I said trying to make a break for the front door. Why did he house have to be so big? Would I find it?
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 2:54:13 GMT
I sigh and apparate to the front door. "Dorcas Meadowes. Tell me." I say to her as she reaches the door finally.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 3:00:57 GMT
"Never!" I said. I put my hand in my pocket making sure I had my wand in case I needed a good sticking spell. "I'm hurt really. Do you know the last time I was called Dorcas?" I asked.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 17, 2007 3:02:03 GMT
I sigh. "I know I never have." I say to her. "But, if you don't wanna tell the truth then you don't have to."
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 17, 2007 3:10:27 GMT
"Good, because I don't plan on it. For your information, the last person who called be Dorcas was may ex best friends Angel, the ultimate betrayal. Before that, was Jerami, the man who would love to kill me. Finally Ebony, the Slytherin I thought I could trust, would murdered my best friend. As you can tell Dorcas, does not relate with happy things." I said.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 19, 2007 0:52:46 GMT
"Cassie...I'm sorry.'' I say moving out of the doorway, but staring at the ground avoiding her eyes.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 19, 2007 0:56:33 GMT
"No problem. I know you didn't mean it like that, but it brings back horrible memorys. In fact, you probably deserve to know whats going on. Its me. If I say it, I feel like its the truth, and there is no going back." I said.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 19, 2007 1:05:43 GMT
"So wait, what do I deserve to know?" I ask with a questioned tone, not understanding what she was meaning.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 19, 2007 1:14:42 GMT
"You've been honest with me, and I havn't been so honest." I said trying to think of a way to not have to say it directly. Cutter, and Cassy, and two words that just don't go together.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 19, 2007 1:15:31 GMT
"It's alright Cass. You said I didn't have to, and neither do you." I say to her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 19, 2007 1:23:16 GMT
"Its not that Shelly. If I tell you the secrets out. No one knows. If I tell it sort of becomes more real, and I have to admit it, and do something about it." I said.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 19, 2007 1:29:58 GMT
"Okay then. Go ahead when you're ready to tell me." I say to her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 19, 2007 1:34:16 GMT
"It all started toward the beginning of 7th year, when I thought one of my best friends Hannah had died. Un like most people, I jumped of the tower. I was saved, with only a huge cut on my leg. Nothing was ever done to that cut. The blood poured out, and I never went to the nurse to do something about it. I liked the pain, it covered up all the other horrible things that were happening in my life." I started slightly quietly.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 19, 2007 1:37:05 GMT
I nod my head and wait if there was any more to her story.
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 19, 2007 1:42:04 GMT
"Things just kept getting worse and worse. It took me a while to notice it. After the tower, it was just doing it with my finger nails for a while. I've tried to stop it really, but I admit it now, I'm a cutter." I said.
|
|
|
|
Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 19, 2007 1:51:46 GMT
"Oh Cassie..." I say hugging her slightly. I knew I gave her tons of hugs already, but I felt as if this one was necessary. "I'm gonna try to help you okay? Whenever you feel like you're going to cut yourself, come talk to me."
|
|
|
|
Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 19, 2007 1:54:37 GMT
"Thanks Shell. You took that better then I thought you would." I said. How mant times had she hugged me now? It was nothing againts hugs, I just liked to keep tract.
|
|
