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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:07:16 GMT
"I'm getting them tailored away with all the bridemaids." I say to her. "I'll hem it and everything."
[[it's in the wedding suboard already.]]
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:13:10 GMT
"Alright, and speaking of change, what would you say if I disappeared for a while?" I asked with a grin.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:14:17 GMT
"I'd be really sad... and worried. Why?" I ask with an instant frown.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:20:24 GMT
"Things aren't exactly the same anymore, but I'll be around." I said trying to think of a good example. "I wish I could do like that Jerami did. Being able to start all over again as a diffrent person." I added.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:22:19 GMT
I sigh. "Cass, everyone's either gone or dead... you can't leave too." I say to her.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:24:47 GMT
"I never said I was leaving, just making a few changes. No hair dye though!" I said. "I'll always be around." I added.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:26:23 GMT
"What kind of changes?" I ask sighing a bit, since she wasn't leaving forever.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:29:44 GMT
"Name hair length, attitude, stuff like that. I'm not confident it would work though." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:30:38 GMT
"You sound like me. I did this about 7 years ago." I say to her. "My real name isn't Shelby Crescent."
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:36:26 GMT
"I guess you and I are-" I said stopping suddenly. "Shelby is not your real name?" I asked in shcok.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:39:18 GMT
I shake my head. "No it's not. My real name is Rubalyn, or Ruby for short."
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:41:34 GMT
"Okay. This is really confusing. Did you regret changing who you are?" I asked.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:42:21 GMT
"No... and I never will." I say to her closing my eyes a bit.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:43:25 GMT
"Good. Then who are you to tell me not to?" I asked.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:52:51 GMT
"It can backfire..." I say to her truthfully.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 3:54:55 GMT
"Is it worth the risk?" I asked.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 13, 2007 3:56:18 GMT
"If you think so... Mine has a really good reason." I say to her.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 13, 2007 4:02:09 GMT
"Mine sort of does. It isn't so important, but I'm just really un happy with something thats going on. If I change, it might not affect me anymore." I said realizing how stupid that sound. I'm turning into a cutter. No new name can change that.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 15, 2007 22:20:28 GMT
"Do you want some help with this problem? I'll help you in any way that you need Cassie." I say to her with a smile.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 15, 2007 22:55:39 GMT
"I don't think it can't be helped." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 4:01:10 GMT
"Well you want to talk about it?" I ask her.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 4:24:01 GMT
"Not really. I think its one of those things that best stay hidden." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 4:28:28 GMT
"Alright then Cass." I say to her, feeling hurt.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 14:50:16 GMT
"I really am sorry. Some things are better hidden." I said. She would probably flip out if she knew. "I don't have to tell everything. I'm sure you don't." I added a little bit quiter.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 22:52:37 GMT
I sigh a bit. "That is true. I have a feeling that you won't be my friend if you knew everything about my past." I say to her.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 22:55:01 GMT
"Thats stupid. I've got enough enemy's as it is. Maybe your past is dark, but its who you are now that I'm friends with. What ever you did doesn't change anything." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 22:57:58 GMT
I sigh. "Do you want to know Cassie?" I ask her softly.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 23:01:15 GMT
"I don't need to know anything. If you feel like telling me, you can. As I've said, some secrets are better staying secret. This might just be one of thoughs." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Dec 16, 2007 23:03:09 GMT
I close my eyes thinking about it. "Here..." I say revealing my dark mark to her. "My father put me under the imperious curse when I was a very young child and well..." I say hoping she understood.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Dec 16, 2007 23:07:43 GMT
"I get it." I said holding back a nod. "Its okay Shelly. Having a dark mark does not make you a bad person." I added. 'Its just makes you a person who could be ordered to kill me anytime.' I thought to myself. How could I ever think that? Shelly would never turn on me. Shes not like Ebony, or Angel.
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