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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:19:31 GMT
*why do i feel so alone, i feel like i know barely anybody, i know i have the mezzanottes , but i wish i had more friends* a tear slides down my cheek *maybe they all know i just dont fit, that i shouldnt be where i am, do they know the truth about my family* another tear * i couldnt take it if they knew* more tears *they would all leave me* my face is know streaked with many tears, staring blanky into the lake i pour my soul into it.
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:24:58 GMT
I'm out for a stroll when I catch sight of a girl crying, "Hey! you okay?"I ask coming over.
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:27:47 GMT
I quickly dry my tears and look at the boy approaching."Of Course i say quickly" then i look down to the ground *who am i kidding* ."Actually no, no i'm not" I say quickly glancing at him then back to the ground.
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:32:29 GMT
I roll up next to her "how about you tell ole Wes what's up?" I ask
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:34:56 GMT
"I dont know, Can I trust you?" I look him up and down, then with a face full of horror i say" You're not a...a...Slytherin are you?" almost whispering the last part.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 8, 2007 0:37:53 GMT
I walk outside and see hannah crying talking to wes i hear her say something about slytherins "and whats so bad about slytherins" i say chuckling
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:38:56 GMT
"Not you Marlene your my friend, but even you know there not all good"
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:39:16 GMT
"No, i'm a ravenclaw." I tell her soothingly. I turn back around and see Marlene coming over, 'not now.' i mouth
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:42:40 GMT
"Good" I say turning to Wes "It's just some of them know and ...could tell people stuff i wouldnt want them to know." I start crying again just with the thought of them knowing.
"I mean" sob "the only person itll probally not bother" sob "is Marlene"
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:44:01 GMT
I hand her a tissue, "Come on now, dont cry..." I say softly
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 8, 2007 0:45:26 GMT
i slowly back away after seeing wes mouth not now ill let him handle this
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:46:30 GMT
I nod to Marly seeing her back away, "so, wanna tell me what's up?" I ask her again
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:46:40 GMT
"I cant help it" i say dabbing my eyes. Then i decided id just explain it. "Are you a pure-blood?" i ask him looking him in the eyes.
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:48:16 GMT
I'm a little taken back, "No. Does it matter?" I say darkly.
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 0:53:36 GMT
I take in his tone and start crying again "See, thats what i mean" "I dont care" i say loudly, "It doesnt matter to me what blood someone is, but...to my parents....you just dont know what theyed want to do if they knew i had 'mudbloods' and 'halfbreeds' as friends" and i constantly think itll get out and ill be outcasted from my friends and everyone" I loudly sob, leaning into his shoulder.
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 0:58:37 GMT
"Look I'm sorry, I didnt mean it like that." I say rubbing her back soothingly.
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 1:00:12 GMT
"But your reaction was the same, and i dont even know you well, how do you think my friends will react?"
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 1:07:17 GMT
"Well, because," I think for a moment, "Your friends are different then me, if they really are your friends they wont care. and your right, you dont know me very well so what can you expect from a random stranger?" I ask hoping to lighten the mood with humor.
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 1:11:19 GMT
" I guess youre right' i snicker "im really working myself up for nothing, i mean like you said if they're really my friends, i guess it shouldnt matter what my parents think, just my personality, right"
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 1:13:21 GMT
"exactly," I smile, "See was that really worth crying over?"
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 1:16:54 GMT
"no, but i got to meet a new friend though" I smile and lean up, turn turns him an stick my hand out "Friends?"I say with a big smile.
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 1:21:11 GMT
"friends." I smile and shake her hand.
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 1:27:23 GMT
"So..friend" is say with my tears finally drying up 'Do you have a name, or shall i call you 'friend'?"I smirk
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 8, 2007 20:41:57 GMT
i laugh, "friend's nice but I prefer to be called Wes."
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 8, 2007 23:50:48 GMT
"Wes thats a cool name, my name is Hannah, if you dont already know"
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 10, 2007 1:34:05 GMT
"It's short for Westly," I smile, "It's a pleasure to meet you hannah."
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 10, 2007 2:32:14 GMT
"Well, Westly, i think ill call you Wes, and you can call me anything as long as you dont call me Ham like Sausage Smith does, Serry too you, but yeah nice to meet you"* i know i can totally ruin the happy mood* "So..i know this maybe to foward but do you mind me asking what happened for you to be in a wheelchair, i mean you dont have to answer but i just had to ask."*see ruint it*
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 10, 2007 21:54:17 GMT
I shift in my chair, no one had really asked me that question before, most people just accepted it or left it alone, it didint bother me, it was just well...
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on Apr 11, 2007 0:00:17 GMT
i see him shifting in his chair*Oh no dont hate me* i think. "You know what never mind, my curiosity is just to overwhelming, im really sorry , i didnt mean to make you fell uncomfrotable" I say turning my head down. then i look back into his eyes."I really am sorry"
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Post by Wes McHale on Apr 12, 2007 0:26:46 GMT
"no its okay," I tell her, "it's just well no one's really asked me before."
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