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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 23, 2007 18:36:30 GMT
It was raining, hard and I had been walking aorund for the past hour an a half.
I didn't even know why. I needed help.
Gideon's help.
That's all that was on my mind.
I knocked on his door shivering a bit.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 26, 2007 19:16:18 GMT
"Oh...fuck..." I mutter, tripping over one of Kim's...er...toy things, on my way across the living room.
I kick it to the corner of the room, "Not over my friend." I warn it then carry on over to the door, wrenching it open, muttering about the fucking door being unfixed again...then stop.
"Maddie, you'll catch your death out there." I tell her, ushering her inside and shutting the door again.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 26, 2007 20:12:48 GMT
"Gid, I need your help." I say walking in."I wanna get better."
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 26, 2007 20:14:16 GMT
I smile, "Good."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 26, 2007 20:21:01 GMT
I nod,"I wanna quit. I really do, it's just..." I sigh."It's hard."
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 26, 2007 20:26:09 GMT
"I know." I nod, "But it's good. Good thing." I smile, ushering her into the living room and kicking junk out of the way, then sitting her down, "How are we going to go about this then?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 26, 2007 20:27:53 GMT
"Can we start by burning this?" I ask putting my bag infront of the both of us."That's all of it, all the pills, the drugs, needles, everything."
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 26, 2007 20:39:12 GMT
"Yeah, that's a good idea." I say, taking the bag and placing it in the middle of the floor, and drawing my wand, "Together?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 26, 2007 20:51:43 GMT
I nod pulling out my own wand.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 26, 2007 20:54:39 GMT
I pause, looking across at her, then thinking, Incendio, watching the fire curl outwards from my wand towards the bag which promptly caught fire.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 26, 2007 20:56:14 GMT
"Incendio," I mutter waving my wand watching the bag burn. I sit down unable to watch anymore.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 26, 2007 20:57:26 GMT
I stay standing, ready to put it out when it spread a little more.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 26, 2007 21:07:40 GMT
I sigh running a hand through my hair, the other hand gripping the couch tightly.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 27, 2007 16:26:27 GMT
"Doing alright there?" I ask her, half turning away from the fire.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 27, 2007 20:35:57 GMT
I nod, my face a bit pale."Not even ten seconds without them and I'm already falling apart." I say forcing a small laugh.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 16:30:50 GMT
"Best thing about falling apart is the getting back together again." I shrug, smiling weakly, "Proud of you, Maddie. Doing the right thing."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 16:35:04 GMT
"Yeah I guess so." I say weakly bringing my knees up to my chest.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 16:38:26 GMT
I sit down next to her, watching it burn.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 16:40:13 GMT
I watch the bag burn, not really saying anything."Gid?" I say quietly after a moment.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 16:40:43 GMT
"Hello?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 16:44:09 GMT
"Do you think I would have been a good mum?" I ask barely above a whisper my eyes fixed on the flames.
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 16:45:53 GMT
"Oh Maddie," I say quietly, "I think you would have been a wonderful mum."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 16:48:37 GMT
I smile weakly, blinking rapidly trying to stop the tears. "I guess."
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 16:49:45 GMT
"You can cry if you like." I say, watching her carefully, then looking away, feeling almost like I was intruding, "It's fine. Probably best to let it out, you know?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 16:54:26 GMT
I shake my head letting my bangs fall into my eyes."I didn't cry when I found out it was dead I'm not planning on crying now." I take a deep breath."It's doesn't matter anyways,"
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 16:56:35 GMT
"It obviously does. You're both obviously bothered, even if you say you're not." I say softly, but don't say anything more, not wanting to press the matter too much.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 16:58:49 GMT
I scoff."He doesn't care, he didn't even want it to begin with." I sigh running a hand through my hair."Gid, I didn't want it either but...there's a part of me that did."
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Gideon Prewett
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Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 17:10:04 GMT
"He does." I say after a moment, "He really honestly does. I know you both didn't want it...but of course there's that thing, that instinct, of course part of you wanted. It's only natural to feel this way, Maddie."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 28, 2007 17:15:05 GMT
"The thing is Gid, the more I really think about it, being a mum and everything. The more I realize...I want it. I want to be a mum."
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Gideon Prewett
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While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 28, 2007 17:18:49 GMT
"Well, have you spoken to him about that?" I ask carefully.
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