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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 19:30:20 GMT
Saphire was walking across the grounds, when she looked up and saw the Tower.
It was standing tall in all it's Glory and she smiled to herself. A true, genuine smile.
Saphire hadn't smiled like that sense she could remember, and she change her course of direction towards the tower.
Saphire was walking up the stairs and then the debating started. 'They'd all be better off without you Saphire' Said the voice in her head. Something had been telling her that for some time now. "But they Love me" She argued back. They did love her right??
'Are you kidding yourself?' It thought 'Tony won't look at you, and Peters leaving you here, neither of them care' It said then laughed at her.
"Your wrong" She spat back at it. "They do care, Tony's just confused and Peters trying to find a way to stay" She said with a nod.
'If he wanted to stay that bad, he wouldn't go, no matter the situation' It said to her with a smug tone.
"Shut up, your wrong, I know your wrong" She said in a wisper.
'And lets not get into you being pregnant, then what Jerami did to you? Your nothing Saphire, Your not even as good as the dirt on this nasty floor'
Saphire was beginning to cry now, she had been crying for days now. "Don't talk about it" She said sahking her head, as she slowly climbed the stairs.
"Thats Jerami, He..He'" She paused trying to think of what she wanted to say when it Jumped into her head again.
'you love him Saphire, you love the boy who raped you. And you love his little brother. How coud you do that for Peter?' it said with a calm voice.
"SHUT UP!" She said covering her ears and closing her eyes shut. She was at the top of the stairs now, and she see the ledge of the tower. It was calling her towards it.
She sat on the ground against the wall, farthest from the ledge.
'Jump' The voice was daring her to do it. 'You know they'd be better off without you'
"Some one help me" Wispered Saphire was she brought her knees to her chest and she began to rock back and fourth, staring at the ledge.
((If you want to Post in this tread, could you message me first?? theres only a couple people I want to post in it. Thanx))
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 19:58:47 GMT
Tony ran up the stairs. He had heard the girl in the entrence hall and Finally figured out what jerami had been doing. 'So stupid' he thought 'Of coarse it wasn't her. The lake, the forest. None of it. Fucking Idiot look what you made her do.' He thought "Have to hurry." He muttered to himself. Taking three steps at a time. He missed a step and fell. "Shit. Get your ass up." he said to him slef getting back up and pushing the door open. He saw saphire. "Stop!" he exclaimed
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:01:25 GMT
Saphire head shot in the direction of the voice.
She groaned and put her head down. "Not him" She muttered, wiping her face for about the millionth time.
'Don't fall for it' Said the voice in her head. 'He watned to block you from his thoughts, he said you were hurting him, he is better off without you' Saphire nodded and stood up.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:04:08 GMT
"Saphire..." he said not moving "Please don't.. I know you didn't mean it.. It was all jerami's fault.. I figured it out." He licked his lip in nervousness "I'm sorry."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:06:23 GMT
She shook her head. "You said it yourself Tony" She muttered taking a step forward.
It wasn't that she wanted to die, but she was hurting people. Saphire never wanted to be evil, that was - like everything else - Jerami's fault.
'Keep going, jump Saphire' Said that voice in her head. Another sob broke the silence, and she covered her mouth. 'Your crying now?' It said with amusement. 'Your so weak'
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:11:59 GMT
"Saphire please don't." he said. He took a step forward. "I was confussed didn't know what was going on. We both fell for it. Jerami tricked us both." he said
For once in his life he wasn't going to fail.. He wasn't gonna let her die. 'I know you can hear me Saphire. Please don't."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:16:17 GMT
She closed her eyes, she was hearing a thousand things in her head at once.
Her thoughts, Tony's thoughts. The voice in her head, plus Tony talking. Jerami freaking out by - what he thought - losing the battle with Tony. Peter cursing at himself for what he did, Then Jason thinking to himself about she didn't even know what. Annie was always confused and mad at her. Then Amy, Sarah, and the thoughts of her own baby.
She touched her stomahce then let it go. Could she let a child be born into this mess? That wouldn't be fair.
She took another step forward, but didn't notice that Tony had advanced towards her. She was determined to leave the Tower, She wantd to fly.
'Go on, thats it' It coaxed her, and it was winning.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:20:50 GMT
"Saphy please come here." he begged her. Taking a step towards her "Come away from the window. I didn't mean those things before. I want you to be in my head. I want you to live. I don't care if your with me or not. Just please don't jump."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:22:42 GMT
Saphire laughed at this and shook her head.
"Your a piece of work Tony" She mumbled reaching the window and looking down. "Just like your brother" She tuned around to look at him.
"I'm sure you two will very happy once I'm gone" she said still laughing slightly.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:26:01 GMT
"No saphire. Your wrong. I was stupid, wrong. I was blinded by jelousy." He said "Please saphire. Don't." he said a tear rolling down his cheek "I love you and i don't want you to die."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:30:58 GMT
She shook her head and turned back around. 'Jump Saphire' It said. It was a horrible sound, the voice, plus what it was saying.
"Shut up" She muttered, trying to get her head to queit. that was a helpless task, she lost before she had even started.
'Tony only wants you to leave so he can pull in diferent directions' It said and Sahire noded. 'If Peter loved you as much as he says, he woudl be here to'
"your right" She wispered stepping onto the ledge, her face staned with tears.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:33:00 GMT
Tony Sprinted across the room towards saphire. 'I'M NOT LETTIGN YOU DIE!' He thought
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:34:10 GMT
He grabed her and pulled her back.
"Don't touch me!" She spat trying to get away from him. She winced at the contact of his hands on her.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:38:43 GMT
He pulled her down off the ledge. Making her land on the ground and fall back " Saphire please." he said "I love you."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:40:33 GMT
"Please don't touch me" she said fighting against his strenght. Tears streaming.
It was to soon for anyone to touch her, especially a male.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:42:26 GMT
He didn't get it. All he wanted to do was save her. Wanted her to see that he was sorry. "Saphire i'll let you go if you promise to stay in this room with me."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:45:11 GMT
"Just let me go!" She screamed as she scratched at his hands, causing them to bleed.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:49:40 GMT
Tony bit his lip at the pain. "What happened saphire. What happened to you that makeing you want me to let you go so badly?" He asked sincerly
(can you see what i'm writing on msn?)
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:51:58 GMT
"Jerami Forced himself on me!" She screamed and bit his hand, causing him to let go and she got up and ran to the other side of the room, breathing hard. She slid down the wall and held onto her legs like she had been before.
'Don't let HIM beat you' Said the voice. 'He was probably in on it the whole time' She shook her head, wanting it to stop.
((No, I can't))
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 20:55:05 GMT
Tony pulled his hand towards him. It was bleeding heavily now. But that didn't matter. Jerami..he couldn't beleave that bastard did that. "I-i'm sorry." tony said quietly "I-i didn't know." He said looking at her sadly "But please let me help you."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 20:56:17 GMT
"Don't come near me" She said coldy, not looking at him.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 21:00:06 GMT
He walked backwards "Ok. I won't." he said
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 21:02:38 GMT
She closed her eyes and rested her head on her knees, turning so that she wouldn't have to look at him.
'Your losing Saphire' It mocked her and another tear streamed down her face.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 21:04:56 GMT
'Saphire.' he thought 'I'm sorry i wasn't there to help you.. to save you.' he clenched his fist. 'I should have finished jerami off when i had the chance.'
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 21:05:36 GMT
She ignored him.
She didn't want to think about it.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 21:18:13 GMT
"Saphire.." he said not really knowing what to do. "Do you want me to get help?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 21:20:19 GMT
"If you think leaving me here alone is a wise thought" She said with coldness in her voice.
Would she ever trust him again...?
'use your magick Saphire, it's stronger then his' Said ti voice loudly, so that she couldn't ignore it this time.
She reached into her robe and took her wand out. She looked at it and with a sigh she threw it across the room. "your not winning" She said to the voice then put her head backdown.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 21:22:38 GMT
"I don't want to win anything. I just want to help." he said confussed.
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 26, 2007 21:26:10 GMT
'Your confusing him Saphire' It was still amused. "Didnt I say to shut up?!" She said getting angry now.
Saphire was starting to think that she was going crazy.
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Post by Anthoney Heightington on Jun 26, 2007 21:26:41 GMT
He closed his mouth "If thats what you want."
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