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Molly Weasley
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sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 0:34:40 GMT

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Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 0:34:40 GMT

i sat in the courtyard. just sitting. i put my hand on my stomach and smiled. i was having another baby. three kids. i couldn't believe it. but i knew what world i was bringing them into. i sigh and take a dee breath. "Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come" i sing softly and close my eyes for a moment. imagining what it was like last year. nothing was messed up last year. everyone was home and alive. everything was perfect. i open my eyes and see someone siting next to me. i look over and see...............................

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 2:49:11 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 2:49:11 GMT "I love that song" Marlene said sitting under a tree by Molly
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 22:50:42 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 22:50:42 GMT "yeah i was bored and felt like singing.." i smile weakly and look down at my stomach. my baby bump was getting bigger. "i'm fat again.." i laugh softly and put my hand on my stomach

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 22:53:55 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 22:53:55 GMT "Are you ok?" Marlene asks
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 22:56:05 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 22:56:05 GMT i sigh and decide that i should just tell her. "not really. i got people after me..." i say to her

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:10:44 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 23:10:44 GMT Marlene raises an eyebrow "What kind of people?"
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:22:46 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 23:22:46 GMT "death eaters...the one that's after me says that he wants me gone but i'm not sure fi i believe it...but the fact that i've had someone try and kill me already kinda get's to me." i say with a bitter chuckle

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:28:37 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 23:28:37 GMT "I'm sorry" Marlene said and acutally meaning it. She found it odd that the Dark lord was forcing kids to attack in the school. One day they would all get caught and she would be laughing
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:40:45 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 23:40:45 GMT "nothing much you can do." i say shrugging a bit

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:44:48 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 23:44:48 GMT "I know it just sucks"
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:54:38 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 23:54:38 GMT "yeah it does..." i sigh "and i got two kids and one on the way."

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 9, 2007 23:56:41 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 23:56:41 GMT "Who's the father?"
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley
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7th Year
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If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go

Posts: 8,860

sorrow.... Aug 10, 2007 0:04:13 GMT

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Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 10, 2007 0:04:13 GMT

"arthur" i say with a eak smile, "god i hate angel simmons..miller..whatever she goes by now. she was going at me how i should get it check to make sure it isn't onix's. she kept going on how i was with onix while i was with arthur. and she knows i wasn't...bitch...she doesn't know anytinhg about me..." i mutter darkly

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 10, 2007 0:05:23 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 10, 2007 0:05:23 GMT Marlene raises an eyebrow. "Remember to breathe between rants"
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 10, 2007 0:12:35 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 10, 2007 0:12:35 GMT "sorry," i chuckle softly, "i've been wanting to get that one out for a while...but having bill and charlie around constantly i can't really say things like that. i dont think i can explain that to them ust yet..." i chuckle

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 10, 2007 0:15:01 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 10, 2007 0:15:01 GMT "How old are they?"
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

Molly Weasley Gryffindor 7th Year Gryffindor Beater Order member If your stong you might as well just do it alone, and I'll watch you go Posts: 8,860	sorrow.... Aug 10, 2007 0:22:43 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 10, 2007 0:22:43 GMT "bill's two and charlies about a year. he's just walking so that makes everything all the more fun when bill runs away cos charlie goes with him and i'm down two sons."

Marlene McKinnon Slytherin 7th Year Slytherin Chaser Dark mark Order member The Mezzanottes - Chord Posts: 3,794	sorrow.... Aug 10, 2007 0:24:44 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 10, 2007 0:24:44 GMT "sounds like a handful"
	So I'm putting it all on the table You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed When you break it down I'm just two girls Trying to blend, trying to vibe Trying to live just one life Everybody's got insanities I got a split personality

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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 23:44:48 GMT

Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 9, 2007 23:54:38 GMT

Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 9, 2007 23:56:41 GMT

Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 10, 2007 0:04:13 GMT

Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 10, 2007 0:05:23 GMT

Post by Molly Weasley on Aug 10, 2007 0:12:35 GMT

Post by Marlene McKinnon on Aug 10, 2007 0:15:01 GMT

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