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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 17:16:22 GMT
"Fuck," I mutter, slinging an arm round her and hauling her up to her feet, not wanting to risk straight out carrying her because my back might give out again.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 17:18:18 GMT
"No," I shake my head sitting back down."I'll be fine." I mutter closing my eyes again.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 17:28:37 GMT
"You don't look like you're going to be fine."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 17:33:53 GMT
"I'm fine." I mutter trying to drown out the pounding in my head."Just dizzy."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 17:41:29 GMT
"Are you sure?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 17:45:00 GMT
I wipe the blood off my lip, leaning my head back, my chest rising up and down slowly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 17:49:11 GMT
I watch her concernedly for a moment, "Are you sure?" I repeat.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 17:51:37 GMT
I nod slightly, taking his hand,"I"m sorry, I never meant...I didn't mean to say that."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 17:56:20 GMT
"Yes, you did." I mutter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 17:57:41 GMT
"No I didn't." I whisper,"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 18:03:08 GMT
"If you didn't mean it then why did you say it?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 19:44:44 GMT
"Because I'm stupid, 'cos I don't think before I speak, 'cos I'm scared and when I'm scared I don't know why I do have the things I do." I say quietly, a tear rolling down my face,"And I'm so sorry, that was completely out of line and you have every right to hate me."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 19:45:20 GMT
"I don't hate you."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 20:07:17 GMT
"Why not? I'd hate me if I said that."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 20:11:46 GMT
"Because, I can't hate you. Even if I wanted to."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 20:20:30 GMT
"Well I'll hate me for you then." I mutter closing my eyes again.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 20:21:51 GMT
"No, don't. I get it okay? I'm scared too." I mutter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 20:25:12 GMT
"Why are you scared now?" I mutter, not opening my eyes.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 20:26:12 GMT
"Why should I not be?" I mutter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 20:29:34 GMT
I pull my legs up to my chest,resting my head on them,"Because everything's gonna be okay." I whisper.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 20:39:24 GMT
I look at the floor, so I wouldn't have to look at her and lie directly to her face, "Yeah, everything's gonna be fine."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 20:43:27 GMT
"You just have to have faith okay? I promise it's gonna be okay." I say quietly my head still pounding a bit.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 20:45:18 GMT
"Okay." I say quietly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 20:56:53 GMT
"I know you don't believe in the whole faith thing, but I do. And when I tell you it's gonna be okay, then it's gonna be okay, I promise." I say looking up at him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 20:59:17 GMT
"Okay, I believe you."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 21:01:30 GMT
"Good," I nod leaning forward kissing him softly."I love you Ian."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 18, 2007 21:04:06 GMT
I kiss her lightly back, "I love you too."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 18, 2007 21:20:40 GMT
I smile pulling back,"Good, that's all I wanted to hear." I rest my head against the wall again, closing my eyes.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 19, 2007 15:40:27 GMT
I stay sat where I am, looking out at the courtyard.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 19, 2007 16:53:09 GMT
I'm done here...I can't go on...
I breathe heavily, trying to open my eyes the pounding in my head getting louder.
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