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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 0:06:18 GMT
Entering the courtyard I listen around me hearing bits and pieces of conversations the ones that stick to me are the ones about relationships. Finding a quiet corner I sit down, listen to my heart beat, and start sobbing.
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Post by Wes McHale on Jun 3, 2007 0:28:05 GMT
"Hey kid," I call rolling over to him,"You okay?"
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 0:30:19 GMT
Tears still falling from my face I say, "Does it look like I'm OK."
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Post by Wes McHale on Jun 3, 2007 0:31:39 GMT
"Sheesh no need to get snippy," I tell him.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 0:32:05 GMT
i walk out and see onix crying. "hey if i did this, i'm sorry. i just joke around like that." i say standing next to wes
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 0:36:07 GMT
Going from a simple sob to balling my eyes out I say, "I feel so lonely."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Jun 3, 2007 0:39:14 GMT
"Hello Molly, Wes," I said smiling. I looked at the boy sitting down crying. "What happened?" I whispered to Molly.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 0:39:47 GMT
i kneel next to him and pat his back. "it'll be ok.." i say softly. "sorry bout that earlier. mood swings do that to me." i say "i'm sorry."
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Post by Wes McHale on Jun 3, 2007 0:42:17 GMT
"Yeah dont mind Molly, she's just preggers,"
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 0:43:36 GMT
The temperature rising and falling randomly I shout, "Why must I be so lonely?"
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Post by Wes McHale on Jun 3, 2007 0:44:02 GMT
I back away a little,"Um okay?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 0:45:13 GMT
"hey onix, just calm down a bit ok?" i ask trying to get him to stop crying. "come on i'm emotional and haven't had anything to eat in a while and your gonna set me off."
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 0:49:45 GMT
The temperature still changing randomly and now the sound of my heart beat growing as I begin to calm down I say to Molly, "Do you know what I've been through?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 0:53:51 GMT
"no, but i've been around the block to." i say, "do you want to talk about it?" i ask in a soothing voice.
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 0:59:35 GMT
"Yea," I reply sniffling my heart slowing down, "most of my life I've lived not knowing what magic was, not knowing who my parents were. Moving from house to house family to family. No one to be my friend no one to care about no one to LOVE."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:03:50 GMT
i nod my head and hug him lightly, "hey, i'm not sure if you could love me. i'm a bit weird, but if you want to hang out a bit with me you can. i'll be your friend if you want. i've got two older brothers and a lot of friends. you want to hang out with me for a bit?
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 1:12:06 GMT
Feeling Molly's embrace I her a second heart beat, although off rhythm from mine, I still hear the second heart beat. Hugging her back I say, "That would be nice." The temperature randomness has stopped and is now slightly warm. I also begin to wonder if the second heart beat was Molly's.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:15:54 GMT
"there we go." i smile still hugging him, "now you want to know about my friends or me or do you want to just talk cos now that i got you to hang out with me your not getting away so quick" i chuckle looking down at him slightly
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 1:22:41 GMT
Trying to think of something quickly I say, "I heard the other girl saying that you were pregnant how far along are you?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:23:45 GMT
"about five months." i say proudly.
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 1:31:54 GMT
"Thats nice," I say with a smile. I also notice that the two heart beats are coming closer and closer together in rhythm. I say to Molly this time in a lighter voice, "Have you noticed when the temperature randomly rises or drops I'm around?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:34:09 GMT
"well i thought that it was just pregnancy crap or something, but when you mention it..yeah." i say and take my amrs from around him and sit next to him, but close enough so if he does go back into that..i can comfort him again.
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 1:40:19 GMT
"When I first found about my magic I was walking through a park in Scotland in the middle of the night. I was so angry so confused so scared. I had let out a terrible cry. Before I knew it I had frozen half the park and nearly killed several people," I say as a lay my head on Molly's shoulder and begin crying again.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:42:17 GMT
i put my arms around him again and hold him close to try and calm him down again. "shhh...it's ok...it'll be ok..you didn't know...." i say softly
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 1:44:43 GMT
"I don't know what," I ask.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:47:27 GMT
"you did know that you were going to hurt them. right?" i ask
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 1:53:24 GMT
"True," I say trying to hold back emotion. Looking up at Molly I give her a small kiss on the cheek and say, "I now know there is some one I can care about and love knowing that person cares about me. Molly, I love you."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 1:57:55 GMT
i smile and kis his cheek back. "of course i care about you. i love you to." i smile
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 2:00:49 GMT
Somewhat surprised I ask, "Just wondering are you seeing anyone?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 2:05:16 GMT
"i'm sorry dear, someones already beat you." i smile weakly. was a first year trying to ask me out? "i was a bit shocked that he even asked me out. seeing as i'm..well me." i chuckle "normally when you see my boyfriend you think he's dateing a really pretty girl but then you find out that he's dateing me."
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