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Post by Remus Lupin on May 13, 2007 17:33:08 GMT
I stiffen slightly, then a small smile breaks my face in two.
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Post by sorachicora on May 13, 2007 20:28:30 GMT
"See she cares about you and she doesn't even know what you are. I care about you to" I replied
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 14, 2007 16:39:40 GMT
"I can't do this anymore. It's too much." I say quietly. "Everything. It's all too much."
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Post by sorachicora on May 14, 2007 20:50:37 GMT
"Remus" I started but dropped it and stood up.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 8:07:15 GMT
I pause, then stay silent, looking out of the window again.
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 11:29:15 GMT
"yea everything is to much. Why trying to argue?" I said
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 11:32:51 GMT
"I don't know what to do anymore. For two years I've lived with thinking I killed my own girlfriend, now I find out I was framed, she was murdered by death eaters and it was blamed on me because I wouldn't know better. I'm doing something for the Order I might never come back from. And now, because of me, Voldemort is after Rin and my baby. I've lost my humanity, my Anna, and I might well lose my life to them, but not Rin's, not the baby's. It's not fair."
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 11:34:55 GMT
I looked back to Remus and said "yea life isn't fair. Since when life is fair for all of us. I have to give up almost all my life for my damn family now."
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 12:42:09 GMT
"Why does it have to be so hard, though?" I say, in a voice that wasn't quite my own.
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 20:48:58 GMT
"I don't know Reamus. I just don't know" I replied looking out th window.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 20:58:42 GMT
"No one does." I sigh. "No one ever answers that question."
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 21:05:57 GMT
"some have the answers but choise not to share them. Some enjoy watching other people suffer" I stated remembering my mother saying that to me.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 21:11:19 GMT
"I guess." I nod.
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 21:16:30 GMT
"some do enjoy watching us suffer for their own god damn intertainment"
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 21:24:32 GMT
"Then they're sick."
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 21:26:19 GMT
"yea. On the so called happy side you are the first to find out that I'm engadge"
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 16, 2007 21:30:57 GMT
"Takota?" I guess.
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Post by sorachicora on May 16, 2007 21:32:51 GMT
I nodded.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 17, 2007 17:07:00 GMT
"Congratulations." I force a slight smile, then smile genuinely. "Really, congratulations. I'm just finding it hard to-...I don't know-...be happy for happy couples at the moment." I sigh.
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Post by sorachicora on May 17, 2007 20:53:54 GMT
"It's ok Remus I understand. At leats you are the frist to know" I replied and sat next to him.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 18, 2007 16:16:35 GMT
"I'm flattered then." I smile slightly.
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Post by sorachicora on May 19, 2007 0:24:02 GMT
I smiled
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 19, 2007 9:34:24 GMT
I sign again, looking out at the sky. "Do you think the dead can hear us?"
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Post by sorachicora on May 19, 2007 13:29:29 GMT
"maybe" I replied
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 19, 2007 18:29:21 GMT
"I hope so. If not I've been talking to nothing for an awful long time."
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Post by sorachicora on May 19, 2007 18:31:37 GMT
I looked over at him.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 19, 2007 18:35:43 GMT
"You better be listening." I mutter to nothing in particular, almost forgetting Sora was there.
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Post by sorachicora on May 19, 2007 21:52:41 GMT
I stayed silent.
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Post by Remus Lupin on May 20, 2007 11:00:55 GMT
"Because if you're not..." I say, continuing talking to nothing. "I don't even want to think about that. Please, Anna, come on. You can hear me, I know it."
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Post by sorachicora on May 20, 2007 14:34:04 GMT
"Anna the girl that you liked right?" I asked
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