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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 20:36:23 GMT
"Yes I believe in love," I stated. "Why?"
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 20:38:58 GMT
"Damn, I'm losing. Why does everyone believe in love?" I chuckle.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 20:45:55 GMT
"Because it is an emotion that everyone is capable of feeling even when everything seems to be going bad. There is always something or someone who can relate to what you are feeling inside your soul and heart," I whispered, "Even in the darkest hours of day there a light that can guide people through the shadows safely. Love is the same way." 'Boy, do I sound like an idoit,' I think to myself.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 20:51:57 GMT
I smile slightly. "You still have faith." I remark.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 20:57:45 GMT
"In many ways than I realize," I said softly.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 21:02:46 GMT
"In life, in people, in love, in everything I lost faith in. It's refreshing, I've got to admit." I say, smiling weakly.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 21:10:19 GMT
"Just because you have lost faith in certain aspects of your life doesn't you can't earn it back through friends and trust," I smiled, "It just takes time to overcome."
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 21:12:12 GMT
"How much time do I need?" I force a slight laugh. "I'm really getting sick of being this way." I decide to change the subject. "Okay, so you're another love believer. That's Remus, Rin and you are love believers and me and Jo aren't. Damn, I'm losing."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 21:17:17 GMT
I looked away. 'If only he knew what it is like not to have a choice in who can love,' I thought sadly to myself. I looked at the stars and I felt a tear slip from my eyes.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 21:25:19 GMT
"Yuri?" I ask concernedly. "Are you alright?"
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 21:32:50 GMT
"Just thinking about my father's wishes," I said not looking at him.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 21:34:28 GMT
"Which are?"
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 21:36:06 GMT
"Marrying me off to the highest bidder," I said bitterly.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 27, 2007 21:36:55 GMT
"That sucks." I say quietly, not thinking of anything else to say. "My father was like that too. Not that I ever noticed."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 27, 2007 21:42:32 GMT
"Yeah, my mother is in the process of leaving him, but I am afraid that she will lose me in the process," I replied, "If he gets me, I move back to Japan with him over spring vacation. Then in the fall I am married off to someone I don't know and don't love. I will be put on thin ice and lose my voice. If my mother gets me, I will be able to finish school here and go find the person I can truely give my heart to."
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 28, 2007 10:57:28 GMT
"You're staying here." I say stubbornly. "There's not very many things I'll fight someone for, but I'm not letting your dad take you back to Japan and loveless marriage, it's not fair. I swear."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 28, 2007 11:36:09 GMT
"But that is not for you to decide," I smiled weakly, "It is up to the court. The worst part about is that I have no say. The court won't let me chose who I want to live with."
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 28, 2007 12:59:10 GMT
"Which is why I'll find something to do about it." I say. "I'll try my hardest anyway."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 28, 2007 13:03:50 GMT
"Why be so over-protecting?" I asked softly.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 28, 2007 20:59:46 GMT
"It's in my nature." I shrug slightly. "Have to protect people. I'm not going to let something bad happen to anyone I care about."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 28, 2007 21:05:06 GMT
"Oh," I said.
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Post by Dahlia Black on Apr 29, 2007 0:33:59 GMT
meanwhile... i get up and start to leave, feeling like im intruding.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 9:56:24 GMT
"You can stay Dahlia." I smile slightly. "Don't feel like you have to leave or anything."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 29, 2007 10:32:25 GMT
"Yeah," I said turning to her, "You don't have to leave."
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Post by Dahlia Black on Apr 29, 2007 22:21:38 GMT
'uh...thats ok. i have to go anyway.' i wave, ' i only came up here to take a break from a essay on mimbulus mimbletonia. i should probably get back to it now.' i smile
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 29, 2007 23:39:13 GMT
"If your sure," I replied.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 30, 2007 8:03:57 GMT
"Have fun with your essay. You have my comiserations. Unless you like herbology, in which case, um...great for you."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 30, 2007 10:38:34 GMT
I shook my head laughing. "Not much for Herebology, are you?" I asked.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 30, 2007 15:27:57 GMT
I pull a face, laughing slightly. "No. Second worst subject. Astronomy being the worst for me."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 30, 2007 19:04:01 GMT
"Mine would be Herebolgy straight out," I say.
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