I WIN!

[Zamikari Vardenfell]

know that my work here is done i say good luck to james and walk out

[James Smith]

i shook my head. "my bad, its just the way i am." my hair was in my face, but i didnt care. "i wish it wasnt like this." i said painfully

[Blaise Mitchells]

"But it's not like anything." I protested. It felt like my emotions were ripping me in twenty different directions.

I really didn't know what else to say.

He just lost his fucking fiance for god's sake. I think to myself. And you're worried about your own goddam feelings.

"I'm so goddam selfish." I mutter to myself and begin to walk away again.

[jasonmiller]

''don't worry about him and charm blaise.'' i say coming out of a dark corner ''don't worry about it don't cry for him he loves you and charm is gone so we go on liveing.'' i mutter ''i'm jason miller charm caster's brother.''

[Blaise Mitchells]

Despite my anger and unhappiness, I managed to crack a smile. It was nice to hear words of reassurance in the time being.

"Thanks," I reply, taking another deep breath, "It's nice to hear a change of pace in this conversation. And it's nice to meet you too."

[Morgan Thomas]

"Damn, I guess I missed a lot..." I say coming from the bar and coming to stand next to Jason. Never meeting him before I smile and say hi, then turn back to Blaise. "You okay?"

[Blaise Mitchells]

"I dunno." I sighed.

Things were so...

out of control.

[jasonmiller]

''hey let me tell ya something blaise just give jamse sometime hes like my brother and he dosen't know what to love and what love is right now he is confused he lost his sister and his love and i lost my sister and my love we are both messed up just give it time.'' i turn and look at morgan ''hey man whats up?'' i ask him changeing my mood

[Blaise Mitchells]

I heave out another sigh.

"I s'pose your right."

I take a seat in a chair off to the side.

"I need a break."

[jasonmiller]

''so do I.'' i confessed and walked out of the tbs ''god damn it why dose this always happen to me and james?'' i asked myself

[Blaise Mitchells]

"Bye Jason." I call over my shoulder.

I got up and turned to Morgan, "Hey man, it's three so I'm gonna get going too."

Walking over to James I say:

"Look," I bite my lip, "With all that has happened tonight, I can't just say 'let's forget this even happened' although it might be for the best of us. I care about you James, and nothing's going to change that. I can understand you need to time to, err, console right now and everything. Take care?"

A give him a weak smile.

[James Smith]

''You too.'' i said returning a faint smile.

[Blaise Mitchells]

"Bye then." I reply, giving him a quick peck on the cheek.

[James Smith]

''Bye.'' i said quietly

[Blaise Mitchells]

"Promise me you'll take care of yourself." I started, "And don't blame yourself for what happened James, that's most important thing of all."

[James Smith]

''Promise.'' i nodded. ''I promise.''

[Blaise Mitchells]

"Good." I smile at him, "G'night then."

I turn to leave.

[James Smith]

''Err night.''

[Morgan Thomas]

"I guess I better get going too." I yawn, begining to follow Blaise, "Bye James."

[James Smith]

''Bye Morgan.''

[Blaise Mitchells]

[[HOORAY. THE THREADS DONE! I think; that means were ending it, right? XD]]

[James Smith]

--After 15 pages, Ohh yeah--

[Blaise Mitchells]

[[lmfao. well, there's nothing I could do about that. Ooh, and Katie says she's gonna start another thread and were all gonna be in it (:]]

[James Smith]

--okay then...--