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I WIN!
Jun 1, 2007 2:22:45 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 1, 2007 2:22:45 GMT
''I-I do.'' i said.
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Jun 1, 2007 2:23:27 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 1, 2007 2:23:27 GMT
"Well, thats a bunch of bullshit." I shrugged his comment off; my anger escalating.
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Jun 1, 2007 2:24:21 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 1, 2007 2:24:21 GMT
''Blaise, its not bull shit.'' i said
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Jun 1, 2007 2:25:27 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 1, 2007 2:25:27 GMT
"Well obviously it is!" I scream at him, "You're getting married.. You know, married, as in, husband and wife; forever to the day you die; blah blah blah?!?!"
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I WIN!
Jun 1, 2007 2:26:48 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 1, 2007 2:26:48 GMT
''Blaise calm down.'' i shout. ''You dont know the whole story.''
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Jun 1, 2007 2:27:48 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 1, 2007 2:27:48 GMT
"NO, I'm not gonna calm down!" I shout as tears started to well up in my eyes.
Oh god, not now...
"The whole story; what the hell's that supposed to mean?"
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I WIN!
Jun 1, 2007 2:31:04 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 1, 2007 2:31:04 GMT
''I cant tell you.'' i said looking at her painfully. ''I would...but''
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Jun 1, 2007 2:32:50 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 1, 2007 2:32:50 GMT
I look at him.
"James," I say, "I deserve the truth."
[[well, interesting; xD, I gotta go, continue this tomorroww. G'night.]]
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I WIN!
Jun 1, 2007 2:35:57 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 1, 2007 2:35:57 GMT
''I want to tell you.'' i said. ''Its more complicated then that.''
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Jun 1, 2007 20:22:17 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 1, 2007 20:22:17 GMT
"Define complicated." I spat.
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I WIN!
Jun 2, 2007 1:28:21 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 1:28:21 GMT
''As in i cant say, its a...a''
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I WIN!
Jun 2, 2007 3:20:12 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 3:20:12 GMT
"Its a what?" I begged.
What was I doing? Better yet, what was he doing. And why was he telling me this now?
I wiped away the corner of my eye, where tears threatened to fall.
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I WIN!
Jun 2, 2007 4:21:20 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 4:21:20 GMT
"it doesnt matter anymore." i said turnin to leave
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Jun 2, 2007 4:38:30 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 4:38:30 GMT
I grab his shoulder.
"Yes it DOES matter." I say, crying, "It matters to me."
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Jun 2, 2007 4:52:34 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 4:52:34 GMT
"shes dead." i said loudly. "so it really doesnt" i said softly
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Jun 2, 2007 5:06:52 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 5:06:52 GMT
I gasped in horror.
"I-I'm sorry." Was all I could choke out.
I pryed (sp?) too hard.
"I-I did'didn't know..." I stuttered out, "Thats why you-you didn't want me to... Oh god."
Tears were now streaming down my face.
"I'm sorry." I repeated, over and over again.
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Jun 2, 2007 5:18:20 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 5:18:20 GMT
"dont be" i said embraceing her in a hug. "i dont want you to have the same fate."
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Jun 2, 2007 5:21:05 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 5:21:05 GMT
I wrap my arms around him and cry.
"James, I don't want any other fate than to be with you." I muffled.
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Jun 2, 2007 5:29:38 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 5:29:38 GMT
"you cant" i said sadly. "i dont want you to get killed.."
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Jun 2, 2007 5:31:23 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 5:31:23 GMT
"I don't care." I say, my head still buried in his shoulder.
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Jun 2, 2007 5:36:47 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 5:36:47 GMT
"you dont understand hun." i said slowly. "i killed her."
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Jun 2, 2007 5:38:11 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 5:38:11 GMT
I look up at him, confused.
"What?" I asked, truly puzzled.
None of this was making sense to me.
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Jun 2, 2007 5:40:03 GMT
Post by Zamikari Vardenfell on Jun 2, 2007 5:40:03 GMT
i walk in and say he was under a curse when he did it
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Jun 2, 2007 5:42:16 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 5:42:16 GMT
I turn from James to Zamikari and back to James.
"But it wasn't your fault then." I cry.
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Jun 2, 2007 5:42:45 GMT
Post by Zamikari Vardenfell on Jun 2, 2007 5:42:45 GMT
how the heck i said
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Jun 2, 2007 5:46:23 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 5:46:23 GMT
"im sorry. i blame myself." i said backing away from her
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Jun 2, 2007 5:48:58 GMT
Post by Zamikari Vardenfell on Jun 2, 2007 5:48:58 GMT
james snap out of it i s said
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Jun 2, 2007 5:50:17 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 5:50:17 GMT
I wipe away all the shit from my eyes. It was time to gain some self-control.
"First of all, don't be sorry, for you have nothing to be sorry to me about." I started, taking deep breaths to steady myself, "Secondly, I know you blame yourself. But I can't blame you. And nothing you say is going to change that."
The tears were coming back again; emotions always got the better of me.
"And thirdly," I ran my hands through my hair in an effort to calm down, "Ah, fuck it. I was never good with this shit."
I begin to walk away; tears streaming yet again.
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Jun 2, 2007 6:06:57 GMT
Post by James Smith on Jun 2, 2007 6:06:57 GMT
"blaise" i said grabbing her wrist. "im sorry ok?" i shout "its my fault for not telling you, but seeing makes me want to forget everything.thats why i didnt tell you, i guess guys are the same." i dropped her hand. "sorry"
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Jun 2, 2007 6:14:13 GMT
Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 2, 2007 6:14:13 GMT
I turn around to face him.
"I don't even know what to say to that." I sighed, "It's my fault for being so goddam nosey to begin with, I suppose. If I wouldn't even had said anything, I just.. I don't know."
I wiped my face again.
"Stop being sorry for something that's not your fault." I glared, "It's not your fault I don't know how to control my stupid fucking emotions."
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people say vampires are monster becasue of the way they act but the real thing is there acting of of instniced to stay alve in the world