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Moping
May 16, 2007 16:46:11 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 16:46:11 GMT
I run into the RoR and sit on the bed. I grabbed the teddy bear on the bed and hugged it and started to sob. How could he do this to me? I love him....so much. I started to cry very hard letting music play as I did.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 16:48:27 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 16:48:27 GMT
I knock tentavely on the doorframe to the RoR. "Rin...?" I say gently.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 16:52:27 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 16:52:27 GMT
"Hi." I say softly hugging the bear.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 16:53:38 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 16:53:38 GMT
"Do you want me to piss off?"
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Moping
May 16, 2007 16:56:15 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 16:56:15 GMT
I shake my head. "No," I say crying like a three year old.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 16:57:54 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 16:57:54 GMT
I walk in and sit next to her, rubbing her lightly on the back, quite unable to think of anything to say.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:00:53 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 17:00:53 GMT
"I told you." I cried. "He didn't want me." I started to break down.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:05:02 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 17:05:02 GMT
"He does." I reassure her. "He loves you so much. He really does. I don't know what he was thinking, well, if he was thinking at all."
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:10:31 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 17:10:31 GMT
"No he doesn't! He kissed her! Maybe I should just leave....if he wants to be with her I can leave them alone forever...." I say bitterly.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:13:00 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 17:13:00 GMT
"No, no, he doesn't. He wants to be with you, I know he does." I say, although not even sure of what I was saying myself. "Don't go, Rin. You stay and you remind him of what he's given up with his own stupidity."
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:14:02 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 17:14:02 GMT
"But it hurts Mika." I cry. "It hurts. He broke it."
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:19:14 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 17:19:14 GMT
"I know it hurts. It hurts to lose someone you love." I sigh. "What are you going to do though? I mean, would you even consider forgiving him? Or...what?"
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:25:44 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 17:25:44 GMT
"I want to know his side too. It's only fair." I say slowly stopping crying. "Plus, I don't know I do love him. I still love him. He has to redeem himself some way, shape or form and it has to be pretty big if he wants me to forgive him for this. And I'm going to kill Grace Erin...." I growl.
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:30:53 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 17:30:53 GMT
"You can't kill the girl." I say. "Not without knowing the whole story anyway."
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:34:47 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 17:34:47 GMT
"Fine killjoy! I won't kill her yet." I say coldly. I pout and a tub of ice cream appears. I grab the tub and a spoon. "I'm going to eat till I explode and die." I say sulking. "Want to join me?"
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:37:09 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 16, 2007 17:37:09 GMT
"Yes, very much so. I want to put ice cream on my jaw." I say, grabbing another tub that had appeared and sticking it on the side of my face. "Bastard sure can punch hard, although I can too. I'll be most pleased if a black eye flourishes."
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Moping
May 16, 2007 17:53:39 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 16, 2007 17:53:39 GMT
I pout. "I thought guys only fight at play fighting and such." I say taking the tub of ice cream off his face and looking at the bruise. "Poor Mika."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:00:35 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:00:35 GMT
"We do, normally. And we have." I smile slightly. "First time we've been out to really hurt each other I guess. It's alright, I've had worse, well, not really, but it was worth it."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:05:36 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 17, 2007 16:05:36 GMT
I smile and eat some icecream. "Thanks...I think I might just forgive him. I think this is the first time we've ever fought and maybe I was a bit dramatic..."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:07:46 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:07:46 GMT
"I don't think so." I shrug. "If Jo were still around, and I'd found out she'd been cheating on me, I wouldn't have reacted very well."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:08:50 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 17, 2007 16:08:50 GMT
"So do you think I did the right thing by giving him the ring until I figure what to do?"
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:18:58 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:18:58 GMT
"Well, I don't know. Very personal thing, how you want to react." I say, gesturing to her with the ice cream spoon, which probably didn't help to look like I was trying to be taken seriously.
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:22:31 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 17, 2007 16:22:31 GMT
"I love him and I don't want to lose him though." I sigh. "And now I don't have a date for the dance."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:25:20 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:25:20 GMT
"Well, give it as long as you feel like you need to and then see if you two can patch things u-...dance?" I say loudly, jumping up. "You're going to the dance?"
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:27:09 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 17, 2007 16:27:09 GMT
I nod, "Yeah I'm going to the dance what's wrong?"
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:29:21 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:29:21 GMT
"Call me paranoid, as everyone else is, but they're planning something." I say. "The dance. They're planning something. I get told not to trust Peter, and then find out he's trying to group everyone who's not going to the dance somewhere else. I don't know what, or if it is anything apart from my paranoid, painkiller-ed, grief-ridden mind, but I think they're planning something."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:31:06 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 17, 2007 16:31:06 GMT
"Well I hope Remus can protect me or something during that time, but if I have to fend for myself it's okay. There is safety in numbers."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:32:50 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:32:50 GMT
"I guess. I'm staying in the common room, though." I shrug. "Idiot that I am. So, you are planning to make up with him then?"
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:36:38 GMT
Post by Rin Lupin on May 17, 2007 16:36:38 GMT
"I think so, I'll probably go to his common room or something or maybe I don't know sing him a song, or something to the extent. I love him Mika, and I just don't know if I want to let him go."
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Moping
May 17, 2007 16:38:02 GMT
Post by Michael Watkins on May 17, 2007 16:38:02 GMT
"Shouldn't he be the one that's apologising to you, not the other way around?"
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