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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 29, 2007 23:27:08 GMT
I had sent a letter to Mika from Gryffindor Tower. I had told him to meet me in the RoR. I sat there and waited for him with a guitar in my hands.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 30, 2007 16:47:46 GMT
I drag myself down a corridor and to the RoR, where Yuri had told me to meet her.
It wasn't much of a chore to leave Ravenclaw common room.
All the girls in there were far too hyper and happy, and much as Wes was a great guy and all, I didn't feel like sharing my grief with him.
I stand in the doorway to the RoR, almost unwilling to enter completely, but wanting to at the same time.
So, I just settle with standing in the doorway.
"Hey Yuri." I say hoarsely.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 30, 2007 19:13:43 GMT
I turned to Mika. I froze as tears slid down my face. "I can't do this," I said more to myself than to him. I tried to run passed him, but slipped.
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Post by Michael Watkins on May 1, 2007 7:33:52 GMT
"What is it Yuri?" I ask, helping her up again. "What's the matter?"
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 1, 2007 10:31:59 GMT
'I can't do this,' I thought, 'I can't do this!' I needed to get away.
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Post by Michael Watkins on May 1, 2007 11:32:47 GMT
"Yuri, what is it?" I say again, as she struggles to get past me.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 1, 2007 19:10:00 GMT
"I can't," I choked, "I can't face you or anyone without thinking about Jo."
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Post by Michael Watkins on May 1, 2007 20:14:16 GMT
"You're not the only who feels that way but you can't hide away, Yuri! You can't! I can't! No one can! We've just got to carry on! It's the only thing we can do!"
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 1, 2007 22:50:57 GMT
"I may not be able to hide from people, but I can get away from that," I hissed as anger and regret hit me. 'Why did I make myself believe that I would be able to make him feel better,' I thought. I fell back onto the floor and began to sing softly.
You're not alone
Together we stand I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know
I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
We'll make it through
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Post by Michael Watkins on May 2, 2007 11:16:05 GMT
"You can't get away from this. Ever. There's no where you can go. Trust me." I say, kicking angrily at the wall as she sung softly to herself.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 2, 2007 19:19:10 GMT
"I may not be able to, but I want to," I whispered, "Jo is gone, my mother has been..." I stopped myself before I could say everything. My mother had been killed in an accident and my father was nowhere to be found. I was alone now and knew not what to do. I wanted to tell someone, but I couldn't do it. I held to much regret and pain in because of being brought up to hold my tongue. I wanted to burst out yelling at world. I always buried it deep within my heart. I didn't want anyone to feel threatened or get hurt because of me, but now I was hurting someone besides myself, a friend.
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Post by Michael Watkins on May 2, 2007 19:29:06 GMT
"I know, okay? I know what it's like to suddenly find yourself alone. My parents are dead by the time I'm 7, my sister dies right in my arms when I'm 16, now I've lost Jo too. I know what it's like to be alone suddenly, and I know it's hard, but you just got to struggle through it. That's the only thing you can do. You can't just lay down and die because it gets a little hard." I say gently, from the doorway.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 2, 2007 19:33:12 GMT
"Everything is just happening to fast," I sighed, "I can't keep up with it anymore. Everything I once knew and loved has been taken away from me within a mere week."
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Post by Michael Watkins on May 2, 2007 19:38:05 GMT
"I know. And it's hard. But you can't just give up."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 2, 2007 19:45:56 GMT
'If only he understood the whole situation,' I thought. The night that I went up to the Owlery and read the letter of Regret from the Minister of Magic, kept playing over in my head. I couldn't shake the words of 'Your father might be connected to the murder of your mother and may be a possible Deatheater.'
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