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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 0:01:44 GMT
"it's ok. i say the kid which isn't that loving either." i say with a weak smile, "and andy....i'm just scared. well terrified actually."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 0:08:19 GMT
"Kid is still better than it."I smile,"I can understand why you would be. But I think you should tell him....it's better than just trying to hide it, or runaway. Like I offered earlier...I'll go with you if you need support."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 0:10:56 GMT
"but i like running. i ran away from home to ireland. i ran away from ireland to back home. then i ran away from home again back to irland again tehn ran away from ireland to here. running works for me."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 0:19:09 GMT
"But running won't always work. You'll get caught one day and won't be able to find a way out, until something truely bad happens. Trust me, I'd know."I said giving a weak smile.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 0:22:41 GMT
i nod my head, "i dont' want to talk about that anymore. i know we have to, but i don't want to at the moment. i need to talk about something else." i say, "i'm terrified of having a baby. i mean i'm not sure if i can take the pain." i admit, "i mean i can take pain just i'm not sure of that pain. all the pain you have for trhe nine months then the labor, i'm bloody terrified."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 0:27:00 GMT
"It's really not so bad...the nurse will give you a potion for the labor pains so you usually don't feel anything. Um...you'll get alot of cravings though, and your mind can change really fast. I think the worst pain is the first time it kicks...cause you aern't really expecting it."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 0:28:28 GMT
"it kicks?" i ask, "i thought they were kidding about that....." i mutter. "i can't handle something kicking inside of me..."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 0:32:30 GMT
I let out a small laugh,"It's really not that bad. The first time is probably the worst but you get used to it."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 0:38:03 GMT
"it kicks? why does it kick? honestly, i'm carrying it around for that long and it kicks me?" i think aloud. i didn't know it kicked.
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 0:43:41 GMT
I smiled,"I think it's just to let you know that everything is fine and that you're going to be a mommy."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 0:46:48 GMT
i shudder a bit and look down at my stomach. "i'm gonna be fat..." i mutter "i can barely keep up with mia and brett as it is."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 1:00:49 GMT
I laughed,"But it won't be a bad fat, it doesn't look all that bad. And Mia is an angel..don't know Brett though."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 1:02:53 GMT
"brett is pretty good. one night they all stayed up running around the flat and were put our handprints on the wall. it was fun." i chuckle, "but andy the whole labor thing..." i grimace
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 1:09:48 GMT
I laughed,"Labor really isn't that bad. You recieve potions to stop the pain. You really don't feel anything...it's a bit hard to describe." I smiled
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 1:13:19 GMT
"but the baby looks so..ew...after it first comes out. i've got a weak stomch and i really don't want the first time it sees me, me spewing."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 1:17:31 GMT
I laughed even harder,"Yumi, they give you the baby after they clean it up. They just wouldn't hand you a bloody baby."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 1:20:24 GMT
"yeah but i would look at it after it's out. and once it's out it's bloody." i chuckle "i'd probably drop it."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 1:41:41 GMT
I laughed,"I don't think you will. Once it's born you shall have a motherly instinct take over and you'll love it to death!"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 1:44:44 GMT
"i know i'll love it." i say, "i know. i'm just worried i'll drop it and cause brain damage or something.."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 1:54:46 GMT
"You won't drop it. Madame Pomfrey will be there to make sure you don't'" I smiled.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 11:58:19 GMT
"but it's small and madame pomfrey won't be with me forever." i say
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 22:38:58 GMT
I smile,"It's not that small. And you won't drop it, you'll never want to let it go once it's in your arms."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 22:40:40 GMT
i nod my head and put my hand on my stomach, taking a few deep breaths. "you think i can do it?"
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 22:52:56 GMT
"No, I know you can do it."I smiled,"You'll see"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 22:54:16 GMT
i nod my head. "i hope. how am i gonna talk to sirius about this though? i mean i know it's stupid for me to be this terrified, but i am."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 23:03:56 GMT
"Just tell him the truth, that's all you can do."I tell her.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 23:33:19 GMT
"yeah..." i say
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 23:35:26 GMT
"Don't worry, everything will work out for the best."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 23:41:46 GMT
"i hope. hey you know logan andrews?" i ask
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jul 31, 2007 23:43:06 GMT
"It will."I smile,"Nope...why?"
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