Secrecy (Riley)

[Riyann Servansikk]

I woke up and was blinded by the sun in my eyes. Must've fallen asleep out here. I thought to myself, the last minutes of being out there before sleeping gone from my memory. I shook Riley awake and wondered what would happen to me in this war. Would I betray my own friends to make this accomplishment, or would I die, not wanting to do that, or kill them.

[Riley Pearson]

I opened my eyes as she shook me and I smiled at her faintly adjusting to the sunlight, "Hey" I said tiredly, "We seem to do this a lot.." I say with a small chuckle after a few moments.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I laughed and nodded in agreement. "I tend to tire people out often. Ask McGonagall." I said, thinking how much that teacher must hate me.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed, "If I remember, You seem to always be the one to fall asleep first" I say chuckling.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"And awake first." I said sticking my tongue out at him. "I keep everyone awake until I can't stay awake, and then by falling asleep everyone is bored or needs my help to stay awake so they just go to sleep." I said, using my weird logic.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed, "I like the way you think" I say grinning at her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Thank you." I said, got up and bowed. "I don't try often." I said and laughed lightly.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed getting up with her, stretching.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I smiled at him. "Riley?" I asked, not wanting to bring up the subject again but thinking it was needed.

[Riley Pearson]

"Yeah?" I said looking back at her smiling.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"What would you do if I had to choose between killing someone for the dark side or dying myself?" I asked, not looking at him as I asked. What would you think of me? I thought to myself, really wanting to know what he thought.

[Riley Pearson]

I smile slowly fell from my face and I looked to the ground for a few moments, "If it means you living..." I say quietly looking back up at her and placing my hand on her cheek gently, "I.. I don't know what'd I do with out you..." I said slowly, "I'd rather not have it be neither though.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

"But," I said, trying to defend the nonexistent person. "Sorry, I had to know." I said, feeling guilty for bringing this back to us.

[Riley Pearson]

"Don't be sorry for bringing it up..." I said quietly looking to the ground for a minute and then back up to her, "I just.. uh.." I swallowed slightly, "I.." I stopped talking not being able to think of what to say.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I kept my eyes away still but wanted him to finish and looked at him briefly. What if they don't deserve it? Would I be the one in the wrong?
[[cya g2g]]

[Riley Pearson]

I swallowed again, "I.. uh.. I just don't want to have to lose you" I said looking into her eyes, "It's probably kind of selfish of me... or maybe not... I don't know.." I shook my head slightly, "I have an extremely biast opinion about this.." I give a sad silent chuckle.

[[ okay, see ya ]]

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded silently and looked back at him. "I hope it doesnt come down to that." I said slowly, not sure on what I'd do. I won't kill them, not without them saying they want to. Even then it would be hard.

[Riley Pearson]

"Me too.." I said silently, "But why would you have to at all?" I asked looking down for a second.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I didn't answer this time, couldn't. Sighing I sat back down and let my eyes stray to the forest, picking up different things in the trees.

[Riley Pearson]

I swallowed slightly and sat down next to her, not knowing what to say or ask.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I sighed, "Let's rewind, pretend that didn't happen, and be normal?" I asked slowly. "Well as normal as we can get." I added with a slight chuckle.

[Riley Pearson]

I nodded slightly looking down at my feet, "Okay..." I said quietly still thinking about it slightly and then chuckled quietly at her comment and bumped into her arm slightly instead of saying anything with a faint smile.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Be quiet then." I said, acting as if it didn't happen, but my mind staying on it and stuck my tongue out at him.

[Riley Pearson]

I chuckled slightly and shrugged staying quiet, then reaching over and messing up her hair. I tried to get the subject off my mind but it was still there.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I ducked a little too late and started laughing, my hair getting even more messed up. "Riley." I winned. YAY, no tickling. I thought, most likely cursing myself like every other time.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed, "What? You're cute" I say smiling widely again.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"Maybe so but could you at least warn me?" I asked and laughed some more at how dumb I was.

[Riley Pearson]

"Well..." I say thinking about it with a small smile, "Yeah, I guess I could warn you..." I say chuckling to her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"But where would the fun be in that?" I asked and laughed some more, going with and then against the idea. Confusing myself.

[Riley Pearson]

I laughed and shook my head slightly at her grinning widely. Okay... if she doesn't want to be warned... I think to myself still grinning. I reached for her waist and started tickling her.