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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:02:39 GMT
I came down by the lake to get some air, after everything that'd happened I just needed to get away. I was happy to see nobody down there and sat by the shoreline. "How could you fucking leave James!" I shouted, shaking my head and letting a tear roll down my face.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:03:45 GMT
I seen Jenna as she started to cry so I ran over to her
"Jenna.." I paused "Jenna.. whats wrong?" I asked with a puzzled look
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:08:06 GMT
I couldn't even look at her. "Storm...hes gone..." I whispered, letting more tears fall from my eyes.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:08:58 GMT
"wait..." I paused and gave her a hug "Calm down... who's gone?" I asked
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:16:18 GMT
Another sob racked my body as I hugged her back, I couldn't even let the words pass my lips to tell her as I gazed out into the lake.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:17:41 GMT
"Jenna" I said calmly "Just take a deep breathe and tell me what happend"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:27:01 GMT
"I-I c-cant...." I stuttered. I just couldn't bring myself to talk about it again.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:27:35 GMT
"Jenna,.. I can't help unless you tell me what happend"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:32:14 GMT
"Its James...." I sobbed, "Storm...he's dead." I whispered, biting my lip.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:32:59 GMT
"What!" I shouted "Are..." I paused "Are you kidding?"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:37:40 GMT
"Does it look like Im kidding..." I said coldly. I gazed up at the sky and let more tears fall down my face. I thought for a minute, "Im sorry...I just don't know how to handle this..."
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:41:42 GMT
"Oh my gosh.." I said looking very shocked and gave Jenna another hug
"wow.. I..." "I..." I tried to say "I don't even know what I'd do if I lost Jason"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:49:44 GMT
"Storm...I can't..." I paused, finding it hard to say much of anything. "I loved him so much...what am I supposed to do?"
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 5:52:39 GMT
"wow" I took a deep breath "I.." "I..." I stuttered "I don't even know what to say..."
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 5:59:18 GMT
I let go of Storm and pulled my knee's up to my chest, burying my head in my hands. "I'd give anything to see him again..." I whispered.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:00:33 GMT
"There..." "There.." I shuddered again "There has to be some way to bring him back"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:05:38 GMT
"If I knew of anything I could do Storm...you know I'd do anything to bring him back." My whole body was shaking as tears continued to roll down my face.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:08:05 GMT
I gave her another hug "I know you would Jenna..." I smiled "He knows you would do anything to bring him back, thats really all that matters"
I shook my head "wow I don't have a clue what I'd do with out Jason.... I mean he means everything to me..." I sighed
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:16:33 GMT
I lifted my head and looked at her. "I wonder if he does." I said, wiping a few tears away. "I keep trying to convince myself that this is all one big nightmare and Im gunna wake up...but Im not waking up Storm."
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:18:26 GMT
"aww Jenna" I said putting my arm around
"I know your upset right now but he knew that you loved him and you know he loves you" I paused "Thats really all that matters"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:23:40 GMT
"I know...I just..." I trailed off, watching as a few tears fell from my eyes and landed on my jeans.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:25:41 GMT
"There HAS to be a way to bring him back!" I said in a determined voice "what even happend?"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:28:46 GMT
"I don't know...I-I...." I said, tripping over my every word. "Im sorry Storm, but I can't even think straight to tell you."
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:31:40 GMT
I gave her another hug "It's ok..." I sighed "You'll find a way to get passed this I promise"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:35:17 GMT
"I just wanna wake up from this nightmare..." I trailed off, hugging her back. "And more then anything I really just wish I could see him again and have him tell me everythings okay." I shook my head, my eyes wandering up to the sky once more.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:38:23 GMT
"Jenna... you know he's looking down on you right now and he knows that you love him a lot and he wouldn't want to see you down this bad" I paused "He would want you to be happy"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:46:03 GMT
"I can't be happy Storm..." I said. "Just all of this still doesn't make sense to me...I feel like Im missing something."
Well of course your fucking missing something... I thought.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:48:31 GMT
"I don't even understand how it happend" I said calmly "He seemed fine and happy"
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Post by Jenna Campbell on Jul 13, 2007 6:54:34 GMT
"Short and simple..." I trailed off. "He tried to help someone he cared about and got killed in the crossfire." I said, a tear slipping down my cheek.
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Post by Storm Daniels on Jul 13, 2007 6:55:47 GMT
"Oh wow..." I trailed off "At least he died saving someone...."
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