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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:11:16 GMT
Saphire and I walked out towards the Lake. I said nothing as we walked. As we reach the lake, I looked over to her and asked in a whisper, "Are you going to be okay?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:13:35 GMT
Saphire shrugged. "I suppose I'll live" she said sitting on the shore.
It was darker then earlier, but it didn't bug her that much as long as she was with someone.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:16:51 GMT
I looked down at the water. Night was slowly setting in. "Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked her as I continued to look at the water.
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:17:25 GMT
"I don't know" She looked at her.
"Thanx" She said then gave her a weak smile.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:18:22 GMT
"Thanx for exactly what?" I said, "I have done nothing."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:20:14 GMT
Saphire laughed sligthly looking back at the water.
"You've helped me, even if you don't want to admit"
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:25:03 GMT
"Sorry," I laughed, "I'm in the process of learning from Andy Black on how to trust people and making friends. Learning to reattach to people. I still have alot to learn and accomplish to get my life back on track."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:26:15 GMT
Saphire nodded.
"Your off to a good start though"
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:31:38 GMT
"Thanks," I said,"And if you wouldn't mind, I would like to start things over with us. I haven't been the friendliest towards you and some of the others because I was afraid of being hurt. So can we start over?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:33:13 GMT
"Start over?" She said looking at her. "Whats to start over?" she asked with a wink.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:35:28 GMT
I smiled and sat down at the edge of the lake. I put my feet into the water and leaned back on my hands. "It is so peaceful out here," I said.
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:36:13 GMT
"yeah, my head is actually queit!" She said with a laugh.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:39:48 GMT
"That has to be annoying," I said, "I wouldn't be able to handle a power like that. It would drive me crazy."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:43:12 GMT
Saphire shook her head.
"Those two were tearing my brain into..."
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 2:46:07 GMT
"I could only guess," I shrugged.
{I have to go. I be on tomorrow sometime. Bye.}
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 2:47:59 GMT
Saphire returned to shrug.
"A person can get use to things though..so I guess thats how I deal"
((Alright))
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 10:29:31 GMT
"If you can put up with reading people's thought at your own will, I say more power to ya," I replied.
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 18:35:15 GMT
Saphire laughed.
"Sometimes I read them wrong though...like..I get the wrong meaning of what there thinking" She turned to her "Those two mean the world to me, and it kills to know I'm hurting them as we speak."
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 19:12:52 GMT
"You're gonna have to chose, who you think will be the best for you and your child," I whispered, "Decide, who will be there for you and your baby. The one, who will shower you with love and affection, not leave you alone trying to fend for yourself and keeps you wishing that you could have changed something different about your life."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 19:15:30 GMT
Saphire rubed the sides of her head.
"They both do that already" She wispered, eyes closed.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 19:20:53 GMT
"But there is probably more behind this situation than I truly know," I replied, "It is your decision. I can't make you see both sides of the story. That is a job for those Peter and Anthony. It might be best if you sit and talk with both of them to understand how much they love you. Test them in certain areas that are important to you in a boyfriend, husband, and a father. Then the only thing you can do from there on is follow what you believe in your heart."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 19:26:18 GMT
"this is all very confusing to me" She looked at Trinity. "I'll be suprised if Peter ever talks to me again after what I've done to him.."
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 19:34:45 GMT
"He will talk to you again," I said, "He loves you and if he walks away, he will be making a huge mistake. Your a wonderful girl and any guy would be lucky to have you. Your beautiful, smart, kind, and caring."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 19:40:08 GMT
"Are you hitting on me?" She asked with a teasing tone then nudged her. Anything to brighten up her mood.
"But seriously dude" She said sitting up now "At the lake he SAID that he hates me" Saphire shook her head. "I'm so STUPID" she said and kicked a stray rock.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 19:47:16 GMT
"No, I not hitting on you," I said giggling, "I just trying to show you the wonderful qualities you have. Anyways, if he truly hated you, would he have been up there in that tower asking you if you were okay? Saph, you love him and he loves you. You're anything, but stupid. You just made a bad choice. Everyone messes up in their lives. We're not perfect. We do something bad, try to fix it, and hopefully learn from it. If we don't then our lives will be a constant let-down, just like my life is now. You can bounce back from this accident and hopefully those two guys will put differences aside and try to help you in anyway that they can. Don't be afraid to accept their help."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 19:48:43 GMT
"Would you stop doing that??" She asked with a grin.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 19:53:32 GMT
"Stop doing what?" I asked confused, "Blaming myself?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 19:55:50 GMT
"Well yes, that to but I was referring to you being all smart and making sense" She said then laughed.
Saphire shook her head. "I think, that we are going to be good friends soon Trinity" She said with a nod.
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Post by waterdancer24 on Jun 27, 2007 19:58:53 GMT
"Hey!" I exclaimed, "And I think your right. We are going to be good friends soon." I smiled at her and jumped up. I took out my wand and changed into my swimsuit. I jumped into the lake. The water was freezing, but the tention I was once feeling, left my body. "Comin' in?" I asked, "The water is absolutely freezing cold."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on Jun 27, 2007 20:02:46 GMT
"Oh yes, I coudln't jump off the tower, so maybe I can kill myself by freezing to death" She joked with a laugh then stood up, doing to same.
She jumped in and come from under the water "Literally" She said then laughed when she splashed Trinity.
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