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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 5, 2007 17:09:51 GMT
I walk up to a tree and punch it busting my knucles. They started to bleed but i didnt care. *Everything was so perfect at first. I was a wonderful Hufflepuff, part of the Order, i was going to fight Voldemort and my parents. Not be what was expected.*
I look at my left arm. And close my eyes.
*That was untill Jerami came along. He was great at first, the sex was amazing, he even told me he loved me, for god sake were getting married, in a couple of weeks.*
I open my eyes and stare out in to the lake.
*but know he's messing around. First Saphire and now Chaos..... he doesnt love me*
I feel like im about to cry but i wont let myself. I see a spider on the ground, point my wand at it
"Cruccio" i murmur, watching the thing twist in pain.
*this actullay makes me feel better*
I think letting the spider go. It scurries away.
*being a death eater has changed me....im not the same, but part of me wishes to take it back*
My eyes fill with hatred.
*i let a boy do this to me? I let him trick me into being his, and then i let him cheat on me? NOt no more...oh no...if they want me to be evil, ill show them evil....theyre gonna regret this.*
I sit there waiting for something to happen.
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Post by serenitysmith on May 5, 2007 17:11:47 GMT
'Err Hannah.' i said standing there. "Arr ye okay?'
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 5, 2007 17:13:04 GMT
i walk out to the lake and see hannah i wait for a bit to see whats she doing and watch as she Crucioed a spider
i decide to make sure shes alright "Hey Hannah"
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 5, 2007 17:21:17 GMT
i look at them quickly then glanced back to the lake. "Hey" i say quitely
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 5, 2007 17:25:30 GMT
"whatcha doing" i ask
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Post by serenitysmith on May 5, 2007 17:25:32 GMT
'Hi.'
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 11:46:58 GMT
"nothing just thinking" i say moving my hand into my lap hiding my knuckles.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 13:10:45 GMT
"about?"
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 20:59:02 GMT
"Everything"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 21:10:17 GMT
"do you wanna be a little more specific" i ask trying not to pry but wanting to know whats wrong
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 21:20:54 GMT
"boy/life in general problems" i say head still down. I look up. "i just dont know who i am anymore"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 21:23:56 GMT
"i know how that feels, like your slowly losing control of your own life?"
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 21:29:40 GMT
"Exactly, but its not slowly it happened soo fast" i say talking openly to her
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 21:30:27 GMT
"explain what happened and i can try and help" i offer
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 21:41:52 GMT
"Well, you know at the begging of the year it was Hannah Baley the sweet Hufflepuff, the Mezzanote. I was really nice, everyone loved me, but as soon as me and Jerami met we hit it right off the bat, then the next morning we ended up engaged. I knew i had to join the death eaters eventually but by falling in love with him i sealed my fate. Ive got the mark its final, but now i think hes cheating on me. Saphire and him i know have something going on and i caught him with Chaos in the malfoy gardens together, but he still says im the only one and he loves me. An d on top of that Saphire wants me dead for some reason and...and....Thorn wants to kill me i guess."
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Post by Rika Otonashi on May 6, 2007 21:42:49 GMT
As I see Hannah talking to some girls i walk over."hey hannah"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 21:44:57 GMT
"wow" i say "well im with you in the deatheater thing, You need to avoid Saphire at all costs because she would kill you in a heartbeat, Thorn is all talk so dont really worry about her"i say "and ill help you kick his ass if you want" i finish
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 21:47:52 GMT
i laugh." No, for some reason, she cant kill me, ive been alone with her and she hasnt made a move, she wants thron to do it..i dont know why" i turn to Rika. "Hi"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 21:49:14 GMT
"thorn wont do it shell never join because of Volkaric" i say then turn to the new girl "hi im Marlene"
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 21:55:44 GMT
"So, im not really in any danger, but i seriously hate Saphire, she thinks she the best and she aint"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 21:58:09 GMT
"i havent had the pleasure of getting on her bad side yet" i say "which suprises me" i say more to myself
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 22:05:07 GMT
"LOL..MAYBE SOON.."
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 6, 2007 22:06:24 GMT
"probably" i say laughing
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Post by Rika Otonashi on May 6, 2007 22:17:24 GMT
"Hi im Rika" i say then turn to hannah."whatever u need u know that im here for you and i can help too" i tell here smiling
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 6, 2007 23:54:11 GMT
"lol....yeah im sure Rika" i say laughing
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Post by Rika Otonashi on May 7, 2007 23:30:34 GMT
"what, im being serious." i tell her then start to laugh at her.
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 8, 2007 3:55:55 GMT
"What now your laughing at me?"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on May 8, 2007 10:34:14 GMT
"probably " i say laughing too
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Post by Hannah Pettigrew on May 8, 2007 11:26:45 GMT
"oh, so said" i take my wand and heal my knuckles. "hay, dont make me use these again." i say jokingly.
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Post by Rika Otonashi on May 11, 2007 11:31:09 GMT
"Oh no im just laughing with you."i say very sincerely still laughing.
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