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Aug 30, 2007 21:22:16 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 30, 2007 21:22:16 GMT
i walk into the funeral home and look around. nobody. good. and then i saw him. he was laying in the coffin at the other side of the room infront of a few rows of chairs. "hey there dad..." i mutter walking up to his cold lifeless body. he looked almost like stone. "dad...you know what i can't call you dad. nope. cos you we're a dad. no you were not. never gave a damn about me." i say with pure anger and hate. "and no matter what you did, no matter what you said i still tried to be good enough for you. never was. always charly this, lin that." i mumble. "i did everything you wanted. i never did anything wrong...but yet no matter how much i had always loved you you always seemed to hate me. oh you say you love me, 'i mean i let you live in my home'...." i say useing his words. "well dad.." i say spitting dad out like posion, "hope you have a good time in hell." i shout. i hear someone say something behind me. i couldn't understand them though. when i turned around i saw.....
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Aug 30, 2007 23:18:43 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 30, 2007 23:18:43 GMT
"Yumi?" I asked again, walking forward slowly towards her.
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Aug 30, 2007 23:22:37 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 30, 2007 23:22:37 GMT
i turn away from him wipeing teh tears that somehow had appeared. "y-yeah?" i choke out turning back but having my head down
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Sept 4, 2007 22:34:18 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 4, 2007 22:34:18 GMT
I walked forward towards her, looking at her with concern in my eyes. "Sweetie, are you - no, sorry, stupid question." I said as I reached her.
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Sept 4, 2007 22:36:38 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 4, 2007 22:36:38 GMT
i let out a bitter chuckle, "yeah..but that's you." i say trying to put on a 'i'm ok' face, even though i knew there were still tears in my eyes
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Sept 5, 2007 0:31:08 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 5, 2007 0:31:08 GMT
I laughed slightly. "Geez, love you too." I said, putting my arms around her.
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Sept 5, 2007 0:33:57 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 5, 2007 0:33:57 GMT
i smile and wrap my arms around him. "yeah love you peter.." i say and stand there for a minute "i should have done better...should have been better for him somehow...i could have-...if i had only-..." i say letting a few tears roll
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Sept 5, 2007 1:12:48 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 5, 2007 1:12:48 GMT
I shook my head. "Hunny, there was nothing you could. You are the best daughter he could ever have hoped for, and it's his fault he didn't see you for the amazing person you are."
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Sept 5, 2007 1:14:08 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 5, 2007 1:14:08 GMT
"tehn why the hell did he always act like he hated me? i had to have done something wrong!"
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Sept 6, 2007 0:19:55 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 6, 2007 0:19:55 GMT
"You did nothing wrong. He was a shitty dad, and we both know it."
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Sept 6, 2007 0:27:27 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 6, 2007 0:27:27 GMT
"how could he do all that to me.."
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Sept 6, 2007 1:09:24 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 6, 2007 1:09:24 GMT
"He may've been your biological dad Yumi, but he was a jackass. You didn't deserve his shit."
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Sept 6, 2007 10:47:34 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 6, 2007 10:47:34 GMT
i stood there looking over at the coffin. i couldn't take it any longer. i pulled at peter trying to get him to walk out with me
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Sept 6, 2007 19:02:49 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 6, 2007 19:02:49 GMT
"Ooookay we're out." I said, leading her down away from the coffin.
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Sept 6, 2007 23:39:11 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 6, 2007 23:39:11 GMT
"so why'd you come?" i ask once we get out, looking down a little still a little shaken up.
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Sept 7, 2007 0:17:40 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 7, 2007 0:17:40 GMT
"He's my girls' granddad. I thought I owed him it."
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Sept 7, 2007 0:28:33 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 7, 2007 0:28:33 GMT
"better if he wasn't.." i mutter
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Sept 7, 2007 0:33:16 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 7, 2007 0:33:16 GMT
I shrugged. "But then my girls wouldn't be my girls."
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Sept 7, 2007 0:44:58 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 7, 2007 0:44:58 GMT
"i'm really confused now..." i say with a soft chuckle
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Sept 7, 2007 18:56:08 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 7, 2007 18:56:08 GMT
I laughed slightly. "Genetics."
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Sept 7, 2007 19:40:24 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 7, 2007 19:40:24 GMT
"is that supposed to help me?"
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Sept 8, 2007 23:14:44 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 8, 2007 23:14:44 GMT
I grinned. "Did it make you more confussed?"
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Sept 9, 2007 18:11:59 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 9, 2007 18:11:59 GMT
"yes you ass hole." i laugh
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Sept 10, 2007 0:50:43 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 10, 2007 0:50:43 GMT
I grinned. "Then my mission here is complete."
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Sept 10, 2007 22:02:22 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 10, 2007 22:02:22 GMT
"i hate you." i laugh smacking him on the side of the head
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Sept 10, 2007 22:30:51 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 10, 2007 22:30:51 GMT
I laughed and rubbed my head. "You are so lucky I like you...." I muttered all threatening-like.
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Sept 10, 2007 22:42:15 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 10, 2007 22:42:15 GMT
"aww...you know you luv me peter." i grin
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Sept 10, 2007 23:15:42 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 10, 2007 23:15:42 GMT
I grinned. "Of course I do!"
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Sept 10, 2007 23:17:23 GMT
Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 10, 2007 23:17:23 GMT
i grin, "i should do that 'i'm loved' dance now."
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Sept 10, 2007 23:42:00 GMT
Post by Peter Pettigrew on Sept 10, 2007 23:42:00 GMT
I laughed. "You should."
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