hmm...this can be a problem...

[Molly Weasley]

i limp into charlies house quitely.
he wasn't home good.
i was supposed to be dead....but i couldnt' do it.
i couldn't run.
i couldn't hide.
i couldn't stay away from the one's i love.
peter still had bill and charlie. i'd have to go and tell him to drop teh whole dead thing. but for now i wanted to sleep.
i walk slowly over to the sofa and plop down. i could see my stomach getting bigger. again. "no more kids...." i mutter to myself softly and lay my head back just laying there.

[Gideon Prewett]

I'd been following Molly for some time now, keeping to myself, silent and unseen.
But I couldn't take it anymore. I had to talk to her, make sure she was okay.
I sigh slightly to myself, crouching down by the sofa, making myself seen again, "Oh Molly..." I manage to say softly.
I didn't like this being dead thing...no touching...no real existance to call my own...just an imprint. But at least I could still communicate.

[Molly Weasley]

my eyes snap open and i see...
no it can't be. i look over wide eyed and let out an earth shattering scream and jump up to the other side of the sofa, but reget it. i groan softly in pain and take a deep breath putting my hand on my stomach and look back up.
he was still there.
maybe if i close my eyes it'll disappear. your just going mad, it's not gideon.
i close my eyes and open tehm. still there.
i do this a few more times and come to the concluesion that.. "i've gone off teh deep end. i've finnaly done it. pushed myself to far. knew it'd coem sooner or later." i say with a bitter chuckle. "and you...figment of my insane mind. i hate you! because i can't just have the voices at night. can't just have the dreams. nooooope. you have to come." i say to it. i run a hand through my hair and rub my arm slightly. i had reopened the cut slightly

[Gideon Prewett]

"Molly, it's-...it's me. Gideon. Molly...it's me." I say softly, reaching out for her, then dropping my hand, realising it'd be pointless to even try and touch her.

[Molly Weasley]

"yeah that's what fabian said this morning then he disappeared." i say coldly, "so why don't you just go and poof away like all the rest." i say, "i can't take this anymore. day in and day out. i'm shocked that i was able to keep this baby alive for this long..." i mutter feeling tears falling down my cheek. "arthur already doesn't love me and if i lose this baby.....don't know why we got married. wait i already told you. yesterday night when you appeared when i was trying to hide out." i mumble and try and stand up but it hurts more than anything. i just sit back down and look down in my hands at the small photo in my hands i had been carrying around ever since they both died.
it was of all three of us, right when they came back.

[Gideon Prewett]

"M-Molly?" I say very quietly, heart breaking just a little bit more at her words, "It's-It's Gid. It's me. I'm-I'm your brother."

[Molly Weasley]

"they all say that!" i shout with a pained voice. "you all say that...you all say that....then you leave...you just disappear....all of you have. i lost count last week at how many of you there have been..." i say quiter, my tears turning into sobs. "you all say that then you leave..." i cry "you all do!" i scream

[Gideon Prewett]

"Molly..." I say softly, ghost equivalent of a tear dripping down my face, "I'm real-...no, I'm not real." I pause, anger taking over once again, "I'm not fucking real! I'm not fucking anything! Look at me!" I roar, "I'm a fucking imprint! I am nothing! But I was your brother! I was!" I stop then add quietly, "I was."

[Molly Weasley]

i look at him and take a deep breath.
he seemed different tehn all the rest...but it couldn't be. could it?
i decide to take a chance and blieve this one. i couldn't think of anything to say, because i ahd so much to say. i decide on something though after a minute.
"i-i...love you...why'd you have to leave me?" i say softly. nothing else seemed good enough to say

[Gideon Prewett]

"I love you too, Molly," I say softly, "I don't-...I didn't mean to. I don't know what happened-...I was-...just walking down to the quidditch pitch and I saw Angel and I ran to her cos she's-...she was my friend and then things got out of control and this Slytherin girl, Tabitha, I don't know what I did but she was-...she kept cursing me, again and again and again and-..." I stop, examining my wrists which still bore the scars from the torture imprinted in my new ghost type form, "She kept sectumsempraing me, wrists, and my neck and there was blood and I couldn't-...I couldn't do anything and then there was a crucio and everything-...it all went green and then-...then I'm standing in this empty room, and my body-...my corpse is there and then Isa's there and-..." I stop, resting my head in my hands.

[Molly Weasley]

"i want to hug you so bad..." i cry quitely after i took in what he had said

[Gideon Prewett]

"I wish I could just touch somebody, Molly," I cry for the first time I could remember, "I want to hug you so bad. I want to hold Isa again. I want to hold my daughter and tell her that everything will be alright. I want to be able to ruffle Maddie's hair how she hates it. And I want to hit Ian round the back of the head and tell him to stop being a prat. And I want to just be able to touch someone else again, just so bad."

[Molly Weasley]

i reach my hand over and run my fingers lightly above him, going straight through every so often. he was ice cold. "i-i had to try..." i say softly.

[Gideon Prewett]

"Trying's no good. You know what the worse thing has been?" I say, attempting to get a grip, "Isa-...she tried to hug me and she just flinched and went straight through me."

[Molly Weasley]

"i'm sorry.." i whisper

[Gideon Prewett]

"Me too." I say quietly.

[Molly Weasley]

"do you know about...everything that's happened...or do you want me to tell you..." i ask after a long silence. "there are a lot of good things..." i say

[Gideon Prewett]

"Tell me," I say softly, "Everything."

[Molly Weasley]

i nod and think a bit. "onix and i broke up...he..he was cheating on me with angel..." i start, "then arthur and i got together again...i'm pregnant again." i say with a weak smile, "and this girl named yumi baker..she came and she;s taking care of amelia with sirius...tehn charlie ownes came back..you remeber him? his family was...they were killed....and maddie and ian are expecting a baby....arthur and i got married...eloped..." i smile, "tehn we all found out that yumi and sirius are having a baby. they're nameing him after fay, and maddie and ian are naming theirs after you....tehn..." i say. now time for the bad news. "regulus black tried to kill maddie. some tried to kill yumi she won't tell me who it was. just says 'no one else needs to get invovled'..someone tried to kill me. then logan andrews almost killed me at your f-funeral...and then i went into hiding...but i can't do it...i can't....i can't stand being away from everyone i love......"

[Gideon Prewett]

"You're pregnant? Molly, that's-...that's great. And Charlie-...Charlie's back. He taking care of you? I know he will. Mia's in good hands. That's good. Oh Mary mother of God, Ian and Maddie...well, power to them. Congratulations. My baby sister's all grown up, eh? No longer a Prewett in name, but always in blood. Fay would love that. Kid named after him. Fuck, you're kidding me. I don't want some poor kid to have my name. And I was-...I was kidding, I was drunk, when I told Ian he owed me his first born." I stop, having been smiling shakily in response to all those comments.
"Take care of yourselves, okay? All of you, keep each other's backs. I don't want any of you guys, who I love, to end up like me. Because being this way is the worst thing in the world."

[Molly Weasley]

"that's what i'm afraid of...gid..they're out to get me.....he wants me gone...him gid..." i say softly, "gid i've already had two people try at me and i know that at least two other people are gonna try...."

[Gideon Prewett]

"No. You're not dying. Not like me. Not like-...F-Fay. You tell me who's after you, I will get the best people I know on your case. You will be fine. Who's tried? And who's after you? I'll get Charlie to watch out for you, I'll get Ian to watch out for you. They can look after you. They're my best friends. I trust them. They will look after you."

[Molly Weasley]

"logan andrews tried...heightington...jake jones..new guy....regulus black...." i say naming them off, "gid...i can't have ian watching out for me..yumi's been inside of regulu's mind...he's ordered ian after me...he was supposed to kill me by yesterday...but i stayed clear..." i say, "just had people think i'm dead. so it's going to be fun once i see everyone." i say with a bitter chuckle.

[Gideon Prewett]

"I don't care what he ordered him to do, he will look out for you. He will. I know Ian. I trust him. He'll make sure you don't come to any harm. Charlie will too. I'll make sure things are okay."

[Molly Weasley]

"i know charlie will...that's why i'm staying here." i say, "but i got a feeling that ian was the one who tried to kill yumi..." i say, "he slit her throat, almost burned her leg off, and used cruico on her four times..." i say in disbelief. "i'm pretty sure that it was him..."

[Gideon Prewett]

"It probably was," I sigh, "He does that. He loses control. You just have to know-...know how to stop it. You know how to stop him, and you're the safest son of a bitch on the planet. Just-...just ask him who's in control. It'll stop him enough to turn the tables. It always works. Charlie will look out for you, and he will too. And you'll be safe. You'll see."

[Molly Weasley]

i nod, "i hope..." i say softly. "your baby girl is doing good.." i smile weakly

[Gideon Prewett]

"Yeah," I look down at my translucent hands, "Isa-...Isa says she keeps asking when daddy's coming home-...It breaks my heart, Molly."

[Molly Weasley]

"yeah..kim stayed with sirius and yumi for a bit right after..." i say, "sh'es calling isa mum..." i say, "well i think isa-mum. not sure if it's just mum..." i say, "she's still shy...and mia's just like fay.." i smile "she's convinced that she's a pirate now...yumi even bought her a bandanna with a pirate skull...but kim..she...she's growing up...she talks now...learning more and more everyday. i haven't seen her in a while but she always get happy when she says 'aunt mol-mol'...." i chuckle. "she called me that the last time i saw her..." i say. "it was wheni was babysitting her...she's starting to really look like you...."

[Gideon Prewett]

"I wish I could-...I wish I could explain. I tried once, I thought-...thought I was going to die. Tried to explain that daddy might go to look after Auntie Erin-...cos we told her when Erin died...told her she'd gone to play with the angels. So I told her I might have to go and look after Auntie Erin, but it'd be okay because she still had Auntie Isa, and you, and Fay, and Inan and Madnee. But-...she just gave me this look, like she knew. She knew what I was trying to do and didn't appreciate it, so I gave up. But I wish-...I wish I could make her understand. I want to hold her, she's my daughter and I can't hold her."