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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 5, 2007 20:37:28 GMT
I pounded on the door, knowing I could have apprated in but not having the engery too.
"CHARLIE OPEN THE BLOODY DOOR!" I cry my eyes still red and puffy from crying.
Come on Charlie, I need you.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 6, 2007 10:25:04 GMT
"Coming!" I call, heading through from the living room to the front door and stopping when I see the state of her.
"Fuck, Maddie, what happened?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 13:24:37 GMT
I just break down again, tears rolling down my face."I fucked up Charlie...fucked up real big..."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 7, 2007 10:25:54 GMT
"Oh God, Madd's," I sigh, hugging her lightly, "What happened?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 7, 2007 21:25:46 GMT
"I...I.." I shake my head tears still coming thick and fast,"Charlie..I screwed up...I ruined it..Ian.."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 8, 2007 13:57:14 GMT
"Ian? What? What did he do?" I say sharply, "What happened?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 8, 2007 17:41:55 GMT
"He didn't...I...I did it this time, god I fucked up..."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 9, 2007 10:49:44 GMT
"Maddie, slow down and tell me what happened..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 0:49:37 GMT
I shake my head, crying harder, holding onto him."Charlie..it's over...I..he...mum and da.."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 10, 2007 10:02:19 GMT
I freeze a moment, then say quietly, "I'm going to kill that motherfucker. Excuse me..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 12:53:35 GMT
"No!" I say holding onto him,"Please don't leave me. I need you right now." I whisper.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 11, 2007 12:08:24 GMT
I stop and stay where I am, "Okay Madds. I'm here."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 11, 2007 14:43:28 GMT
I don't say anything, just cry harder.
It felt like my heart had actually been ripped out and stomped on.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 13, 2007 9:32:06 GMT
"Come on, just...just tell me what happened..." I say gently.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 13:06:35 GMT
"I broke up with him..for real this time..I..I can't do this Charlie.."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 15, 2007 13:40:52 GMT
"Broke up with him?" I say, trying my best to stay impartial, "Can't do what?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 15, 2007 14:41:35 GMT
"This!"I yell pointing at my stomach,"This whole stupid baby thing! I don't want it anymore Charlie! I never wanted it!"
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 19, 2007 11:33:15 GMT
"Maddie...look at me..." I say, taking her face in my hands in an attempt to calm her down, "Just...just quiet...alright? Calm down."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 18:32:34 GMT
"Don't tell me to fucking calm down!" I yell, pushing him,"I can't do this anymore Charlie, I can't! I...I can't.."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Aug 23, 2007 10:27:16 GMT
"Maddie! You've got to just calm down, alright? Calm the fuck down!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 24, 2007 0:33:13 GMT
"Don't tell me to calm down! I'm not fucking okay! I'm not fucking gonna calm down! I'm done Charlie! With all of this! With faith, hope and especailly love! It's all just fucking bullshit!"
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Post by Charlie Owens on Sept 5, 2007 16:14:25 GMT
"Hey! Don't tell my life, and your life, is bullshit, because it's not."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 5, 2007 20:36:17 GMT
"It is too!" I yell back,"I can't do this anymore Charlie I can't! I can't keep going through this."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Sept 21, 2007 16:37:55 GMT
"MADELINE JANE MARIE SPEARE YOU WILL CALM DOWN AND TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED RIGHT THIS INSTANT!" I roar.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 21, 2007 21:32:25 GMT
"HE KILLED MY MUM AND DAD!"
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Post by Charlie Owens on Sept 23, 2007 11:12:59 GMT
I fall silent immediately, staying that way for about half a minute or so before saying calmly, "Where is he?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 23, 2007 14:28:15 GMT
I shake my head,"No Charlie, no."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Sept 24, 2007 15:56:09 GMT
"Where is he?" I repeat through gritted teeth.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 24, 2007 20:38:04 GMT
"No! Okay, just, no."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Sept 26, 2007 16:31:22 GMT
"No, what?" I say softly, "No revenge? We deserve revenge. My daughter, my wife, your parents, he deserves everything that's coming to him."
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