Fay...

[Sirius Black]

I stand in front of Fabian's coffin, my heart pounding in my chest. I couldn't believe my best mate was gone.
Siri is a girl!
Your an twat, you know that don't you?
Yeah, and you smell like wet dog.
Still?! I showered yesterday.
Ew, that's gross Siri.
Will you stop calling me that?
Never! Oi! People, this is Siri and I love him!
Dammit Fay, now people are gonna think we're gay.
Oi! People, I love Siri and I want to shag him right now!
Okay Fabian Prewett, that's enough...come here you twat I'm going to strangle you...
I chuckle bitterly at the memory,"You loved embarrassing me in public didn't you mate?"

[Isabella Knox]

"It was one of his favorite pastimes." I say quietly from one of the long empty benches, staring blankly at the coffin, Kim sitting next to me, quiet as usual, but she'd been quieter than usual.

[Sirius Black]

"Yeah." I nod not looking up.

[Isabella Knox]

I tried to swallow the lump in my throat but failed misrebley.
I hadn't yet had a look at Fabian, only having the strength to sit her with Kim so far.
I stood up slowly and walked towards the coffin, biting my lip as i saw his pale face, eyes shut as if he were sleeping.
"Hey big bro." I say quietly to Fay's still figure.

[Sirius Black]

I look up brifely at Belle, then back down at Fay, wrapping an arm around her shoulders hugging her tightly.

[Isabella Knox]

I hug him back, leaning my head on his shoulder. Glad to have someone else here to comfort me. "We miss you." I say softly to Fabian still figure.

[Sirius Black]

"Yeah, what she said." I mutter my throat burning."I'm looking after Mia, just like I told you I would." I tell him."Just like I promised." I say quietly. I look at Kim in Belle's arms."Hey sweetheart." I smile weakling clipping her lightly around the chin.

[Isabella Knox]

"Yeah, i'm looking after you're beautiful neice." I say voice cracking slightly as i spoke to the body of one of my best friends, my adopted older brother. Knowing that he could never talk back. I felt something wet and warm drop from one of my eyes, roll down my cheek and die on my lips.

[Sirius Black]

I hug her tightly,"I'm gonna help you with Kim okay? I'm already helping Yumi with Mia and Kim is like another daughter to me." I say quietly."I'm here if you ever need me, you know that don't you Belle?"

[Isabella Knox]

I nod my head, swallowing before answering to try and get rid of the painful lump in my throat. "Yeah, thanks Siri." I say hoarsely as more tears fall freely from my eyes and rolled down my cheeks.

[Sirius Black]

I feel a lump rise in my throat as she calls me Siri but I force it down. I bring a hand to her face thumbing away her tears. I drop my hand taking Kim from her hoisting her in my arms so not to drop her.

[Isabella Knox]

I smile weakly up at Sirius before returning my gaze to Fabian. I walked closer to the coffin and placed my hand in Fay's still, cold hand. "My fridge has finally stayed full without you eating everything in it." I say quietly. "And i'm sure i won't shock the healers in st. Mungos anymore without us messing with their heads." I mumble, smiling slightly at the memory, but the smile quickly vanishes from my face as i think about the fact that there will be not more moments like that. That i'd never see his smiling face again.

[Sirius Black]

I brush the hair from Kim's face holding her close, she looked so much like Gid...my stomach dropped. I still had to go see him too.

[Isabella Knox]

"He shouldn't be here." I say softly to Sirius, not looking away from Fabian's face.

[Sirius Black]

"No, he shouldn't." I say quietly, holding Kim closer, wishing I had Mia with me.

[Isabella Knox]

"Niether him nor G-gid deserved this." I say, Gid's name sticking slightly in my throat.

[Sirius Black]

"No they didn't." I say my throat drying up. I squeeze her shoulder reasurringly.

[Isabella Knox]

I let go of Fay's hand and stap back slightly, not wanting to fall apart like i did with Gideon.

[Sirius Black]

I keep my arm around her, still looking at Fabian.
Sirius, is that any way to treat your best mate?
Ha, your one to talk, now get off me!
Aw, what's wrong Paddy? Am I too much for you to handle?
I am not a chair, gerroff!
Not until you say it.
Never!
Say it Sirius!
"Your a better man then me." I mutter quietly.

[Isabella Knox]

I look up at Sirius breifly as he mutters something before looking back down at Fay, letting silent tears flow freely down my face.

[Sirius Black]

"I need you Fay..." I mutter quietly,"Three kids are a lot to handle, and they're not even mine."

[Isabella Knox]

"You kept us all together Fay." I mumble. "We need you so much."

[Sirius Black]

"So very much." I agree feeling tears blur my vision.

[Isabella Knox]

"It's all so unfair." I choke out.

[Sirius Black]

I look down, not sure what to say. Tears stinging my eyes.

[Isabella Knox]

"Rest in peace brother. I'll never forget you." I say softly.

[Sirius Black]

A tear rolls down my cheek and I don't even bother to wipe it away."I'm gonna miss you Fay. Love you man."

[Isabella Knox]

"Have fun in Neverland." I say softly.

[Sirius Black]

I turn back around, heading over to a seat.

[Isabella Knox]

I step forward again, putting my hand in Fabian's. "I'm going to miss you so much Fay." I say quietly.