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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 22, 2007 22:56:23 GMT
I have now adopted you as my second litter sister. Feel special.
I felt so out of place here, everyone, including me was dressed in black. I stuck out like sore thumb thanks to my hair.
I reach up brushing my bangs from my eyes, then recalling how much Gid teased me about being a blonde.
So how's my favourite little blondie?
I sob slightly putting a hand on my stomach,"This wasn't suppose to happen. You were still suppose to be here, you were suppose to mock me when I get old just so I could remind you that you were older." I put my hand on the coffin,"You're not suppose to be dead."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 22, 2007 23:31:42 GMT
I walked back into the room from the bathroom, i had been sick again. Probably sick with grief.
I had originally gone in there to compose myself, i'd been a complete wreck before the official funeral had started. When it was just me, Molly and Charlie.
Molly had Kim now, i spotted Maddie standing by the coffin and slowly walked over to her, standing out more than she did with my white dress.
"Hey Madds." I mumble, as i got to her side, feeling a lump rise in my throat again as i looked down at Gideons still figure.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 23, 2007 14:16:56 GMT
"Hey Bella." I say quietly putting a hand on the coffin.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 24, 2007 18:45:51 GMT
"How are you coping?" I ask quietly, unable to take my eyes off Gid's peaceful face.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 24, 2007 20:19:38 GMT
"About the same as you." I mutter.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 24, 2007 20:25:28 GMT
"Not very well then." I say quietly, walking closer to the open coffin.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 24, 2007 20:32:28 GMT
"No." I mutter staying where I was.
The morning sickness isn't helping very much either.
"You seen Padfoot around?He's still shaken up about losing Fay."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 24, 2007 20:35:48 GMT
"I saw him when-...when i went to visit Fabie." I say softly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 24, 2007 20:42:23 GMT
I sigh sadly, looking up at Gid."This wasn't suppose to happen."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 24, 2007 20:43:47 GMT
"No." I say shaking my head. "He was just starting to live his life again."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 24, 2007 20:48:38 GMT
I nod, the sick feeling coming back up."Oh god." I mutter rushing past her.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 24, 2007 21:04:26 GMT
"Maddie?" I shout after her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 24, 2007 21:05:59 GMT
I rush into the bathroom, leaning over a toliet my stomach giving an unpleasnt lurch. "I thought morning sickness means it only happens in the morning." I mutter bitterly.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 24, 2007 21:13:55 GMT
I walk briskly after her to the bathroom. "Madds, are you okay?" I ask.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 24, 2007 23:59:19 GMT
"Been better." I mutter getting up off the floor,"Sorry about that Bella."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 25, 2007 10:09:21 GMT
"Don't worry about it, i've had the same thing lately, i think i might be making myself sick from grief." I shrug.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 25, 2007 18:59:42 GMT
"Yeah, I wish that's what I had." I mutter washing out my mouth then turning back to her,"Bella, I know I can tell you anything so, I'm gonna say it." I walk over whispering in her ear."Bella I'm pregant."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 18:01:42 GMT
"Oh Maddie that's great!" I say as cheerfully as i could, before hugging her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 26, 2007 18:27:38 GMT
I smile weakly, and hug her back,"Yeah, great." I mutter less enthuistic.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 18:35:24 GMT
"You don't sound too enthusiastic about it." I point out.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 26, 2007 18:37:06 GMT
"Yeah, well you wouldn't be either if three manics were trying to kill you." I mutter,"Bella, Ian and I...we didn't want this, we can't. It's too dangerous."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 18:48:07 GMT
I nod my head slightly, understanding. "You and Ian need to get away from here, away from all of this." I say quietly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 26, 2007 18:49:33 GMT
"No. I'm not leaving, this is my home. This is where all my friends are. I'm not going anywhere, I'm not a coward I'm not running." I say stubbornly tucking my bangs behind my ears.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 18:53:43 GMT
"Always the stubborn one aren't you." I joke weakly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 26, 2007 18:54:50 GMT
"Course I am, it's me after all." I smile.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 19:03:53 GMT
"Well, make sure no one ever puts out that fire of yours." I say, smiling weakly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 26, 2007 19:05:41 GMT
"Wild horses couldn't bring me down." I grin, winking at her."No one's broken me yet, and no one ever will. We Gryffindor's got the biggest spirits out there remember?"
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 19:16:11 GMT
"Yeah, no one can control us lions." I say softly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 26, 2007 19:17:58 GMT
I clip her lightly around the chin,"Come on Bella, chin up. I'm here, no more tears. I'm preggers remember? Be happy."
Even if it's just for now...
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 26, 2007 19:19:56 GMT
"I'll try my best." I say, smiling slightly.
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