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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 13, 2007 23:11:26 GMT
"Yeah I know..." Yumi says looking down at Fay."Think everyone does...Mia still thinks he's going to come back soon. That's he just away for some reason." She says with a softly "We almost just had it Fabian Black. Then he said no son of his was going to go without a middl name." Yumi said with a soft chuckle.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 13, 2007 23:17:54 GMT
"I know how it's like to lose a dad, not a good feeling," I mutter, then laugh weakly,"God that's new. Taking into account how much Sirius whines about his own 'god-forsaken' middle name."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 13, 2007 23:25:13 GMT
Yumi nodded. "Went to my dad funeral a little bit ago. Didn't talk about it much. I didn't want to go through the whole 'Yumi I'm so sorry...' or my relatives writing saying 'Oh Amy..You should come back home' and things like that." She says. "Just want to keep on with life." She tells her.
Yumi laughs and nods her head. "I just figured out Sirius' name with the whole S.O.B thing."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 13, 2007 23:31:01 GMT
"It was harder for me, my da was there my whole life then suddenly he's not. I was real close with him, took it pretty hard when he..." I trail off, really not wanting to think about it.
I shake my head, wiping my eyes with my sleeve and laugh weakly,"Yeah. Figured that out when I was fourteen."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 13, 2007 23:32:43 GMT
Yumi stayed silent seeing she didn't want to talk about it. "Must have been crazy growing up with Sirius." She chukled.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 14, 2007 22:44:38 GMT
"You have no clue," I laugh weakly,"Known him since I was at least seven,"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 14, 2007 23:39:14 GMT
"Nah, I don't." Yumi chuckles softly. "You know where to get those muggle picture boxes?" She asked Maddie. "Need something to entertain Mia and Brett sometimes now."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 15, 2007 2:24:49 GMT
"God, wish I knew. Need one of those myself, even if Ian says they're 'idiot boxes'."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 16, 2007 0:52:46 GMT
"Yes well Ian is a bit weird, you know that." Yumi chuckles softly
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 17, 2007 1:29:34 GMT
"Yeah," I mutter, eyes dropping slightly at the mention of Ian."I know he is."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 17, 2007 2:37:57 GMT
Yumi raised one of her eyebrows and looked down at her. "What's up Maddie?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 17, 2007 18:16:32 GMT
"Nothing," I say, putting my hands in my lap,"Just..well Ian and I..."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 17, 2007 18:54:05 GMT
Yumi stays silent, not wanting to intrupt her if she was going to say anything else, but she couldn't tell if she was going to say anything else, to begin with.
Easier just to stay quite
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 17, 2007 19:07:30 GMT
"We're done. For real this time." I mutter, knowing how many times I've said that in the past."Yeah, this time it's for real."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 17, 2007 19:12:00 GMT
Yumi opens her mouth to say something but closes. There was nothing she could do. Yumi reaches over and rubs her back supportively. "You guys get in another fight?" She asks softly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 1:11:38 GMT
"Yeah," I mutter, crossing my arms over my chest."Yeah, we did. This time there's nothing left to fix."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 1:13:27 GMT
"You still want to be with him?" Yumi asks after a moment, not sure if she should
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 1:41:37 GMT
I pause, not sure what the answer was anymore."I..I don't know."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 1:49:18 GMT
"If you still want to be with him-...Then you can't say there's nothing left to fix."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 1:53:39 GMT
"No, trust me. Nothing left in that train wreck."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:03:47 GMT
Yumi nods, seeing there was no use in trying to convince her. Yet. "Don't let it get the better of you...Stay the strong Maddie I know."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 2:07:26 GMT
"Hey, don't worry," I force a weak smile,"Nothing can bring this lion down."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:09:58 GMT
"Better stay that way..." Yumi says with a small smile. "You sure you don't want anything? You need a place to crash, or are you and him still living together?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 2:20:54 GMT
"Always been that way." I say, forcing a laugh, one that sounded hallow and fake,"No, we're not living together anymore, not even speaking in fact." I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear,"Got a new place, in Paris."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:23:33 GMT
Yumi frowned slightly at her fake laugh, but said nothing. "Well do you want a place to crash because I don't want you to leave?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 2:27:21 GMT
"No, Yumi. Don't want to be a bother."
Liar, you just don't want to stay 'cos it reminds you so much of Ian.
"Yumi?" I ask quietly, looking down at my hands,"You think it's wrong for me to run?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:31:47 GMT
"Maddie...I can't really say anything on running. I know how right it feels when you first run, and how much you probably think you have to....But Maddie, in the end you'll probably regret it."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 19, 2007 3:00:42 GMT
"But I'll regret staying more." I say in a slightly pained voice."It's what's best Yumi, I mean...I'll send Ian the boys pictures and everything, not like I'm cutting him out completely."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 3:03:38 GMT
"Maddie, what do you think I was going to do when I was going to leave when I found out I was pregnant?" She asks her. "I already had it planned out. Every week write a letter to Sirius telling him how They were all doing, tell him everything about Fay once he was born. Send things that they all made in school. Tell him when they started Hogwarts. Everything...But if I had done that...." She trails off. "Maddie, please don't."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Nov 21, 2007 0:08:52 GMT
"I can't Yumi..I can't do this anymore, the cutting.." I mutter,"I'd rather he not be in my boys life by my home hands, not his."
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