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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 20, 2007 0:46:57 GMT
i slip inside the flat and look around. "hello?" i say. nothing. i had just gotten back from ireland. i had left after sirius and i had gotten into the fight, "hello?" i ask again a bit louder. i sigh and walk over and sit on the sofa holding onto my small belly.
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Post by Sirius Black on Aug 21, 2007 1:03:11 GMT
"Hey." I mumble coming out form my room with nothing but my jeans on. I rub the back of my head, still looking at the floor.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 21, 2007 1:05:45 GMT
"hey..." i say looking down to. "sorry bout just leaving..." i say "just had to get away for a bit.." i add softly looking up at him slightly
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Post by Sirius Black on Aug 21, 2007 1:30:48 GMT
"S'fine." I mumble,"I was an ass."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 21, 2007 2:00:33 GMT
"and i was a bitch. shouldn't have said any of it and you had every right to say what you said." i say
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Post by Sirius Black on Aug 25, 2007 0:56:14 GMT
"No, it's my problem, shouldn't have taken it out on him."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 25, 2007 21:33:25 GMT
"youre not going to let this be my fault are you?" i say quitely looking down.
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Post by Sirius Black on Aug 27, 2007 0:50:01 GMT
"It's not your fault." I say, making her look up at me,"It's not."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 27, 2007 0:57:31 GMT
"god sirius it is..why don't you see that?" i ask holding back tears looking at him having no choice, "i'm thick and had no right to say anything..." i say and move further down the couch away way from him and hug one leg to my chest and put the ther on my stomach
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 7, 2007 0:24:16 GMT
"It's not." I say, pulling her back to me,"I've just..been under a lot of stress lately, and I didn't mean to take it out on you." I say quietly,"It's not fair to you, or to Fay." I mumble putting a hand lighty on her stomach,"If anyone's thick it's me. I'm sorry."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 7, 2007 0:37:53 GMT
"you don't have to say your sorry..." i say softly, being stubborn and not letting him take the blame for whatever this was. i didn't try to move away again, i just kept my hand on my stomach.
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 15, 2007 0:55:00 GMT
"I feel like I should though," I mutter,"And sorry for being away a lot, the Order," I mutter bitterly,"I'll be coming and going a lot."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 15, 2007 1:01:36 GMT
"it's ok..." i say softly "rowan said he'd help me out with things with the baby, and mia and brett when you can't." i say and smile weakly when i think of him. i keep loking down though.
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 15, 2007 1:28:57 GMT
"Rowan Hunt?" I ask, recalling Maddie and Ian talk aobut him,"Okay," I nod,"And sorry I want to be around Yumi, you know that right?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 15, 2007 1:32:29 GMT
"yeah rowan..." i smile then look up at sirius. "he's a great guy..." i say. "i know you want to sirius...i'm just...i'm terrified and i need help. more than most." i say with a soft chuckle
~gonna be switching between my characters~
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 15, 2007 1:44:41 GMT
"Yeah, it's not fair for you to do this alone." I grumble,"I'm sorry. Really, you know I'll love Fay but..maybe you should you know, find someone else to help you? Like Rowan."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 15, 2007 1:52:36 GMT
my heart dropped ever so slightly, "yeah.." i say and look down at my stomach. "rowan said he'd help me when you couldn't..." i say, "guess it's gonna be more than he thought." i say with a forced smile. i liked rowan a lot, but i wanted sirius there. he was fay's dad. oh well. just gonna have to deal.
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 1:47:02 GMT
"Hey, hey," I mutter, kissing her lightly on the forehead,"I'm still gonna be around for him okay? Promise."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 22, 2007 1:49:45 GMT
i nod lay my head on his chest. "he kicked yesterday" i say with a small smile
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 1:52:39 GMT
A grin tugs at the corner of my mouth,"He did?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 22, 2007 2:00:35 GMT
"yeah..." i smile looking up at him. "and then again this morning. brett adn mia felt it. brett ran into his room and mia stared at my stomach for a a good five minutes." i say with a soft chuckle tehn stop and grab his hand and put it on my stomach. kicked twice that time. "feel that?" i ask as fay kicks a third and last time
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 2:04:34 GMT
I grin, feeling a small kicking movement under my hand,"Yeah..I feel it."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 22, 2007 2:06:42 GMT
"that's your kid sirius. a little boy who wants to meet you." i smile, "that's our kid..."
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 2:11:26 GMT
"Yeah, I know." I smile keeping my hand on her stomach,"I know."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 22, 2007 2:13:49 GMT
""mia has decided that she's gonna make him a pirate just like her." i chuckle softly. "yeah while you were away she made up her mind for what she wanted to do for the rest of her life. be a pirate." i say with a small smile. "so how you been doing though?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 2:20:17 GMT
"Oh god, another pirate? God help Fay." I laugh,"Been okay, I guess. Haven't had much time to sleep lately."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 22, 2007 2:23:04 GMT
"well he's got us as parents. something like that was bound to happen." i laugh, "and why aren't you sleeping?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 2:27:15 GMT
"Oh ouch. Harsh." I laugh sounding hurt, then shurg,"Just been having trouble lately, no big deal."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 22, 2007 2:29:35 GMT
"fine. with me as a mum somthing like that was bound to happen but seeing as you're his dad that's the only reason it's not worse. better?" i chuckle, "sorry. i was kidding around." i add "and it kinda is, you need sleep." i tell him, "is it cos you're just stressed out or what?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Sept 22, 2007 2:36:53 GMT
"Yeah much." I laugh."Yeah, I know I need sleep, it's just a lots going on now. i'll be fine."
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