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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 13, 2007 17:28:59 GMT
I woke up early one morning, about three am. I looked over at Cylas's sleeping form and smiled weakly, then looked down at my barely noticable baby bump. I got up and left the room, walking down to the great room and sitting on the window seat, looking out at the night sky. I put my hands on my stomach and looked down, tears starting to fall, harder and harder.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 13, 2007 23:32:44 GMT
I walk quietly downstairs, wiping my eyes. "Hey sweetie, what're you doing up?" I ask annie.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 13, 2007 23:40:48 GMT
I made a small noise, crying harder and louder.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 14, 2007 0:36:49 GMT
I notice that she is crying and walk over to her and wrap my arms around her. "hey, hey, hey, what's the matter?" I ask.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 14, 2007 23:05:36 GMT
I attempted to stop crying and failed miserably. "I, I'm go- going to g-get fat soon." I said through the sobs.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 16, 2007 14:30:21 GMT
I squezze her slightly. "Is that really the only thing that is bothering you?" I ask, knowing that she wasn't worried about her looks.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 16, 2007 23:02:13 GMT
I cried harder, nodding. "You don't understand." I sobbed out. "I d-don't want t-to be f-f-fat when we get married!" I forced out, ashamed at how shallow I was being. It wasn't like we were planning on getting married anytime soon, there'd be plenty of time to lose the baby weight. At least, that was what the rational part of my mind was saying. The other, irrational, shallow, self-concious, slightly smaller part of my brain, didn't want to be getting fat, even though most ... okay well some of it was a baby.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 18, 2007 0:46:37 GMT
"Oh, when did we decide to get married?" I ask, shocked. "I thought you said that you didn't want to." i say.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 18, 2007 1:05:27 GMT
I started crying harder. "We didn't!" I sobbed.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 18, 2007 1:25:32 GMT
I wipe the tears away from her eyes. "Would you like to?" I ask holding up her chin.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 18, 2007 2:04:59 GMT
I looked up at him, chin still quivering, and nodded slightly. "But not like this." I whispered.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 18, 2007 2:17:57 GMT
"Yea this is sort of a strange proposal." I say, looking around. "I'll think of something romantic for us okay?"
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 18, 2007 2:29:05 GMT
I nodded. "This doesn't count."
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 18, 2007 2:29:40 GMT
"Okay then." I smile at her.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 20, 2007 3:10:52 GMT
I started crying again. "I'm so STUPID!" I sobbed.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 20, 2007 15:12:37 GMT
"Hey, hey, it's alright, you're not stupid." I say, holding her.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Aug 20, 2007 18:17:00 GMT
I shook my head. "But I am though. So so so so stupid. About everything. And fat. I'm getting fatter by the second!"
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Aug 30, 2007 22:04:17 GMT
"That's okay, cause you have a baby in here." I say, tapping her stomach.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Sept 5, 2007 1:32:53 GMT
I laughed slightly and looked down. "Oh yeah."
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Sept 5, 2007 23:22:09 GMT
I chuckle and take out my pendant that I found from shade and mikael and turn it over in my hand, studying it.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Sept 5, 2007 23:23:32 GMT
I smiled. "So what does that do?"
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Sept 18, 2007 22:07:10 GMT
"this." I say as I press a button on the middle of it and it unfolded into a gunblade.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Sept 26, 2007 0:15:02 GMT
"Oooo, the uber sick thing."
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Oct 6, 2007 17:38:44 GMT
"Yes the uber sick thing." I say as I press the button and it folds back into the pendant. I put it back over my neck.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Oct 7, 2007 2:05:31 GMT
I put my hand up into his hair, and ran my hand down along his cheek with one hand. "I love you." I said softly.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Oct 8, 2007 2:51:03 GMT
"And I love you." I say gently, kissing her hand lightly.
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Oct 8, 2007 15:55:51 GMT
I smiled softly.
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Oct 9, 2007 1:51:53 GMT
"I would love to take you to kalara some day." I say. "It seems as if even the colors are brighter there, more alive."
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Post by Annie Pettigrew on Oct 9, 2007 22:46:56 GMT
I smiled. "That would be nice."
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Post by Cylas Mitogi on Oct 9, 2007 23:08:20 GMT
I smile again. "Yes It would, I have no way of getting there though."
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