Can't be happening...{Riyann}

[Riley Pearson]

Before I walked to the door, I went over to the casket once more and felt another tear drop down from my eye. I touched the side of her cheek one more time and turned away, following Riyann out of the room, findign it weird that she went through it.

[Riyann Servansikk]

Turning around I saw threw the glass on the doors Riley go back to the casket and felt my heart drop. Because my body was real and I wasn't I felt envy of anyone who wasn't dead and I felt jealous that the dead me, the dead body, was in Riley's attention, what he was really holding onto. Or that's what I thought, in the weird way that I did. "Hey." I said, hiding the tears and envy when he came out of the room.

[Riley Pearson]

"Hey." I say swallowing and clearing my throat slightly, wiping my face one more time. I wasn't sure why I was feeling so attached to her body when really she was right infront of me. Really her. The one that I could talk to. "So.. Where should we look first?" I asked rubbing the back of my head, making it seem like I was messing up my hair.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I shrugged, not sure myself, rubbing my neck lightly. "I dunno, I haven't much talked to him since he told me I was his sister." I whispered, wanting to ask him if he'd known, long before me, lying about it and keeping it secret. "I figured you'd have a better clue." I whispered lightly.

[Riley Pearson]

I shrugged slightly, "Last I saw him was out by Hagrid's Hut... when he told me."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded lightly, "Well I doubt he'll be there." I said and then blinked back a hidden tear.

[Riley Pearson]

I nod my head, "... I don't know where to look... maybe we should just start walking and we'll find him."

[Riyann Servansikk]

" 'Kay." I answered to him lightly, starting to float down a hallway, going slowly, thinking about when Tyler had told me we were twins and sighed, still thinking he lied to me when he said Riley hadn't known.

[Riley Pearson]

I followed her, putting my hands in my pockets. "Hey.. I have to tell you something.." I say softly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I stopped when he said that, wondering if it was what I'd just thought about, wondering what it was. Nodding lightly I turned and looked at him. "Yea?" I asked, just as softly as he had spoken.

[Riley Pearson]

I turned slightly toward her, wishing I could grab onto her hands, wishing I told her before she died. "I.. I knew that Tyler was your brother.." I say quietly, feeling horrible for keeping it from her.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I just stayed as I was, closing my eyes lightly, avoiding to look at Riley's face. The first time I'd figured I was so broken up over it, but this time there was nothing. I was just a dead girl, finally learning she'd been right. "How long did you know?" I asked quietly, wondering secretly if he'd lied directly to my face. Now I didn't want to find Tyler. Now I was dead and I found the two most important people to me when I was alive, lied to me, and helped the other lie.

[Riley Pearson]

"... That day at the lake..." I say quietly, feeling now, even more horrible that I didn't tell her as soon as I found out. "I-I promised him. H-he wanted to tell you himself." I add rubbing my head, shaking it slightly, "I'm sorry, I wish I would've told you.."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded lightly, wanting to yell at him, do anything to show how mad I was that he didn't, but I didn't I held it back, turning the opposite way we'd started going, heading for a wall that I could use for him not to follow me.

[Riley Pearson]

"Riyann, no, wait." I say walking after her, wishing I could stop her, "Please, stop."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I didn't want to leave Riley alone, but I needed time alone, desperatly. "No, not. Not this time Riley." I said lightly. "I just need time." I whispered, going through the wall and coming out on the otherside, continuing on.

[Riley Pearson]

I watched her walk through the wall and let her go, thinking she probably did need time, but not wanting her to go, or to be alone. My eyes filled with tears again and I leaned against the wall and slid down it, some tears startin to fall down my face again. Feeling even worse than I did before.

[Riyann Servansikk]

[[ohhhhhhh poor Riley.. hehe.. lol]]

[Riley Pearson]

{yeah! lol, now what? haha}

[Riyann Servansikk]

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[Riley Pearson]

{lol, yay, haha... ummm... somewhere! can't think of an idea for a thread/where to put one}

[Riyann Servansikk]

hmmmmmm somewherelies in the school..

[Riyann Servansikk]

or the lake.. hehe lol

[Riley Pearson]

yeah... umm... yeah. lol
hmm... inside or outside? lol
we need help thinking of places to make them

[Riyann Servansikk]

[[lol.. TO THE LAKE then.. hehe lol.. you get to freze your arse of and Riyann doesnt hehehe]]

[Riley Pearson]

{lol, yay for freezing off riley's butt! haha okies, i shall maketh it unless you would like to, lol}

[Riyann Servansikk]

[[blah.. nope thankies.. lol... YAY nina's my hero.. lol]]

[Riley Pearson]

Okies
'Tis made at the lake

and YAY!

[Riyann Servansikk]

WOW..
tis replied

[Riley Pearson]

wow? lol