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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 13, 2008 19:40:39 GMT
"Don't be." I said honestly. I hated when people cried. It made me so sad.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 13, 2008 19:45:01 GMT
"Hayley. I still am Rubalyn no matter what. That side will never disappear." I say still staring at my hands.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 13, 2008 19:47:53 GMT
Now it hits her. "Exactly, but no one ever said Rubalyn couldn't change." I said. I wasn't sure if what I just said made sense, but it was better then nothing.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 13, 2008 19:50:10 GMT
"I doubt she would ever change." I say to her.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 13, 2008 19:56:12 GMT
"You'll never know if you don't try." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 13, 2008 20:06:27 GMT
"How do I do that though Hayley?" I ask getting slightly irrated.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 13, 2008 20:11:55 GMT
"Well first of all, you've got to calm down." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 13, 2008 20:12:50 GMT
I sigh and close my eyes.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 13, 2008 20:20:15 GMT
I waiting for her to calm down and spesk.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 13, 2008 20:26:42 GMT
"Okay..." I say looking at her, but with a straight face.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 13, 2008 20:45:08 GMT
"Good. Now, if anythings bothering you Shelly, let it out. Its not good to keep things inside." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 13, 2008 21:05:59 GMT
"I feel like she's still right here..." I say pointing to my mind.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 14, 2008 13:03:19 GMT
"Good to here. You know whats there? Your brain. You get to make your own decisions." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 14, 2008 16:26:46 GMT
"Sometimes I feel that she can still take over my mind." I say to her.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 17, 2008 2:28:32 GMT
"She might be able to, but you can't let her. Your stronger than that." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 17, 2008 2:29:16 GMT
"You think so?" That makes two of us...
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 17, 2008 2:35:22 GMT
"Yes. In fact, I know so." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 17, 2008 2:36:08 GMT
I smile at her. A true smile.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 17, 2008 2:37:58 GMT
"Theres the Shelly I know." I said with a grin.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 17, 2008 2:41:34 GMT
I laugh a little, but it fades, since I remember where we were talking.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 17, 2008 2:52:32 GMT
"Cheer up. There was nothing you could have done to stop it." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 17, 2008 2:54:18 GMT
"I know... but still." I say looking at Daniella's body.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 17, 2008 3:20:15 GMT
"Just get over it." I said knowning that would never happen.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 17, 2008 3:26:25 GMT
"That's your sister. How can you say that?" I ask her.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 17, 2008 3:38:16 GMT
"Some times you can't live it the past, because its too painful." I tried explaining.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 17, 2008 4:45:18 GMT
"I know Hayley." I say hugging myself.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 18, 2008 2:10:09 GMT
"Some times I feel like there is no point in trying to be happy because nothing works out in the end." I said.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 18, 2008 2:11:49 GMT
"But happiness helps people through the hard times..." I say wth a faint frown.
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Post by Hayley McMicken on Jan 18, 2008 2:17:14 GMT
"You sure?" I asked.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 18, 2008 2:40:16 GMT
"Always has for me." I say with a light smile.
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