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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 15:41:35 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 15:41:35 GMT
"It was okay." I smile weakly,"Don't worry, killing myself is not an option. Never has been, never will be."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 15:45:39 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 15:45:39 GMT
"Good good," Angel smiled, reaching for the ice cream.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 15:46:37 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 15:46:37 GMT
"Yeah." I smile weaking taking another spoonful of peanut butter.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 15:47:31 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 15:47:31 GMT
"We have strange taste in food," Angel laughed, looking at the selection.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 15:52:47 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 15:52:47 GMT
"Yeah, well I got a thing living inside me, so I'm off the hook." I mutter grabbing some chocolate.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 15:53:21 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 15:53:21 GMT
"That either means I'm magically pregnant or I'm just weird..." Angel said. "I think I'll go with the second one."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:13:18 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 17:13:18 GMT
"I'd drink to that if I could."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:29:27 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 17:29:27 GMT
"I would if you could too," Angel nodded, smiling.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:31:16 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 17:31:16 GMT
I nod looking back down at the ground. I love you Maddie.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:37:06 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 17:37:06 GMT
"Come on, cheer up," Angel said softly. "Things will work out, you'll see."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:39:01 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 17:39:01 GMT
"I can still remember the day I told him...the very first time I told him I loved him.." I fucking love you okay?! I love you! What...what would you say if..if I said I think I might love you too?
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:53:01 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 17:53:01 GMT
Angel sighed, smiling and nodding her head.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:54:24 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 17:54:24 GMT
"It makes it all so much more clear now I know what I have to do." I sigh tucking a strand of hair beack behind my ear."Angel I have to go..I can't...I'm sorry."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:57:06 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 17:57:06 GMT
"I'm leaving too," Angel said softly. "If you and Ian left then I couldn't take it. I'm leaving with Ian, Will and Row."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 17:59:09 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 17:59:09 GMT
I nod,"He deserves you Angel. If you really love him, you be with him. He deserves to be happy."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 18:00:09 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 18:00:09 GMT
"No," Angel said, shaking her head. "I do love him but I could never, ever do that to you. Besides, he loves you, not me."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 18:04:04 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 18:04:04 GMT
"Not anymore." I say shaking my head,"Tell him, you might be surprised, I know I was. Take a chance, I don't mind. It's over with us, I have to accept that."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 18:05:01 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 18:05:01 GMT
"He knows," Angel sighed. "But I couldn't do that to you. You know I couldn't. I'm going to ignore how I feel so you guys can work things out."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 18:12:04 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 18:12:04 GMT
"No, Angel no." I say stubbornly."It's over between me and him." Even if I don't want it to be..
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 18:15:20 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 18:15:20 GMT
"I don't care," Angel sighed. "I know you still love him and I could never hurt you like that. He doesn't like me like that anyway."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 18:26:43 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 18:26:43 GMT
"I don't see why he wouldn't." I smile weakly,"Take care okay? Look after Row for me." And Ian too.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:23:51 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 20:23:51 GMT
"I promise," Angel said, half-smiling.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:25:14 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 20:25:14 GMT
I nod, wiping the remaining tears away."Thanks Angel."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:29:27 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 20:29:27 GMT
"Any time, Maddie," Angel said with a weak smile.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:30:52 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 20:30:52 GMT
"I gotta go," I say standing up.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:34:27 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 20:34:27 GMT
"Why?" Angel asked.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:36:04 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 20:36:04 GMT
"I gotta pack, make arragments to sell the house when it's rebuilt, call in work telling them I'm quitting. I got a lot to do."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:39:01 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 20:39:01 GMT
"I'll be here if you need me," Angel said softly.
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:40:01 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 6, 2007 20:40:01 GMT
"I know." I smile putting my jacket on,"I know."
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Angel?
Aug 6, 2007 20:47:10 GMT
Post by Angel Simons on Aug 6, 2007 20:47:10 GMT
"You can come back and visit soon," Angel smiled.
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