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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:47:27 GMT
Briar squirmed when he poked her sides and let out a breath as he asked the question. Are you ready for another baby right now Briar Rae? A voice in her mind asked her. She already knew the answer. "Logan," She started off, "I-I'm not ready for another yet. The twins are already a handful," She finished, her voice getting quieter with each word.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:49:28 GMT
"Oh." He simply says, slightly hurt. "Even with my help, it will be a handful?" He looks at her, his blue eyes fade a bit, not shining an ounce now.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:55:20 GMT
Briar swallowed a lump in her throat that had formed when his eyes faded, "Logan, please don't," She begged, "Don't get upset. I-I-I'm just not ready." She didn't like him getting upset because she wasn't ready yet.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 4:57:48 GMT
"Who said I was upset..." He says sitting up facing the wall. He puts his hands on top of his head, just with a heavy sigh.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:01:08 GMT
"It's obivous Logan," Briar said, sitting up and looking at him with a sad look. "I'm sorry, okay? I just thought that having twins would be enough for right now. It's not every girls dream to go through pain every 12 months."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:05:00 GMT
"Whatever..." he says waving his hand.
Rubalyn could, why can't you? Oh wait you're not as strong...
Shut up.
You know it's true Alex. She just can't deal with the pain to bring you and her happiness.
Shut up!
Why love a girl who doesn't want to have a child with you?
Leave her out of this.
Don't get mad now. It's not her fault she doesn't want a baby with you right now is it?
"SHUT UP!" He yells losing to his overpowering thoughts, he breathes deeply, rubbing his hands together, shaking his head as well.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:09:45 GMT
Briar jumped and conciously backed away from him, slightly afraid as to why he yelled shut up. Did she make him so mad? She pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them.
Look what you did. Tsk tsk Briar, A familiar voice rang through her head. She shuddered at the voice. She didn't know why her father's voice was ringing through her ears. He would always say that to her. She closed her eyes and rested her head on her knees. "What the hell?" She whispered.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:14:28 GMT
"Sorry, okay? I didn't mean to yell." He says with a sigh walking to a chair by the window, now paying attention to what was happening on the street, avoiding her eyes at all costs, as if it would turn him to stone if she caught a glimpse of his eye.[[I'm doing good today. lol Shelly yelled at Riley. haha. and this is what the house looks like btw. I always forget to post it for you. and you know that your title is a hannah montana song. lol 
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:20:59 GMT
Briar shook her head and stood up, "I'm going to go check on the kids," She muttered over to him.
{{Haha, sweet. Yupp, I was listening to it when I was writing it. OO OO I LIKE ZE HOUSE!}}
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:24:02 GMT
"You do that, since it's so overbearing." he mutters to himself. He continues looking out the window with another sigh. Jenny walks into the room. "This wouldn't have happened if you stayed with Momma." she says with a smile, as she attempts to sit on my lap. Logan moves, which causes her to fall right on her left arm. She wails from the pain, which instantly makes his heart break. "Seri, are you okay? I'm sorry!"
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:28:25 GMT
Right after she left the room, the tears she was holding in fell freely down her cheeks, mixing in with mascara as eyeliner. She walked into the kitchen and picked up the twins before walking back upstairs. She kissed both of their cheeks before setting them into their cribs. As she always did, she started to sing a song that her mother used to sing to her before hearing a wail come from the bedroom. She ran out of the twins' room and into her and Logans'. "Jenny?!" She said, worry all over her facial expressions. She ran over to her and kneeled down. "Sweetie, calm down. Shh, you're strong remember? What happened?"
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:32:17 GMT
Jenny glares right up at me, just shaking holding her left arm. "It's his fault! I was going to sit on him and he moved purposely!" she wails again. "Well, if you didn't make comments such as 'Momma would of had as many kids as you wanted when I'm already upset, you wouldn't be in the floor would you?" She just stares at me and moves away from me. "I want my Momma!" tears pouring down from her identical eyes of Shelby's.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:34:31 GMT
Briar glared up at Logan, "Who are you?" She whispered as she picked up Jenny. She may have been old enough to walk on her own but she was worried about her, which was causing her to treat her like a baby again.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:40:26 GMT
Logan just stares at Jenny's arm, as if that wound mend it in a heartbeat. "You're not Momma! Lemme go!" she cries once more, trying to fight her way out of Briar's hold on her. "What? It's about time her smart comments got the better of her isn't it, even though that statement was right." Logan says bitterly to Briar, still avoiding her eyes.[[ouch. haha. here's shelly's house! 
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:52:55 GMT
Briar let go of Briar, tears falling even more down her face. She stood up and glared at Logan before slapping him hard across the face. "I helped raise her! It was an instinct to help her! And as for you," She turned around to Jennifer, "Suffer for all I fucking care. All I wanted to do was help your spoiled ass." She walked past them both and out of the room, back into the twins' room.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 5:58:46 GMT
Logan just glares at Briar. "Come on Seri." he said kneeling down and picking her up. "Briar isn't ready for raising so many children." Jenny just looks up at me and sighs a little, still holding her arm. "I'm taking her to St. Mungo's, not that you care. And don't talk to my daughter that way. Ever." Jenny pushes herself out of my arms and walks slowly over to Briar. "You're coming too."she says pulling on her arm.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:04:25 GMT
"Fuck you both!" She cried, shrugging Jenny off. "Why don't you both go back to your perfect Rubalyn? I know that's what you were fucking thinking when I said I wasn't ready." Briar looked down at Jenny and sneered, "I was going to heal you, just like I did your mother. I was just tr-trying to h-help," She said, her voice breaking at the end. See, Briar Rae? Good Guys always finish last, Her fathers voice rang again. He'd always say that too.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:10:46 GMT
"Mom, please come with me." Jenny begs her now, crying due to the coldness Briar shot at her. "Oh shut up. If you weren't stubborn about having another kid, even with mine and Rubalyn's help, we'd be fine!" Logan says sternly. "Seri, you don't call her mom ever. You'll hurt the mom that really cares about you."
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:16:57 GMT
"WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING LEAVE?! JUST LIKE YOU DID LAST TIME!" Briar screamed at him, "SO I WASN'T READY! FUCKING KILL ME OVER IT! FUCKING DO IT! YOU'VE ALREADY BROKEN MY SPIRIT NOW!" She fell to her knees and out her head in her hands, "Just leave Logan, you done enough damage. You should be happy with yourself," She said, wiping her eyes.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:24:46 GMT
Something snaps in Logan's mind. "You know what? Here. I got this for you both." meaning Jenny and Briar. Inside the box was two bracelets linked together with the names Serenity Amarial on one and Briar Rae on the other. "You're supposed to wear the one with Jenny's name on it." He says coldly. He walks over to the crib and takes both of them out, walking out of the room, heading for the door.
Jenny just stares at Briar wide eyed, not sure what to do. "It's my fault... all of this. My fault!" she yells running over to the window, tempting to jump.
[[haha, drama.]]
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:31:35 GMT
Briar jumped up and grabbed Jenny by her uninjured arm. "Stay here honey, please. None of this is your fault. It's your fathers and mine. Just..just let me and him talk then I'll take you shopping with your mom," She said softly, stroking her hair. "I'll heal your arm once I get back." With that, she ran out of the room and after Logan, "Alexander!" She screamed, "Give me back my children, please!" Desperation was in her voice. What had happened to the man she fell inlove with? The man she gave something special to? "Please!"
{{Haha, I love it.}}
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:36:35 GMT
"They're my children. Not yours. You said it yourself that you didn't want anymore. I'm ridding your duties as a mother." he says coldly. "I'm going to St. Mungo's and setting them up for adoption."
[[yay!]]
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:43:16 GMT
Briar stopped and stared at him in shock before falling to the ground. "Please don't take them from me Logan," She choked out, "Of all things, please don't take my children."
{{Haha, you're a genius.}}
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:48:34 GMT
"No. You don't deserve them anymore. I'm raising them or they go to St. Mungo's. Either way you're not seeing them."
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:54:16 GMT
Briar looked up at him, her vision blurred by tears. The only thoughts that were running through her head was that she had nothing to live for. "Alex was right then," She muttered, slowly standing up. "I have nothing to live for, then, do I?" She asked him, tilting her head to the side. "You're taking the only things I'm here for today."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 21, 2008 6:58:12 GMT
"You may have them back, once you bare me a child." He says coldly to her. "So, I guess that will be never."
[[muhahahahahahahaha. ;D ]]
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 6:58:54 GMT
[[sorry about that.]]
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 7:02:05 GMT
Briar looked into his eyes for a moment, as if trying to find the man she fell inlove with. Nothing. Nothing but feelings as cold as ice. She slowly turned around and walked into the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror for a moment just thinking. What's happening to him? He so desperate to have a child that he'll steal the only things I'm living for? She thought to herself. She felt disgusted. At herself and at him. She clenched her fist tight and punched the mirror.{{Muahahaha, yourself!  }}
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Post by Logan Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 7:05:02 GMT
The babies instantly cry when they hear the loud crashing in the bathroom. "Briar!" he places the babies in the pigpen and run into the bathroom. "Briar, are you crazy? What the fuck are you doing?"
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 21, 2008 7:09:55 GMT
Briar pushed him out of the bathroom quickly and slammed the door, locking it right after. She knew what she was doing and she was going to do it. Well...really, she was acting on what her brain said, not her heart. She picked up a piece of glass and held it to her wrist. She took a breath and sliced her arm, rather deep and did that a few more times. Blood was gushing out of the wounds and she looked away from them. Spots started to form infront of her and she furrowed her eyebrows. Her vision was turning black, the only thing she saw before everything went black was the ceiling. No, she wasn't dead. But she was unconcious.
{{Eh, it was bound to happen. I was planning it.}}
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