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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 1:45:39 GMT
"Good for you," Briar muttered, laying back in the bed and covering her face with the other pillow that was there. "Oh, and but what?"
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 1:48:18 GMT
I sigh. "I won't be alive to see the baby grow up..." I say with a single tear running down my face as I still look to the side.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 1:52:49 GMT
Briar sighed, moving the pillow off her face and looking over at him. "Logan.." She said softly.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 1:59:59 GMT
"What Briar?" I say looking up at her.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:04:53 GMT
"This," She motioned towards her stomach, "Wasn't even supposed to happen." She came to realization and sat down on the bed, staring into space. "I'm sixteen years old with a life in me. Oh..my..God..."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:08:59 GMT
"Calm down...okay? If Shelby can do it, you can too..." I say to her with a smile.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:12:48 GMT
"I'm sixteen fucking years old!" Briar yelled, putting her head in her hands. "This can't be happening. This can not be happening."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:18:10 GMT
"Maybe...I should go make dinner now..." I say putting on my boxers.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:20:28 GMT
"Yes, you do that," Briar muttered, turning over in the bed, facing the wall.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:25:54 GMT
I sigh slightly and go back into the bed. I get as close as possible to her and wrap my arms around her. "I'm sorry..." I whisper to her, kissing her neck.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:27:53 GMT
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Briar sighed and wiped her eyes, "It isn't your fault. There's always that chance," She whispered.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 2:31:11 GMT
"I know, but I think you are Briar..." I say closing my eyes and hugging her lightly.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 10, 2007 19:21:18 GMT
Briar whimpered and buried her face in the pillow, "This sucks."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 16:27:15 GMT
I sigh. "But now you have more of me..." I say trying to make her laugh just a little.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:03:26 GMT
Briar laughed slightly, "I guess it won't be that bad."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:07:52 GMT
I smile. "And you have the family to help. Shelly, Mickey, Liese, Riley, Natalie, and Leslie...god that's a lot of lee at the ends..." I say laughing.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:10:15 GMT
Briar smiled slightly, "I just wish that you could be here."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:12:40 GMT
I slightly as well. "Me too Briar..." I say squeezing her a little tighter. "But I'm here now." I get up and walk to the other side of the bed and look into her eyes. "I'm always with you, right here..." I say as I poke the initials LDV on her heart.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:22:31 GMT
Briar made a soft growl come from the back of her throat when he poked her and poked him in his arm, "I know."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:28:50 GMT
"Don't make me sing...I'll sing if I have to..." I say laughing.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:32:51 GMT
"Oh, so now you threaten me with singing?" Briar asked, raising an eyebrow.
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:44:36 GMT
"Yes, I sing very well thank you..." I say taking a breath of air.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:48:16 GMT
"Fine then," Briar said, shrugging her shoulders. "Prove it."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 20:57:50 GMT
I just simply glare at her, but start singing anyway.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 21:04:22 GMT
Briar smiled slightly and said, "Alright, so you do sing good. Nice song choice too."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 21:06:57 GMT
"Why thank you..." I say resting my head on the bed. "So, if it's a girl, we're naming her Gertrude." I say sarcastically.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 21:57:05 GMT
"No no no," Briar chuckled, "If it's a girl, we're naming her Natalie Faith."
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 23:38:34 GMT
"Natalie? Umm...after my crazy cousin? I like Molly Faye better." I say to her. "What if it's a boy?"
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Post by Briar Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 23:40:57 GMT
Briar grimaced, "Molly Faye? And if it's a boy, what about Dakota Bryant?"
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Post by Logan Vassler on Oct 11, 2007 23:42:49 GMT
"No Logan Junior?" I ask sarcastically.
[[haha, i wanted some chaos so goes the family meeting...lol]]
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