Please

[Madeline Speare]

Sitting on top of the bathroom counter, I bite down nervously on my bottom lip,"Please, please, please." I murmur running my free hand through my hair. "Turn blue, turn blue, please." I beg, looking down at the pregnancy test in my hands.
I came to the conclusion, waiting was over-rated. Freaking out was over rated as well, praying it seems, was all I had left. Silently praying it wasn't positive, I still had to wait, I hadn't told Ian I thought I was pregnant..again. I'd tell him, if, and only if I was sure. God, please don't be positive.
"Turn blue, please be negative." I mutter under my breath, but freeze hearing a knock on the door. "Shit." I mutter, standing quickly,"Shit, shit, shit" I say, heading down the stairs."Please be Charlie, please, please be Charlie." I mumble, heading down the hall."Please don't be Ian. Please be anyone but Ian. Anyone."
I beg to no one in particular, opening the door, wanting nothing more then to shut my eyes."Please."

[Ian Hunt]

"Uh...hi," I say, shoving my hands in my pockets, as Maddie opens the door, "Forgot my key. Are you alright? You don't look so good."

[Madeline Speare]

Shit.
"Ian, w-what are you doing back so early?"

[Ian Hunt]

I shrug, "Got bored of wandering about. Why? Are you sure you're alright?"

[Madeline Speare]

"Yeah, fine, fine." I mutter, turning back to go inside. No, not fine. "Uh, Alex is with Rory, remind me to go pick him up later?"

[Ian Hunt]

I follow her inside, shutting the door behind me, "Yeah, okay."
I pause, not sure if I should press it or not, because she really isn't acting fine.

[Madeline Speare]

Shit, shit, shit. I bite down on my bottom lip, heading into the kitchen,"Want anything?" I ask. you going to have to tell him. No! Don't do it!

[Ian Hunt]

"No thanks, I'm fine," I say after her, shrugging off my jacket, and hanging it up.

[Madeline Speare]

"Okay," I mutter, leaning against the counter and glancing up at the clock. Still have two minutes."Ian," I call from the kitchen,"Can you come here please?"

[Ian Hunt]

And here we go...just wait for the bombshell...
"Yeah?" I say, heading into the kitchen.

[Madeline Speare]

I sit up on the counter, eyes fixed on the clock,"Remember your Christmas present?" I ask, stalling for time.

[Ian Hunt]

Oh shit...
"...Yeah..." I say cautiously.

[Madeline Speare]

I swallow the lump in my throat, wringing my hands together."..We didn't use protection..did we?"

[Ian Hunt]

"No," I mutter, then not sure that I can take the stalling anymore I say abruptly, "Are you?"

[Madeline Speare]

"I don't know, maybe."

[Ian Hunt]

"Huh," I say after searching for something else to say and coming across nothing.

[Madeline Speare]

"Two minutes to find out," I mumble, nodding at the clock,"Was doing the test when you got here,"

[Ian Hunt]

"Huh," I say again, "Two minutes, okay then."

[Madeline Speare]

"God, I can't believe this is happening again," I mumble, tangling my hands in my hair.

[Ian Hunt]

"We should have been more careful," I mutter.

[Madeline Speare]

"What if I am?"

[Ian Hunt]

"Then Alex has a sibling? I don't know."

[Madeline Speare]

"Oh god, we just had Alex," I mutter putting my palm to my forehead,"Another one?"

[Ian Hunt]

"Don't stress yet, we don't know yet so don't stress yet."

[Madeline Speare]

"We should have been more careful," I mutter, looking back at the clock,"Almost."

[Ian Hunt]

"We will be in future," I mutter.

[Madeline Speare]

"What happened to 'no more kids?'" I mutter."Two kids Ian, we might have two kids."

[Ian Hunt]

"Might being the key word. It's only a might," I mutter, putting my hand to my forehead.

[ooc-got to go. byee.]

[Madeline Speare]

"Oh god," I mutter, getting off the counter, hearing the timer,"I really don't want to be pregnant again,"

[Ian Hunt]

"Just stop freaking out, please. Calm down until we know for sure."