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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 12, 2008 23:37:56 GMT
Yumi sighs and looks down as she sees tears in Maddie's eyes. "What do you want me to say Maddie?" Yumi asked her. "I can't promise anything that I know I'll probably break. What do you want me to do?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 12, 2008 23:41:23 GMT
"I want you to stop this, to get help. It's not fair to anyone Yumi. Not to Sirius, not Mia, not to Fay. Not to yourself."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 12, 2008 23:43:56 GMT
I don't need help..." Yumi says shaking her head. She didn't notice what she had said until she had said it.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 12, 2008 23:54:07 GMT
"Then fucking stop it."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 12, 2008 23:57:42 GMT
"maddie you don't get it! I need this!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 0:01:04 GMT
"Why?! What is so fucking important about this?!"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 0:03:22 GMT
"Maddie I need this to keep me from trying to do even more stupid things! Stupid things that can't be taken back!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 0:07:26 GMT
"Or so there's something worse then wanting to fucking kill yourself? Do tell!"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 0:10:22 GMT
"Something worse?! I'll tell you something worse!Actually going through with it! I can't die! Not now."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 0:11:57 GMT
I sigh through my nose, wanting to pull my hair out."God fucking," I stop, going into the kitchen, seeing Mia and the babies looking at us.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 0:15:45 GMT
Yumi sighs and runs a hand through her hair. She sees Mia looking up at her with a confsued look and Yumi sighs again, kneeling down holding her arms open for Mia slightly. "Nothings wrong baby..." Yumi mutered when Mia walked over to her arms. Yumi stroked Mia's hair and closed her eyes praying. No really to God...Just to whatever was up there to help her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 0:25:15 GMT
I lean across the sink, gripping it tightly, muttering a string of curse words under my breath.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 0:28:56 GMT
"I'm gonna go talk to Aunt Maddie now, okay?" Yumi muttered to mia, stroking the hair out of her face. "Make sure Fay and Alex are okay? If either of them start crying come in and get us okay?" When Mia nodded Yumi stood back up and walked in the kitchen just as Madd cursed.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 0:34:48 GMT
I bite down hard on my bottom lip, trying to calm myself down, brushing my hair back out of my face.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 0:39:51 GMT
"Maddie-..." Yumi starts but bites back her words not sure of what to say.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 0:58:08 GMT
"What?" I say, my tone colder then I intended it to be.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 0:59:45 GMT
"Swear to me you won't tell Sirius...Please."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 1:12:03 GMT
I don't say anything.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 1:13:58 GMT
"maddie, you're not going to tell him are you?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 1:20:50 GMT
"He has a right to know,"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 1:23:32 GMT
"Are you going to tell him?" Yumi asked again. "It's a yes or no question."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 1:27:03 GMT
"No, I"m not." I say after a moment,"You are."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 1:38:28 GMT
"Umm...May I ask what are you talking about?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 1:46:01 GMT
"Your telling him Yumi,"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 1:47:41 GMT
"In what world?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 1:58:42 GMT
"This one," I growl,"You do it or I do. Your choice."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 2:05:49 GMT
Yumi stayed silent just looking at Maddie. "Maddie he's going to be worse than you are...I can't lose him. I can't. I'm not going to be able to stand it if he walks out for a few days again."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 2:35:15 GMT
"He needs to know," I say, my voice rising.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jan 13, 2008 2:37:50 GMT
Yumi closed her eyes and ran her hand through her hair. Yumi wasn't going to tell him. she didn't want Sirius to know. "He hasn't been around for a few days anyways...Don't think you'll be able to tell him soon." She muttered.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 13, 2008 16:58:36 GMT
I frown, knowing she was right. Sirius hadn't been around in a while, probably off with Prongs or Moony. "Fine, soon as I find him."
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