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Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 20:56:10 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 20:56:10 GMT "I'm..-I'm just sorry okay?" I say quietly, running my thumb over the snitch, really not wanting to fight with him at the moment.
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 20:57:46 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 20:57:46 GMT "Fine," I mutter, not having the will to argue anymore.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 20:59:29 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 20:59:29 GMT "I...-I didn't mean," I stop, not sure what to say.
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:00:04 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:00:04 GMT I shrug, not saying anything.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:04:11 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 21:04:11 GMT I keep my gaze down, still passing the snitch back and forth in my hands,"I'm sorry, I really am." I whisper after a moment,"I..-I didn't mean to put you throught that again."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:07:27 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:07:27 GMT Well, you did. All over again. Might as well have watched you do it just like I saw her fall. "It's fine," I reply bluntly.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:10:46 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 21:10:46 GMT "No, it's not." I say quietly,"You don't have to lie to me Ian. It's not gonna make anything better."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:14:09 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:14:09 GMT Yes it is. It's all going to go away again. I shrug, unable to meet her eyes.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:25:41 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 21:25:41 GMT I sigh slightly, not bothering to even try and change his mind.
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:27:59 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:27:59 GMT "You're not going to do it again?" I ask quietly after a moment.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:31:05 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 21:31:05 GMT I shake my head,"No, I'm not. Promise."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:32:01 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:32:01 GMT I nod slightly.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:39:05 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 21:39:05 GMT "I'm sorry, I really am."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:40:19 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:40:19 GMT "You've said it a few times now. I know."
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:47:22 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 1, 2007 21:47:22 GMT "I know it's just...I don't know what else to say."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 1, 2007 21:48:38 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 1, 2007 21:48:38 GMT "You don't have to say anything."
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 2, 2007 2:04:39 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 2, 2007 2:04:39 GMT "Do too," I mutter,"Besides, I give you a hard time when you did this, you shouldn't be going easy on me." I say, eyes still on my hands,"Guess we're more alike then we thought huh?" I ask after a moment.
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 2, 2007 20:22:11 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 2, 2007 20:22:11 GMT "Guess we are," I mumble.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 3, 2007 0:20:22 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 3, 2007 0:20:22 GMT "Do you hate me?"
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 3, 2007 11:20:31 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 3, 2007 11:20:31 GMT "No," I answer immediately. I'm just terrified of losing you.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 4, 2007 1:17:16 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 4, 2007 1:17:16 GMT "Not even a little?" I ask quietly,"Cos if I was you I'd hate me right now."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 4, 2007 12:49:19 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 4, 2007 12:49:19 GMT "I don't hate you," I say quietly, looking at the floor instead of her, "I just don't know what I'd do without you."
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 4, 2007 22:47:54 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 4, 2007 22:47:54 GMT I bite my lip slightly, reaching for his hand, but change my mind at the last second, dropping my hand.
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 19:43:13 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 19:43:13 GMT I start to say something, feeling something really should be said, but then stop again, not actually sure what I was planning on saying in the first place.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 20:41:08 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 20:41:08 GMT "I ruined it didn't I?" I ask quietly,"Ruined us, we were getting better, and I had to go and fuck it up."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 20:43:18 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 20:43:18 GMT I don't say anything, just half-shrug.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 20:45:37 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 20:45:37 GMT I look back down at my hands, letting go of the snitch that was struggling to get free, keeping me eyes on it.
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 20:47:46 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 20:47:46 GMT I keep watching the floor, just to be able to watch something that wasn't her. Pretending that you're not angry is going to acheive what exactly? Stop talking to yourself in your head, fucking nutcase.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

Madeline Speare Gryffindor 7th Year Dark mark Order member Stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see. Nothing is real til it's gone. Posts: 19,356	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 21:04:29 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 21:04:29 GMT "I"m sorry." I whisper quietly,"I know it's not going to fix anything, but I feel like I need to say it...-'cos it's the only thing I can say. I'm really, really sorry."
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Ian Hunt Slytherin 7th Year Dark mark I will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave, where we'll sleep eternally together. Posts: 21,248	Out of control Oct 5, 2007 21:08:22 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 21:08:22 GMT I nod silently, swallowing the lump that had appeared in my throat.
	When everything inside me Looks like everything I hate You are the only hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take

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