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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 21:24:32 GMT
"Why not? JackJack says the couch is pretty comfortable, well he also says the lawn is very comfortable too, so in that case don't listen to Jack." I laugh.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 21:27:58 GMT
"I haven't really made a habit of listening to your cousins, don't worry," I reply, "Do I have to sleep on the couch?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 21:38:10 GMT
"Well I'm glad, most of them talk nonsense anyway." I laugh,"And maybe, probably not though, can't sleep without you next to me." I grin.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 21:42:13 GMT
"Hmm...yeah. Er...especially the one that said his name was going to be Natalie...I don't really want to know somehow..." I mutter, shaking my head slightly, then grin, "Okay, that's alright then."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 21:45:50 GMT
I put a hand to my forehead,"And that would be Nathan. Glad to know you met him, Rory'll be wanting to meet you as well I bet." I mutter,"And yeah, thought that make you smile." I grin.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 21:49:10 GMT
"Yeah...uh...I don't really...is there something actually wrong with him or is he just...always like that?" I ask, then frown slightly, "More cousins? Oh fuck."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 21:56:20 GMT
"no, that's just how Natty is. You get use to him, or in Jack's case block him out completely." I laugh,"Yeah more, I'm as surprised as you are. Thought half of them were dead, but it wasn't true."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 22:00:44 GMT
"Oh...okay, do I have to get used to him or can I just avoid him for the rest of my life?" I ask, "Oh...well, good that they're not dead."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 5, 2007 22:04:30 GMT
"You can avoid him, just try and be civil whenever you see him?" I ask hopefully.
"Yeah, Jack sat me down and told me what raelly happens, seems not everyone is dead. Planning on going to see some of them next month."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 5, 2007 22:08:12 GMT
"Uh...I'll try. He's just really...weird," I shrug.
"Okay, have fun with that."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 2:59:21 GMT
"Yes, I know. Know better then anyone, I am related to him after all." I laugh,"Yeah, it's..a good feeling you know?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 14:36:20 GMT
I laugh, then smile slightly, "Yeah, guess it must be."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 14:45:18 GMT
"It'll be good to see 'em."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 14:46:15 GMT
"I bet," I reply, unable to get rid of the suddenly painful feeling that at the same time as hers was coming back, my family was leaving.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 14:57:32 GMT
"You okay?" I ask touching his arm lightly,"You just looked all, sad-ish."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 14:59:24 GMT
"Yeah, just fucked up a little bit," I shrug slightly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 15:09:32 GMT
"Want to tell me?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 15:13:53 GMT
"I did something really...stupid," Wrong and generally twisted, "And I got Rowan and Poppy into trouble and they can't...stay anymore. Going into hiding," I mumble.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 15:18:56 GMT
"Oh tiger," I mutter,"Least they're going to be safe right?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 15:20:00 GMT
"Yeah, tell that to her. She keeps crying, and shouting, and she doesn't want to go."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 15:26:22 GMT
"Of course she wouldn't want to, going into hiding is never any fun," I mutter, wondering how he was taking it.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 15:29:15 GMT
"What if they don't come back?" I say before mentally cursing myself for even saying it.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 15:35:15 GMT
"They will, course they will. They're your family and they love you." I say, taking his hand gently,"You have every right to worry about them,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 15:40:22 GMT
"But what if something happens to them? And it'll be my fault, because I got them into this because I can't control my fucking temper."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 15:49:38 GMT
"Hey, okay, look. Your freaking out, I get that, but that's what happens sometimes, Nothing is gonna happen to them, Rowan's gonna make sure of that. It just comes with the territorry I suppose." I say quietly.
"Everyday, I freak out trying to keep the whole 'I'm a death eater' thing a secret from a family, yeah I'm a forced one but one non the less."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 15:52:19 GMT
"Then you don't have anything to be-...anything to be ashamed of. It wasn't your choice. It wasn't your mistake."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 16:00:45 GMT
"Yeah but still, I feel like I let them down if they ever find out." I mutter,
And after what I've been doing these past few months, I'm basically fucked.
"But we all worry about family, they'll be okay."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 16:04:36 GMT
And if they're not? If I traded their lives for half-hearted revenge that just made me feel worse?
I nod, "Yeah, guess so."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Oct 6, 2007 16:14:46 GMT
"They'll be fine. We're not going to let anything happen to them."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 6, 2007 16:16:37 GMT
"Yeah, I know I just-...I really pissed him off."
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