Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 22:57:05 GMT
I wander miserably over to Speare Mansion.
I'd seen Isa, I'd seen Kim, and Molly, and had my heart ripped up a little bit more each time.
Now, I might as well see Maddie and Ian, and that'd be everyone I loved that was still around and maybe I could just go.
Like I so desperately wanted to.
"Maddie? Ian?" I call softly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:02:29 GMT
I look up from where I was, arms crossed over my chest.
I knew that voice...it couldn't be.
I turn around, my mouth dropping a bit.
"Gid?" I whisper quietly.
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 23:04:10 GMT
There it goes again...
That familiar lump appears in my throat.
"Heya blondie," I smile weakly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:06:13 GMT
"No..it can't be." I say quietly taking a step back.
"Oh god Ian was right...I've cracked." I mutter, putting a hand to my forehead.
"This isn't happening...your not..you can't be..."
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 23:08:42 GMT
"Please, hunn. You cannot believe the excruciating emotional strain I've been through the past few days. I can't hug my own sister, my girlfriend can't look at me, my daughter wants nothing more than to be held by her dad and I can't-...I can't do it. Don't break my heart as well, Blondie." I say quietly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:11:54 GMT
I look up at him, willing myself not to cry.
I take a step towards him, reaching a hand out to him.
Gently putting it near the side of his face, but withdrawning it as if I'd be shocked.
"Oh Gee-Gee. It is you." I whisper quietly, tears brimming in my eyes.
"I miss you...so much."
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 23:13:42 GMT
"I miss you too," I say quietly, finding myself crying again, not for the first time lately. Hadn't done it since I was a kid and all of a sudden I can hardly stop for 10 minutes.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:17:14 GMT
"Aw come on." I mumble,looking down,"Don't cry, your gonna set me off." I look back up at him brushing my tears away,"Come on Gee-Gee. Smile for me. Smile for Blondie." I plead.
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 23:19:02 GMT
"Sorry, it's stupid. Haven't cried since I was 10 and all of a sudden I'ma fucking geyser." I mumble, attempting to brush my tears away but to no affect, "Fucking damn ghost shit!" I mutter frustratedly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:21:18 GMT
My bottom lip trembles a bit, as I reach out to touch him again.
"It's not fair..why you? Why'd it have to be you?" I whisper, tears rolling down my face.
"It's shouldn't have been you."
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 23:25:36 GMT
"I could come out with the complete and utter shit I told my own baby girl when she begged me to stay, but quite frankly it'd be an insult. Quite frankly it's an insult to her. Daddy is not going home. Daddy is not happy now. Daddy is not with Mummy and Auntie Erin and everyone else who's fucking died on her and it's not fucking fair." I mumble.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:28:45 GMT
"No it's not. Gid..I am so sorry." I whisper,"This is my fault, why didn't you tell me Gid? Why?" I say, voice breaking.
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 13, 2007 23:31:09 GMT
I shake my head, "Knew it was coming. Knew I couldn't stop it. Should have prepared better...I didn't expect...I was just out walking...and then-...it hurt. It hurt, Maddie. They wouldn't-...wouldn't just finish it. It hurt."
[[have to go. andy wants the computer. although it's beyond me why he's up at this time of the morning...]]
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 23:33:52 GMT
I let a small sob escape my lips as he says that.
What they put him through...
"I wish it could have turned out differently." I whisper,"It shouldn't have been you Gideon. You didn't deserve this. I need you..we all do."
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 14, 2007 12:13:44 GMT
"I know, I need you all. I-...I hate this. I'm stuck here and I don't know why. It's agony. If I'm dead, I just want to be dead and that's it. I don't want to linger here." I say quietly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 14, 2007 15:05:41 GMT
"Oh Gid..to have to be put through all this," I mumble."I don't know what to say."
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Gideon Prewett
Ghost
Former Gryffindor
While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.
Posts: 4,182
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Aug 14, 2007 18:44:55 GMT
"Cheer me up, tell me good things." I say, forcing myself to look up again, smiling weakly, "Molly-" I falter slightly at the sharp twist of pain that accompanied thinking about Molly and how I couldn't even hug her to reassure her anymore, "Molly says you're going to have a baby."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 14, 2007 20:20:10 GMT
"Nothing's good anymore, not since your not here." I mumble."Yeah, that."
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