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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:50:53 GMT
i apparated to maddies house but i didn't see anything. i stood there trying to figure out what happend. "he said it was here...." i mutter but shook that off and went to screaming. "MADDIE!" i scream. i needed her help. bad.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 12:55:56 GMT
I look up from where I was knee deep in rubble,"Yumi?" I ask heading over to her trying not to fall.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:59:17 GMT
i run as fast over to her as i can. "maddie i'm terrified. i can't do this. i really can't. i mean i'm surrounded by them. babies. i'm surrounded by babies. first i saw a first year with a baby doll tehn i saw like five pregnant women. five! and that just terrified me more then andy, oh andy, she means well but she just got me more terrifed. she sad that it hurts when they first kick. i didn't know that kicked. maddie i honestly didn't know that they kicked. why would a baby kick? maddie i don't know whati'm gonna do." i say quickly once i reach here
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:02:26 GMT
My eyes widen."W-What? Okay, not the best person you should be telling this to, seeing as I'm gonna be a mum myself. Oh god! They kick?! Thanks, now I remembered why I was freaked out in first place!"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:05:33 GMT
"oh come on maddie! your a healer! your supposed to be all helpful! i can't have a kid! and i didn't know you were pregant to. god that's six." i say, "six bloody pregnant women. ew..blood. i can't take blood. and it's bloody when it comes out. i can't take blood." i whimper
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:11:26 GMT
"Well sorry, I tend to keep my personal life away from my work life!" I yel begining to pace."If you can't do this what's to say I can?! Oh god..." I fan myself trying to control my rapid breathing,"Okay, okay, just calm down. We need to calm down."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:16:04 GMT
"calm down?! why would i calm down?! you and the father of the baby actually liked each other. you actually love each other. sirius and i don't love each other! i recently hated him but i'm over that but that's not the point!" i say sitting down on the ground running a hand through my hair, "maddie i can't do this. you can do this. i can't. you are strong. you don't run when thigns get hard. you can. i can't."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:19:47 GMT
"I've wanted to." I say quietly,"I've wanted to run alot these days. Look Yumi, I...I know your scared. I'm bloody terrified. But look Yumi, Sirius...he's a great guy and he'd be a great dad. God knows he's talked about wanting kids, that's something you have I that I don't. Someone to back you up on this, someone to be there. Okay? Just breathe, calm down a bit and breathe."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:22:13 GMT
i take a deeo breath and nod "what about your boyfriend? isn't he gonna help you?" i ask trying to calm down it working a bit. i was still terrified but i was calm down a bit.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:28:59 GMT
"Yeah, course he is...it's just. Well we didn't want a baby, neither of us are really...baby people..."I explain.
That and they fact three manics are trying to kill us doesn't help either.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:31:57 GMT
i nod my head and take another deep breath. "so sirius really does want a kid and he wasn't just sayin it?" i ask
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:35:08 GMT
"Of course he does." I smile,"All he ever talked about, saying he'd love to have a little mini him running around." I smile."Sure, I think he'd like to been older and out of school but he's not gonna abandon you. He's not like that."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:37:58 GMT
i nod my head, "i couldn't make it through without him." i admit softly, "now i'm not going to admit that to him but i know that i can't. i'm terrified maddie..." i say "i mean i already love it, but i mean....do you get it?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:43:46 GMT
I smile weakly at her,"No not really but I'll will. Your taking this better then I did, I can tell you that much," I say sitting down next to her."Sirius will help you, he's not a complete asshole."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:00:05 GMT
"yeah but i don't want to mess up his life. i really like him maddie, and even though he doesn't feel that way i'm still gonna. he had a life. i don't want to mess that up for him."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:04:14 GMT
I snort,"A life? Sirius? Yumi sorry to break it to you babe but Sirius had no life before you came."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:09:58 GMT
"then he's got some explaining to do. he led on that he had a great life, then i came." i chuckle
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:16:56 GMT
"What's so great? he lost two girlfriends, his best friend was murdered, disowned by his family. If that's a great life then what the fuck am I living?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:19:12 GMT
"i didn't nkow he lost two girlfriends. he didn't tell me that. i didn't know that he got disowned, all i knew was that he hated his brother. and i didn't know that fay was his best friend." i explain, "we didn't talk much. i mean we talked about the kids. we talked a few tiems about other things but...i didn't know."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:26:18 GMT
"Yeah, well Paddy keeps to himself alot. He doesn't like talking about stuff like that. He'll talk about anything else but that I guess."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:29:28 GMT
i nod my head, "you think he's mad?" i ask
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:31:11 GMT
"Mad about what?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:32:10 GMT
"that i got pregnant"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:45:25 GMT
"No, no if he's mad at anyone it's himself for not sticking around."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:47:10 GMT
"he was gone for what, a day. maybe two. can't remember. it's not that long, and at least he came back."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:54:36 GMT
"Yeah, but he wouldn't be mad about it. His own damn fault. Andy and I warned him about keeping it in his pants." I laugh slightly.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 15:00:46 GMT
"yeah andy told me." i chuckle, "but i mean it wasn't like i stopped him."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 15:04:38 GMT
"Um okay ew to much info there."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 15:09:06 GMT
"yeah well i didn't. do you think that it's not weird for you to be talling me that you tell him to keep it in his pants?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 15:13:13 GMT
"Ew, okay gross images can we please stop talking about this?" I plead.
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