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Boo!
Jan 19, 2008 17:41:57 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 19, 2008 17:41:57 GMT
I nod,"Yeah. I need to fall apart too sometimes..but I can't." My voice sounds some what bitter at this point,"Cos Charlie needs me, and Bella, and Sirius, and Yumi and Ian, and Alex.."
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Boo!
Jan 19, 2008 17:44:29 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 19, 2008 17:44:29 GMT
I bite my lip again, twisting my mouth sympathetically. "You know I'm here for you, right? For what very, very little that's worth?"
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Boo!
Jan 19, 2008 17:50:33 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 19, 2008 17:50:33 GMT
You'll also be another person I'll have to look after as well. I nod weakly, setting my hands in my lap."I know..it's just..hard. Cos sometimes it just feels like I'm not allowed to fall apart."
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Boo!
Jan 19, 2008 20:32:54 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 19, 2008 20:32:54 GMT
I grimace sympathetically again, nodding. "That's certainly not true though... you'll just crash, you know. And that wouldn't be a help to anybody."
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Boo!
Jan 19, 2008 20:40:12 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 19, 2008 20:40:12 GMT
"Well I can't just break down whenever I feel like it," Like Ian "I'll be even less help then."
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Boo!
Jan 19, 2008 20:42:38 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 19, 2008 20:42:38 GMT
"Well, no...." I acknowledge, tilting my head. "But you can't just... I mean you do have to break down a little."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 4:35:49 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 4:35:49 GMT
"I can't." I whisper softly,"I can't."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 14:30:52 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 14:30:52 GMT
But you have to. Just a little. I let out a breath in a sigh, shaking my head. "Well... just don't... fall apart completely because you're trying to hard to hold yourself together."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 17:41:03 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 17:41:03 GMT
I nod weakly.Easier said then done. "It's better sometimes..when you have someone to pull you back together too,"
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 17:55:30 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 17:55:30 GMT
I nod back, frowning worriedly. "And... do you think you'd have that?"
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:02:27 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 18:02:27 GMT
I falter slightly but nod."Yeah..I do." Least I hope I do.
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:04:39 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 18:04:39 GMT
"Well, that's a start then." I twitch up the corners of my mouth in what might pas for a smile.
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:21:08 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 18:21:08 GMT
I frown slightly,"What's with the fake smile?"
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:22:32 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 18:22:32 GMT
"Hm?" I ask, surprised. "Nothing... in particular. Just, I don't know. Attempt at cheeriness or something." I shrug.
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:45:30 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 18:45:30 GMT
"Something on your mind?"
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:48:23 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 18:48:23 GMT
"Not... really," I shrug.
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:51:28 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 18:51:28 GMT
"Alright," I nod, not pressing it.
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 18:56:47 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 18:56:47 GMT
I nod back, then shrug. "Anything else on your mind?"
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:00:47 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 19:00:47 GMT
"Other then the fact I miss sleep?" I laugh weakly,"No."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:11:08 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 19:11:08 GMT
I laugh slightly. "My sympathies for the sleep then...."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:18:41 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 19:18:41 GMT
"Can't wait til he'll stop crying," I laugh weakly."Sleep will be good."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:22:57 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 19:22:57 GMT
"I would imagine so." I laugh slightly. "How long does that take, before they stop crying?"
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:32:39 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 19:32:39 GMT
"For Alex, seems like forever."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:36:58 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 19:36:58 GMT
I laugh slightly. "Wish I could give some sort of advice, but I know nothing about babies."
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Boo!
Jan 20, 2008 19:44:10 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 20, 2008 19:44:10 GMT
"I'm just as lost. I didn't get my cousins demon kids til they were potty trained."
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Boo!
Jan 21, 2008 1:33:35 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 21, 2008 1:33:35 GMT
"Well... you seem to be doing all right anyway," I shrug. "Haven't dropped him or anything, right?"
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Boo!
Jan 21, 2008 13:04:38 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 21, 2008 13:04:38 GMT
"No, haven't dropped him yet."
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Boo!
Jan 21, 2008 18:56:18 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 21, 2008 18:56:18 GMT
"The 'yet' sounds kind of ominous," I say, raising my eyebrows. "But I highly doubt you will."
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Boo!
Jan 21, 2008 19:04:34 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 21, 2008 19:04:34 GMT
"Nothing for certain, isn't that right?"
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Boo!
Jan 21, 2008 19:16:48 GMT
Post by Arden Patricks on Jan 21, 2008 19:16:48 GMT
"Yeah, that's true...." I laugh slightly. "But the chances of some things are higher than others."
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