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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:29:03 GMT
I walk up to James house with my mind full of chaos. I knock on the door, and think what am I going to say to him?
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Post by James Smith on Jun 18, 2007 23:10:39 GMT
i open my door on the way out, and almost ran into Cas then backed away slightly. ''Uhh hi Cas.'' i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:19:11 GMT
"Hey. You going some where in a rush or do we have time to talk?" I ask.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 3:20:33 GMT
''No i have time.'' i said. ''You wanna come into the house or stay on the porch?'' i asked
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:24:33 GMT
"I don't care. Listen I didn't come here for chit chat. Its actually serious, although you'll find that hard to belive." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 3:27:56 GMT
''Nothing is unbeliveable.'' i nodded. ''Soo whats up.''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:31:54 GMT
"I met this guy and he happens to like me. Hes nice and sweet and all that stuff, but I feel like I just met him and that he keeps to many secrets. Thats not really whats holding me back though. On the other side there is you. And I won't describe you because you know who you are. I really like you, but I feel why wait around when there is someone else already waiting for you. So I want an honest answer once and for all to my question, do you like me?" I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 3:39:08 GMT
''Cas, if you like someone, and your waiting for them and they dont give you an honest answer.'' i paused. ''Just move on, dont wait around, no bodies worth waiting peoples time.'' i nodded slightly. ''But Cas i cant really like anyone....''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:40:28 GMT
"Thats what I thought. Probrally because of what happened with Charm and all." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 3:46:04 GMT
i shook my head. ''Its not about Charm.'' i stated. ''Its about who i am.''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:46:58 GMT
"Who you are huh? Finally realizing your true colors?" I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 3:48:56 GMT
''N-no.'' i said.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:49:49 GMT
"Then what is it. You don't suddenly change." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 3:55:39 GMT
''Some could.'' i paused. ''And some do, thats how the world works.''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:57:43 GMT
"This world sucks." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 4:01:14 GMT
''Indeed it does.''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 4:04:50 GMT
"So theres someone else who you like isn't there? Well I don't care any more. I don't care about anything. Life just sucks so much. No I'm not going to jump off the astronamy tower again. Thats the only thing that gets every ones attention. What I'm thinking of is to just fade away." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 4:10:59 GMT
''That doesnt get my attention.'' i said. ''Hell i didnt pay attention when Serenity was, its the person who grabs my attention.'' i stated
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 4:14:24 GMT
"So your saying if I jumped off the tower you wouldn't care? Thats just great. Well as it seems that you don't care you won't mind me leaving to pack to go back home, to live a lonly life of hobbitness?" I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 4:15:36 GMT
''Im not saying i dont care Cas.'' i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 12:36:08 GMT
"Then say what you mean don't just hint to it." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 16:48:27 GMT
''Leave it at this.'' i said. ''Im not worth the wait, go for the other.'' i nodded slightly. ''Cause im not worth the wait...''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 16:54:59 GMT
"I don't care about the wait. My whole life theres only been one thing I cared about. My friends. You don't realize how hurt I've been this whole year. Its easy for you to say not to wait because you don't have the same 1st priority that I have." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 17:04:31 GMT
''And whats your priority Cas.'' i asked
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 17:07:25 GMT
"My main priority is my friends and everyone I know. Me, I don't care about me enough. So everyonce and a while I get hurt, bad." I say.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 17:31:17 GMT
"I know your my friend, and you would never want to hurt me, but you have." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 17:54:54 GMT
''If i did i didnt want it.''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 17:56:40 GMT
"It doesn't matter what you want. Its what happened that actually counts." I say.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 19, 2007 18:03:27 GMT
''Well what happened, Cas. What happened?''
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 18:07:37 GMT
"Everything happened okay. Now if you excuse me I'm going home were I can be alone in peace." I say.
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