Molly, need your help here

[Gideon Prewett]

I knock on Molly's door, feeling utterly miserable.
Had a row with Isa.
Had a row with Fay.
Needed Molly.

[Molly Weasley]

"come on in!" i yell from the kitchen. i was cooking some breakfast. when i see gideon i get a wide smile on my face. "come sit. have a spot breafast." i smile. "uncle gee-gee!" bill laughs running in from the back yard. he had dirt all over his face. "not again..." i chuckle

[Gideon Prewett]

"Hey there Bill." I say, hoisting a smile onto my face and sitting down at the table, lifting him up onto my lap and not caring about his feet getting mud all over my jeans. "Hey Moll's."

[Molly Weasley]

"hey. how are you doing?" i ask as i set a plat infront of him and hand bill a bottle. he sits himself down in gids lap and starts to suck on the bottle.

[Gideon Prewett]

"Honestly?" I say, trying to still my shaking hands. "I can only thing of a few times I've felt worse. How about you? How are you doing? How's the house? How's the family?"

[Molly Weasley]

"well now that you've told me that you feel bad i'm not doing as good, but the house i great. bill made a fort out of the boxes over there," i chuckle pointing at the box castle, "and the family's good. arthur is someone where and i went to st.mungos yesterday to check up on the baby."

[Gideon Prewett]

"Oh yeah? How's the baby doing?" I ask.

[Molly Weasley]

"it's good. i found out it's another boy." i smile, "but tell me what's up with you? are you ok?"

[Gideon Prewett]

"Yeah." I say, clasping my hands to stop them shaking. "No." I admit. "I'm suffering awful withdrawal symptons, I had a row with Fay and I made Isa cry. Congratulations on the boy though."

[Molly Weasley]

"wait what? you and fay went at it, what'd you do to izzy? and withdrawal from what?" i ask getting really confused

[Gideon Prewett]

"Withdrawal from my pills." I sigh. "Yes, Fay and I went at it. And I told Isa I didn't love her and she should stop loving me too. It was lie but I don't like making her choose between me and Jamison, so I thought I'd try and elliminate the choice."

[Molly Weasley]

"gid why were you taking pills and why did you say you didn't love her? she always loved you and she's has to choose if you tell her to or not. now she's thinking that she loves a guy that doesn't love her, when in reality he still does." i sigh

[Gideon Prewett]

"They were painkillers." I say, then put my head in my hands. "I know. I just thought-...she hasn't been sleeping and-...she's all stressed and hurting and I hate it and I just had to do something-...I just want her to be happy, Molly. Even if her being happy means not with me."

[Molly Weasley]

i sigh and walk over to him and sit next to him. i rub his back supportively. "dear, i know. i know you don't want to see her like this but there's nothing you can do." i say softly, "but think about it. where is ricky in all this? your showing that you care about her more than him because you don't want to see her hurting and your trying to help her to stop hurting. maybe she'll see that."

[Gideon Prewett]

"And maybe she'll carry on putting herself through this unitl she can't take it anymore." I say, clenching my fists without meaning to.

[Molly Weasley]

i take bill out of his lap. "go out and play honey." i say softly edging him towards the back door. i go back to gideon and take his hands in mine. "come on gid..just calm down a bit..please.." i ask softly still holding his fists

[Gideon Prewett]

"I'm sorry." I say softly.

[Molly Weasley]

"it's ok." i sayand smile weakly. "you've been there for me when i was like this, so i'm going to be there for you."

[Gideon Prewett]

"You shouldn't have to be. I'm the big brother. I'm supposed to be looking out for you."

[Molly Weasley]

"yes you are my big brother." i agree, "but that also means your family. family looks out for each other. now come on..just let everything out. yell, curse, get angry, get sad. i don't care. let it out so i can understand and help you." i say, "gid iwant to help you."

[Gideon Prewett]

"I get myself into these things. Fay's right. It's just self-pity." I sigh heavily, knowing what he'd said was all true.

[Molly Weasley]

"well if you get yourself into these things then you can get yourself out. you just as strong as fay and i. you can do it. and you know that him and i will be there for you. you've just got to let us."

[Gideon Prewett]

"I'm not though. You guys are the strong ones. I'm the pathetic weak one who relies too much on alcohol and nicotine and let's everything get to me. That's just who I am."

[Molly Weasley]

"listen here gideon prewett," i start useing his full name to make my point, "i used to drwon everything out with alcohol just in case you forgot. you are not weak. your a prewett, therfore it's impossible for you to be weak even if you tried. now you better let fay and i help you because i want you to live long enough to see the rest of my children that i'm going to have and amalia grow up. i want you around. and seeing as i'm the youngest, and the youngest always get their way, your going to get everything sorted out. got it?" i ask with a bit more volume and force than intended

[Gideon Prewett]

"Yes, Molly." I say.
I could argue with Fay, but not Molly.

[Molly Weasley]

"tell me why your getting everything sorted out." i say

[Gideon Prewett]

"Because I got myself into it and I can get myself out. Because I'm not weak because I'm a Prewett. Because you want me around. And because you're the youngest and what the youngest says, goes."

[Molly Weasley]

i smile weakly and hug him. "gid i love you to much to let you do to this to yourself." i stil still hugging him

[Gideon Prewett]

"Love you too Molly." I say, hugging her back.

[Molly Weasley]

"now eat and tell me if i'm a horrible cook or not." i chuckle pointing at his plate.