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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 16:53:26 GMT
i apparated into gideons flat. i didn't yell for him becase i just wanted to be somewhere where i knew someone else was in. and i didn't want to get him in trouble with his landlord. i had bill and julie asleep sitting on each side of my lap. i had taken jlie in for a month or two while everything was getting settled for her adoption then she'd go and live with her new parent. i had them at a muggle day care for a day so i could get myself together and cry a bit. now that i was ok i needed to talk to my big brother. i knew i looked like hell. i was still wearing the same clothes i had when that happened and my hair was pulled back in a horrible pony tail. "how could i be so stupid..." i ask myself softly making sure not to wake julie or bill.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 17:47:21 GMT
"How many times, Gid? How many times?" I mutter to myself, turning the taps on full blast to wash away the evidence of my retching.
I put my hands on the side of the sink and pause for a moment, chancing a glance up to the mirror in front of me.
"You look like death..." I tell myself quietly, stretching the lines around my eyes tiredly. "Pathetic."
I pad softly out into the hallway and back into my room, then walk backwards into the hallway again, looking down to the living room. "Moll's?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 17:49:17 GMT
i look up and wave slightly but stay silent. i was hopeing that i had gotten rid of thetear stains, but one can only hope.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 17:50:58 GMT
"One sec." I say, holding up one finger, then disappearing into my room, shoving the prescription under my bed, pulling a clean shirt over my head, then heading back to the living room. "You alright? You don't look so good."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 17:55:39 GMT
"i'm not so good." i sigh. i take out the play pin i had shrunk and set it over in the corner back to it's orginal size and set the two toddlers in. "your not going to have to walk me down at my wedding anymore. neither is fay or peter or remus." i sigh ans sit next to him. "at least i don't think you are. i haven't talked to arthur much about it, but i think the weddings off and i don't think arthur and i are arthur and i." i say crying softly again
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 17:56:48 GMT
I sit down heavily.
I was just starting to like the guy.
"Why? What happened? Molly?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 18:00:36 GMT
"me being a whore and a horrible person is what happened." i cry
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 18:02:32 GMT
"Never say that again." I say quietly, with the rarely used 'I'm serious' voice. "You're not a whore and you're not a horrible person. Now tell me what happened."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 18:04:11 GMT
"ikissed another guy. not once but twice. and i knew what i was doing. i cheated on arthur." i cry harder
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 18:10:32 GMT
I blink in surprise. "What guy? When? What? Why?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 18:15:24 GMT
"what guy, onix davidson, when two days ago and one night ago, why, i don't know. he said that he loved me and arthur s barefly around and he held me like arthur did. and i missed that. i missed being told that a person said that they loved me and that they thought that i was beautiful. i missed that so much gid." i cry. "i missed it so much." i add softer.
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 18:18:10 GMT
I pause. "Well, you've got to think about this. Who do you want to be with?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 18:21:07 GMT
"i know who i want to be with gid." i sigh trying to stop crying. "onix was just lust. i love arthur. but i'm afraid that i lost him forever." i say, "i just missed arthur and onix was sweet and nice and careing and he said that he loved me." i sigh
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 4, 2007 18:23:05 GMT
"Does Arthur know?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 18:25:59 GMT
i nod and trace my ring finger where the ring used to be. "i ran away after and found arthur. i told him everything. things still aren't fixed or finished."
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 15:56:18 GMT
"No, I imagine they wouldn't be." I say after a moment. "You know how you're going to sort things yet?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 5, 2007 16:00:47 GMT
"no idea what so ever." i sigh
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 16:03:44 GMT
"That's a bummer."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 5, 2007 16:06:53 GMT
"isn't it?" i sigh, "and i think onix really loves me. he said he'd be willing totake bill in as his own and help me out with this baby when arthur couldn't be there."
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 16:33:17 GMT
"I can't tell you what to do or who to pick, but you've got to pick someone Molly." I say after a moment.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 5, 2007 16:36:06 GMT
"i know." i sigh. "maybe it's just best i pick neither...but onix makes me happy...but i was happy with arthur..but i'm having arthurs baby....but onix seems to care about me more than arthur...but yet...you know if i make it through this no more guys. i'll be single for the rest of my life." i sigh
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 18:30:23 GMT
I think for a moment, then hold up my hands in a half-shrug, no thaving any clue what to say or how to make her feel any better.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 5, 2007 18:56:55 GMT
"don't worry. you don't have to say anything. but can you do something for me?" i ask
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 19:00:24 GMT
"Anything, Molly. You know I'd do anything to help."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 5, 2007 19:18:53 GMT
"can i take a shower here? the shower at my place is all messed up." i ask
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 19:22:17 GMT
"Yeah, hang on, one minute." I say, hastily jumping up and running into the bathroom.
Nothing incriminating...nothing incriminating...nothing incriminating...
Well, she knows about my smoking, but it'd probably be best to move them.
I pick up the cigarette packet and throw them into my room. "Okay, yes, you may use my shower."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 5, 2007 19:27:50 GMT
"whatever your hiding, you can tell me you know. i won't be mad." i say then shut the door, but open it back up the second later, "they should be fine. if julie wakes up and says she doesn't like you, go along with it." i add then shut the door again
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 5, 2007 19:30:05 GMT
"Not hiding anything." I mutter, then go back down to the living room, casting a wary eye on Julie and Bill.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 9, 2007 10:47:05 GMT
when i come out of the bathroom with my clothes slightly wet he's still looking at julie and bill. "you ok there gid?" i say with a soft chuckle. julie wakes up and waves at me with a wide smile then she looks at gid. "i don't like you." she says. "gid meet your foster niece." i chuckle. "gonna have her until i leave then she gets to go to her new, permanment home." i smile
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Post by Gideon Prewett on Jun 9, 2007 20:40:40 GMT
"Oh," I say looking at her.
She was glaring at me and judging by her comment of not liking me I think it's safe to say... "She doesn't like me."
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