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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:19:53 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:19:53 GMT
i walked up to izzys door and went to knock it but remembered the whole having charlie and bill in my arms so i just apparated in andlooked around,. "izzy!" i yell and sit on the couch waiting for her.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:23:22 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 18:23:22 GMT
I had just finished putting Kim and Amalia to bed and had been sitting in my room crying for a few minutes, my usual routine since Gid died. I hear someone call my name downstairs and jump, about to grab my wand before reconising the voice. I stand up and start making my way downstairs, wiping my eyes as i went. "Molly is that you?" I ask, coming into the living room.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:29:36 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:29:36 GMT
"the one and only." i say with a small smile. her eyes were red and puffy, just like mine.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:31:59 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 18:31:59 GMT
"I guess you found out about-...about Gid." I say, just managing to whisper his name, trying hard not to start crying again.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:33:27 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:33:27 GMT
i nodded my head and held my two sons closer to me. "and to make my homecoming worse i heard about onix." i sigh.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:36:10 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 18:36:10 GMT
"I'm sorry Molly." I say, offering her my condolences.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:37:54 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:37:54 GMT
"do you know the whole story or just that he killed himself?" i ask and set bill on the couch next to me but my arm still around him as i rock charlie back and forth.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:41:43 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 18:41:43 GMT
"I've heard it all." I say, face darkening slightly.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:45:26 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:45:26 GMT
"joy." i say sarcasticly with bitterness, not at izzy just at the situation. "seeing as all of this has happened i'm...stuck." i sigh "but i saw arthur yesterday." i say with a small smile. "he met charlie, and i think he liked him. he was going over what charlie had that came from him and what from me.." i trail off. "he said he never stopped loving me and i..." i say unsure of how to finish
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:48:26 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 18:48:26 GMT
"You should give it another go Molls." I say encouragingly.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:50:17 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:50:17 GMT
"thats the thing. i think that we are. i'm not sure though. i mean after he said that i said that i still loved him and i'm pretty sure that deep down i never stopped loving him, and we kissed.." i pause, "twice," i smile. "i'm not sure though." i sigh.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:53:57 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 18:53:57 GMT
"We need more love in this ever darkening world Molly." I tell her, before staring down at my feet, thinking of Gid.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 18:57:00 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 18:57:00 GMT
i nod and think of kim. "what is going to happen about kim?" i ask
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:01:05 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:01:05 GMT
"Ian brought her here, asked if i could look after her. She's upstairs asleep, like Amalia." I reply, biting my lip holding back the tears, remembering that day very well. The day i found out about Gid. "Where's Fay?" I ask after a moment.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:02:33 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:02:33 GMT
"honestly, i don't know. we got seprated on the way back." i say sadly.
ooc-u know anyone willing to be him? austin left.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:05:56 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:05:56 GMT
"You've not heard from him?" I ask, not liking the sound of him disappearing.
ooc: No, sorry. You could ask people in the ooc area.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:08:37 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:08:37 GMT
i shake my head. "nothing." i sigh
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:10:01 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:10:01 GMT
"I hope he's alright." I reply.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:14:17 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:14:17 GMT
"i've already lost both of them. i don't think i can, or you can, stand loseing fay now." i say as charlie wakes up and looks around. "have you held charlie yet?" i ask
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:22:03 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:22:03 GMT
"No, i don't think i could-...take it. It's been to hard losing-...losing Gid." I mumble, a few tears managing to slide down my cheeks.
I look down at Charlie and shake my head.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:24:11 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:24:11 GMT
i put on a small smile and hand her charlie carefully. "fays the reason charlie made it through. charlie was really early." i say
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:26:54 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:26:54 GMT
"He's so small." I say, looking down at his small features.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:28:28 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:28:28 GMT
yeah he should be the normal size by the time he's a year old, hopefully." i say. "so your taking kim...how is that going to work out?" i ask
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:39:12 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:39:12 GMT
"I don't know, it's been hard. She reminds me so much of-..of Gid."
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:45:11 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:45:11 GMT
i nodded and looked down at charlie then at her, "well you had said that you wanted a child." i point, "maybe not like this, but you had told me that you wanted a baby."
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:46:39 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 19:46:39 GMT
"Yeah but, she's not really mine." I say quietly.
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 19:51:03 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 15, 2007 19:51:03 GMT
"do you think that you would feel different about her if she was yours?"
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izzy
Jul 15, 2007 20:02:49 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 15, 2007 20:02:49 GMT
"Probably, don't get me wrong though, i still care for her and all."
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izzy
Jul 17, 2007 14:55:51 GMT
Post by Molly Weasley on Jul 17, 2007 14:55:51 GMT
i nodded my head slightly and looked over at charlie. "arthur and i are together again." i tell her with a smile
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izzy
Jul 17, 2007 14:58:19 GMT
Post by Isabella Knox on Jul 17, 2007 14:58:19 GMT
I force a weak smile, "That's great Molls."
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