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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:25:40 GMT
"ISA!!!" i yell. i had a wide grin plastered on my face and i had to tell her. "ISA! COME ON! PLEASE OPEN UP!"
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:29:50 GMT
I run to the door and open it, hearing Fabian's yelling. "What's up now?" I ask.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:31:11 GMT
"he dead." i smile and hug her. i knew i shouldn't be so happy about someones death, but he was evil
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:32:43 GMT
"Jerami?!" I ask excitedly, i knew i shouldn't be excited that someone was dead but.....he was an asshole to put it nicely.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:35:40 GMT
"yes he's gone." i smile and spin her around. "i can be with hannah. molly and her family is safe. yuor safe. hannahs safe, and gid and i are slightly safe." i smile and spin her around again
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:37:51 GMT
I grin widely "We're all safe!" I shout happily. "And Gideon's alive!" I add.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:38:35 GMT
"yeah" i smile and set her down. "now about you and my brother.." i trail off
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:40:19 GMT
My smile falters slightly "I don't know Fay." I say and shake my head.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:41:42 GMT
"well do you still have feelings for him?"
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:45:21 GMT
"Of course i do." I say. "Those feelings never left me." I say truthfully.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:46:40 GMT
"let's say ricky never happened. would you be with gid?"
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:47:52 GMT
"I would, but the thing is, Ricky did happen."
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:49:58 GMT
"which do you love more?" i ask. i knew that it was an un fair question, but this is what had to be asked.
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:51:51 GMT
"I don't know Fabie." I say shaking my head. "I loved Gideon most of my life, but then you left. And i fell in love with Ricky."
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:54:41 GMT
"well let's say giedon is hanging off one side of the castle and ricky on the other. they fall at the same time and only you could save them. who would you save?"
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:56:04 GMT
"Gid-Rick." I say. "Fabie you know i can't chose, not yet."
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 22:57:19 GMT
"yeah. but if you do happen to choose gid, he'll most likely be right there waiting for you." i say
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 22:59:01 GMT
"Yeah but you're opinion is biased." I point out, knowing Fabian would side with his brother.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 23:00:21 GMT
"isa i want you to be happy. i'm not telling you to choose gid. i'm saying if you do, he'd be waiting for you." i say looking her in the eye
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 23:02:16 GMT
"I know he would." I say, not able to look him in the eye. I look down at my feet. "But so would Ricky." I mumble.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 23:04:03 GMT
i put my finger under her chin and make her look up at me, "now can you say that with more confidence?" i ask softly
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 23:09:19 GMT
I bite my cheek slightly before repeating "So would Ricky." I say more loudly. "And Gideon's already left me once."
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 23:13:23 GMT
"when did he leave you?"
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 23:16:56 GMT
"You both did." I say, knowing i was hitting below the belt.
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 23:19:43 GMT
i take a step away from her. "isa do you think we wanted to?" i say deathly quite. "do you think that we wanted to leave you and molly? you two are the most important people to gideon and i. gideon never wanted to leave you, they had to force him to leave, and me to, but him twice as much." i say and look at her. why was she doing this to me? "you bloody know we didn't want to leave."
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 23:22:55 GMT
"I'm sorry." I whisper and look away from his gaze. "It just-...It just hurt so much when you left. Then when Molly told me you had died, it felt like i'd died too."
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 23:24:55 GMT
"giedon lost apart of himself when he had to leave you here." i say "isa if we ever wanted ever to see you and molly again we had to let him think that they had gotten rid of us."
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 23:27:09 GMT
"I know it's just-...." I pause trying to find the words to explain it. "....-Imagine if me and Molly died."
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Post by hoot on May 29, 2007 23:31:58 GMT
"isa i would be crushed. my world wouldn't be the same ever again." i say. "but you're useing it against me. i know that it hurt, but hun we wanted to see you two again. we had to do that. we had no choice."
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Post by Isabella Knox on May 29, 2007 23:33:19 GMT
I nod slowly and hug him. "I'm so glad you're both alive." I say, tearing up slightly.
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