oh dear dear sister!

[hoot]

i knell down in front of james and take out my and perform so healing spells i had learned. i got the bullet out and banadged it up. "there we go.." i say softly. "hey you guys i need to talk to your mum for a bit...can you kinda go out there?" i ask. they nod (ooc-well they aren't on so yeah...) and walk out there one of them mumbling something about me being gay. "crazy.." i chuckle softly, "but yeah i need to talk to you." i say

[Isabella Knox]

"Oh right. What about?" I ask curiously.

[hoot]

"it's about amalia...i'm afraid that if i have her or she's anywhere around me she's not safe." i say in a hushed tone

[Isabella Knox]

"Why what's happend Fabian?" I ask worriedly, in a quiet voice.

[hoot]

"look down at her throat." i say so isa could see the cut. "i was spending some time with hannah..that's the girl that's got my heart right now..we wanted to keep it a secret because of jerami, but he found out and kidnapped amalia. he had a knife to her throat when he had her...i haven't let her out of my sight since, and i worry about hannah constantly now because of him.."

[Isabella Knox]

I take a sharp intake of breath as i see the cut on Amalia's throat. Then let out a loud gasp when he tells me how and why she got it. Jerami was one of the worst people you could mess with him. Now that Hannah had left him, i knew he would stop at nothing to get revenge. "He's after all three of you then." I choke out. It would be four if you counted the child Hannah was carrying.

[hoot]

i nod, "he's after molly to proly. and the rest of her family, which means arthur, bill and her baby." i sigh and stand there for a minute.. "but i'm sticking by hannah. i can't leave her with things like this. it'd be like putting a crippled guy in the middle of a busy street. and she's got her baby. i offered to be there for it as like a dad seeing as she doesn't want jerami around the baby. but i need to figure out things first. he was already after me before all this because he didn't kill me."

[Isabella Knox]

I growl and clench my fists, eventually punching a wall, ignoring the loud crunch and click. "Why is everything so messed up?!" I cry "Why does he have to tear people's lives apart to try and fix things he's already done!"

[hoot]

i take amalia and set her on the couch with pillows around her so she won't fall. i walk back to isa and grab her fist. her knuckels are bleeding and she's gonna bruise probably. "hun..i know...but you need to calm down ok?" i say softly and heal her hands

[Isabella Knox]

"I know, i know." I say shakily, putting my head in my healing hands. Fabian knew about my anger problems, he was one of the few people who could calm me down. I looked over at little Amalia, blinking away angry tears. Why did he have to hurt everyone?

[hoot]

"take a few deep breath..just a few so i know your ok." i say and put my arms around her.

[Isabella Knox]

I nod and take a few deep breaths, counting to ten in my head. I bury my head in his shoulder, trying to get the image of Jerami out of my head.

[hoot]

"come on.." i sayand lead her over to the sofa, but i'm walking backwards so she can stay like she is. once i get to the sofa i use one hand to pick amalia up and sit down with isa leaning on one side and amalia in the other arm. "it'll be ok.." i say softly and stroke her hair trying to get her calm

[Isabella Knox]

"It won't!" I say angrily, my voice slightly muffled by his shirt. "He'll stop at nothing to hurt people! He'll stop at nothing to get what he wants!" I breathe deeply, trying to calm down. Fabian stroking my hair was working. "What does he want from us all?" I say, lifting my head up slightly to look at Fabian.

[hoot]

i sit there for a minute. i didn't know what he wanted. "i don't know isa..i don't know.." i say softly. "all i know is that he's evil and i've got to figure out what i'm going to do because he's after me and the people i love, and i'm running out of time and options." i say and kiss the top of her head then kiss amalias head.

[Isabella Knox]

"Why can't he just leave, let us get on with our lives, instead of ruining them." I sniff, calming down now, but slowly drifting into one of my depressed modes. I hug Fabian tightly, trying to convince myself that everything will be alright.

[hoot]

"i don't know.." i say softly and see her going into 'that' mood. i look down at amalia and see her looking at isa. i sit her up and bit and amalia smiles and giggles still looking at isa. i was hoping that this would make her feel better.

[Isabella Knox]

I look down at down at Amalia, her cute giggle making a smile break out from my otherwise blank face.

[hoot]

"theres that pretty smile i knew my sister had.." i say softly

[Isabella Knox]

"Thanks Fabie." I smile, not really thanking him for the compliment, more thanking him about calming me down.

[hoot]

"no problem isa." i smile back and hand her amalia, "now where did your crazy sons go?" i laugh

[Isabella Knox]

"Probably beating the crap out of each other." I say, laughing slightly

[hoot]

"most likely." i laugh, "how did you become their mum when they're older than you?"

[Isabella Knox]

"Only by a few months" I laugh "Blame Molly, it all happend at the dance when I said James needed a mother and Molly declared that now i was his mother."

[hoot]

"oh just blame my other sister isa, so mature of you." i laugh only teaseing her

[Isabella Knox]

"Since when was i ever seen as mature." I laugh.

[hoot]

"yeah well you got me there." i laugh

[Isabella Knox]

"Yep, you can't outsmart me." I laugh

[hoot]

"yes because you are that smart aren't you?" i laugh

[Isabella Knox]

"Of course i am." I grin.